In Zhu Rui's memory, there were several times that were the happiest.

The first paragraph is the years when she first joined Chongxiao Sect. At that time, she had not obtained the Crimson Spirit Pearl, and was just an ordinary female cultivator. She insisted on saying that there was something "unique", but it was probably very ugly.

But ugly has the benefits of being ugly. In addition to being disgusted and excluded, most of the time is quiet. Take care of spiritual plants, meditate and practice, and study jade slips... Although life is hard and dull, it is compared to the situation where you may be killed at home anytime and anywhere.

It is already a heaven and an underground.

She had no ambitions, just wanted to practice hard and live her life peacefully, so she was very satisfied.

But things are unpredictable. She got the Crimson Pearl, took the spring water inside, cleared the toxins in her body, and her appearance changed drastically, causing countless storms.

Previously, she knew that the sect had many unspoken rules, such as the newcomer who wanted to respect the elderly and had to spend more time on anything to buy, and thought this was the darkest place.

Who knew that after her appearance recovered, she truly saw the sinisterness of people's hearts. It is no exaggeration to say that whenever she took a wrong step, she would be in the bottomless abyss and would never be restored.

Fortunately, they all survived.

After working hard to win the first place in the assessment, many troubles disappeared after being appointed to Ren Wuwei's sect. And the days at Cuishifeng were different from the sacred peace of the outer disciples, which was a comfortable and comfortable tranquility.

——To put it bluntly, you have money.

Build a garden for your yard, build a martial arts training ground, and open up spiritual fields. You don’t have to spend money on your own and go directly to the master’s sect’s account. In addition to the monthly distribution of the sect, you will also give an additional subsidy of one hundred spirit stones.

Two sets of robes in three years. If you go out to do a task, you will get another 200 spirit stones for the carriage fee.

Such generous conditions are enough to prevent the disciples from worrying about the spirit stones and to concentrate on their practice.

That time was really beautiful. She had plenty of money and had no major threats. Apart from the occasional troubles, she could be considered carefree.

Oh, by the way, she also gained some experience with her second senior sister.

She still remembers the beauty of the number one prostitute in Chunzhou.

But no matter how friendly and comfortable the teacher's school is, she still feels empty in her heart, as if there is a hole and something is missing. She doesn't know the reason, but she just says that her mood is unstable, and she leaves shortly after the end of the storm, and starts

The experience of being alone.

She prepared medicine and applied it to her face, made many red spots of all sizes, and wore silk scarves to cover her appearance, changed her name and surname, and finally got rid of the troubles caused by her appearance.

Everyone no longer called her fairy, but called her a pharmacist.

Three hundred and sixty days a year, she has 300 days in the deep mountains and dense forests, either looking for rare herbs or waiting for the blooming of strange flowers. Then, every time, she encounters different degrees of danger: encountering a terrible group of poisonous insects.

, I met a monster who was injured and crazy, and I met someone who also came to search for herbs to practice... I have experienced everything, such as plotting, sneak attacks, killing people.

However, what impressed her most was a pair of brothers and a pair of Taoist couples.

My junior brother was assassinated by his enemy, and his life was hanging on the line and needed spiritual medicine to treat him. The spiritual medicine was good in the abyss, with many crises and strong winds. He could not use the suspension technique, so he could only climb down little by little to pick it up.

But there are many insects and ants living on the cliff, who love to eat ropes. Whether they are using rattan or silk ropes, they will be eaten in half an hour.

If you want to climb down, you can only climb down without any protection and use your hands and feet. At the same time, you must resist the strong wind like a steel knife and the flying birds.

She weighed her ability and thought it was too feasible to climb down and pick it up, so she took a different approach, intending to tie the spirit beast with a fishing rod and fall down to pick it up.

But the cold wind under the cliff was even more violent than expected, and the spirit beast froze to death as soon as it got down. In desperation, he could only cooperate with the brothers.

The plan started very successful, but when the people were pulled up, the demon bird came out of the nest, and a group of evil birds who could eat people attacked them.

Zhu Rui drove away the demon bird and was unable to pull people. The junior brother was originally dying, but at that moment he burst out with amazing power and rushed over and pulled the fishing rod.

After a hard battle, the senior brother was pulled up, but only half of his life was left. The flesh and blood on his body were pecked by the demon bird, leaving only a skeleton, as if he had suffered a lingchi.

Even after this torture, he still protected the elixir in his arms and handed it to his junior brother with difficulty.

The junior brother refused to accept it and asked him: "What's the point of living a life of silence when you die?"

The senior brother said, "I want you to live."

"I am alive if you live." The junior brother threw himself on him and choked up, "The master drove us out of the sect, the master's wife treated us like passers-by, and the junior sister hated us to the core... If you are gone, where can I go

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The senior brother was very regretful: "I was the one who harmed you!"

"You and I are in love, how can you harm others?" The junior brother was very sad, "To this point, it was just a mistake to be born, but is this considered wrong?"

Even Zhu Rui couldn't help feeling sorry for his questioning. She made a rare example and did not stand by and watch, but handed the other party a jar of herbal ointment and asked him to apply it to the flesh.

