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Chapter 146 Sympathy But Not Forgive

"Ninghuan, you are so lucky. My brother is so kind to you. I also have a younger brother, but he is only eight years old this year and needs me to take care of him, so how can he protect me?" Jin Yingzi looked at Ye Ninghuan enviously.

Ye Ninghuan snorted and said, "You are also very lucky. The greatest luck is to know me."

Jin Yingzi's face froze and nodded, "Yes, my greatest luck is to know you. But Ning Huan, I'm sorry."

"Why apologize? Is it because I used Wu Taotao to find me to apologize, or because I used me to climb the high branch of Zhanjia to apologize?" Ye Ninghuan asked.

Jin Yingzi lowered her eyes and said, "Everything is, no matter which point it is, I should apologize to you."

"Hmph." Ye Ninghuan sneered: "If you use me to apologize for the high branch of Zhan family, there is no need to. It is your ability to use me to apology. I am used by you, because I am not sure about people, and there is nothing to apologize for you. But if you use Wu Taotao's kindness, you should indeed apologize. This is the last time, Jin Yingzi, I don't blame you for using me to appoint Zhan Hanjue, you have your reasons. But in the future, stay away from Wu Taotao, and there is another time, I will not let you go."

Ye Ninghuan warned coldly.

Jin Yingzi frowned and said in a trembling voice: "I think I, like Wu Taotao, are all your important friends."

Ye Ninghuan snorted coldly: "I used to regard you as a very important friend, but how did you treat me? Wu Taotao would not use me to get close to the old lady Zhan, and Wu Taotao would not deliberately frame me. On the one hand, it was close to Zhan Hanjue, and on the other hand, it made me and Zhan Hanjue have a rift. I thought it was jealous before, so I lied to me to enter the mountain. Now I think it was you who directed and acted by yourself. I really treat you, but you have been using me to frame me. How can you be compared with Wu Taotao?"

"I should have thought that you are so smart, and it's impossible for you to keep it from you all the time." Jin Yingzi smiled bitterly.

I slowly raised my head, and at some point, I was already crying.

Her eyes are red and thin and pitiful.

It seemed as if she was the bullied person, crying indescribable.

At this time, no matter who sees her, she will feel pitiful.

Ye Ninghuan frowned, looked away, and said coldly: "You don't have to cry like this in front of me, deliberately pretending to be pitiful. Now that you know who you are, do you think I will be deceived by you?"

"Of course not." Jin Yingzi choked and said, "I know that once you know that I lied to you, you will never believe me again. But Ning Huan, I met you at the beginning, and I didn't think about using you. At the beginning, I didn't think about using you. At the beginning, I really treated you as a friend."

"Friend? Your way of treating your friends is really terrifying." Ye Ninghuan sarcastically.

"I know, no matter what I say, you won't believe me anymore. But what I said is true. Ninghua, you have never been poor and don't know the taste of poverty. Maybe in your opinion, if you go to the cafeteria to eat and buy an extra chicken leg for me on purpose, it is good for me. But you don't know how painful it is to me."

"So, I deliberately beat another chicken leg to give it to you. Is it wrong?" Ye Ninghuan sneered.

"You are not wrong, of course you are not wrong. You are kind-hearted. In order not to make me look ugly, you deliberately said that you accidentally bought too much and took care of my self-esteem. Of course you are not wrong." Jin Yingzi said: "But you don't know that it was the first time I ate such delicious chicken legs. I was about to cry at that time. It turned out that there were such delicious chicken legs in this world."

"So, eating a delicious chicken leg can make you feel psychologically distorted?" Ye Ninghua mocked.

Jin Yingzi was not angry when faced with her ridicule, and said bitterly: "Our family is very poor, really poor. You can't imagine that kind of poverty, living in a house with air leakage, having a meal, but the next meal is not settled. When I went out, I saw a mountain. The first time I saw a car, I walked for three days and went to the town to buy a train ticket. My mother was always sick, but she had no money to see it. I broke my legs and was just a paralyzed, and I could only lie on the grass for many years.

I have to collect herbs for the whole family and practice the ability to identify traditional Chinese medicine over time. I was recommended by the old Chinese doctors in our village and had the opportunity to study in this school. When I first came to such a big city, when I first saw it, it turned out that girls could wear such beautiful clothes, buy whatever they want, and always have a fragrant smell on their bodies. I was very envious, especially envious.

But I know that this is not what I should have. I have to save a part of the school’s scholarships and poverty aids, and send it home. I have parents, younger brothers and sisters at home. People like me are not qualified to enjoy all this.

There are only two girls in the class, Huang Mengyun, but I know that she is not really studying, she is just here to pursue men. However, her family is rich, she lives a reckless and reckless life, and she does not allow others to be outstanding than her.

Just so happened that she disdains to talk to someone like me, and I don’t want to pay attention to her. If you hadn’t appeared, I would have been alone. Although I was lonely, this is the life I should have.

However, you are like a beam of sunshine, forcibly shining into my life, leaving my hazy life with nowhere to hide. After seeing the sunshine, who would like to return to the dark haze?

Seeing you being loved by the most powerful man in Jiangcheng, seeing him can build a pharmacy for you and plant all the herbs you want to grow. Seeing you wearing the most beautiful and expensive clothes but not being convinced, I have no choice but to envy you, and there is no way not to want to get close to you.

If... if I could have these, my mother would not have to suffer from illness, my father would also be able to take a wheelchair and see the sunshine outside. My sister would not have to... I would not have to have no chance to study. I would marry early and get married and have children at a young age. My younger brother could also go to school to study and live like a child of this age.

Ninghua, I know, I have used you. But I have no choice but to break out of my original life, I can only do this."

After Jin Yingzi finished speaking, she covered her face and cried bitterly.

Ye Ninghua sighed lightly.

In this world, everyone can find the most appropriate reason for what they do.

What she said was so miserable, wouldn’t it be humane if she was not moved?

pity.

She is just a person with no humanity.

"I sympathize with your experience, but I will not forgive you for everything you have done to me. You are pitiful, but you are not a reason to hurt me."

Jin Yingzi let go of her hand, her eyes turned red, and she looked at her in shock and sadness.
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