This saved human life.

To show their gratitude, they left only a small herb used to treat the wound, and gave her all the rest.

She also learned about their story.

Both brothers and brothers were orphans, and were picked up by their master and raised them. They had a deep relationship with their master. The master and his wife had only one daughter, so they wanted to choose one of them as their son-in-law and inherit their legacy. It should have been a good story, but

They all treat their junior sister as their sister, without any thoughts, but instead have a different feeling about the "he" around them.

Whether in the mortal world or in the world of cultivation, the beauty of dragon yang is very common, and there are many monks who raise children. However, Taoism emphasizes the harmony of yin and yang, and regards the love between men and women as the right way. Few people will form Tao with the same sex in a serious way.

companion.

They rejected the suggestion of their master's wife to recruit their parents, and revealed their feelings, hoping to become a Taoist couple.

The master was furious and thought that they had gone astray and scolded them severely. What's worse is that after learning the truth, the junior sister felt deceived and ran away from home. Unfortunately, she was injured by the demon cultivator and her meridians, and her path was hopeless.

Now, even the loving mother-like teacher's wife could not accept it and took her anger on them.

The master locked them up and declared to the other person that the other person was dead, trying to change their minds. However, this only prompted them to escape from prison and rebel.

Nowadays, relatives are like enemies, and they cannot get home. They have nothing but each other.

But at least there are each other.

The dew was heavy late at night. She saw her junior brother taking care of her unconscious senior brother, and her eyes turned red, but she smiled and said, "You can't get rid of yourself."

"I have the only one."

This ties brought back the soul of his senior brother. He woke up and survived the disaster of life and death.

The moment when the eyes met, there was no sensational hug or a stingy kiss. They just held each other's hands tightly and refused to let go for a long time.

Zhu Rui was touched and finally understood what the hollowness in her heart was for a long time.

No one in this world loves her. The biological mother died in depression, her father was mean and cruel, and her fellow disciples either disliked her or were obsessed with her. The master was not bad to her, but he was taking care of his disciples. Even if it wasn't Zhu Rui, it would be a matter of fact.

The same is true for another person.

What she wants is love for her alone, not looking at appearance, not looking at identity, not gender. Like these brothers, just because he is him.

Fang Wuji appeared like this.

When she picked him up, he was covered in blood, blinded and in a mess. He didn't want to pay attention, but he grabbed the corner of her skirt while he was in a coma and refused to let go.

Even ants live in silence, let alone humans?

She thought that she should do something good after having a great opportunity like the Crimson Spirit Pearl. He was so hurt that he probably wouldn't hurt him. If he was a big villain, he would just be poisoned to death.

So a thought of kindness saved the life of a lover.

At first, she hated him very much, and she was extremely cautious, with a fierce look on her eyebrows and eyes, as if she wanted to take revenge on the world. She was going to abandon her, but she was accidentally injured and saved by him.

If you save me, I save you, fate will be formed. Especially when he cannot see him, he is not as obsessed with her appearance, but more like his soul who loves her.

Rescue at the critical moment of life and death, and unexpected surprises. She was often embarrassed by his actions, but after that, endless sweetness surged into her heart.

Slowly, she began to accept and understand the man.

He said that his existence represents his father's failure, so he was not welcomed since childhood. If the progress of his cultivation fails to meet the predetermined standards, he will be punished. Sometimes it is a long tight closure, sometimes it is a whip that is worse than death, and the most thrilling thing is that life is worse than death.

One time, he threw him into the abyss and endured the resentment and hatred of the dead day and night.

"Before I met you, I had only one goal in my life, that is, to become stronger." He said, "Only by becoming stronger, I can survive. If someone is stronger than me, I will die."

Then, she asked her, "Do you feel scared for me like this?"

She was indeed unimaginable, but the world of cultivation was originally a prey of the weak, so she was not blamed. Her indifferent life experience has aroused her resonance and sympathy.

But at least she had the care of her master, but he didn't.

He is even more pitiful.

Another incident happened afterwards. Someone hit him. He wanted to kill someone to silence him, but she thought it was just an unintentional mistake and should not have committed more murder. He disagreed, but he still followed her wishes.

She thought that the two had different ideas, but he was willing to change for me. Can't we prove my position in his mind? This is what I want.

The relationship has been confirmed so far.

Love brings her unprecedented joy. Some people take her heart and put it in the most important position. When she is bullied, he is even more angry than her. He tries to get what she wants.

Every time he couldn't persuade her, he would sigh: "Rui'er, why should you call me?" Then he accommodated her seven or eight times in ten times.

The vacant part in her heart was filled with his love.

Life suddenly becomes very exciting, and dangerous places are no longer afraid of them because of him. Life has more courage that has not been seen in the past.

She no longer hates contact with people, and no longer is alone in a loneliness.

She changed little by little, and all of this was because of his company.

Wuji, Wuji! Zhu Rui was muttering this name, and a strong impulse surged in her heart. She wanted to look at him again: Is he safe? Is it okay?

This thought supported her to open her eyes.
To be continued...