In the dim study, a light is like a bean.

Yin Miaoer hugged her legs, put her head on her knees, and sat motionless. She recalled the little things that happened in the past few years, and was confused and at a loss.

Why did things turn out like this?

The father and mother’s considerations cannot be considered wrong. However, is her idea wrong? A couple must be with each other for a lifetime. Shouldn’t they choose someone they like? They must find someone who is a good marriage?

If we only talk about interests, why do we have to establish a marriage? How close is husband and wife? Eat the same table of meals and sleep in the same bed, we should care more about our hearts rather than our interests. Moreover, throughout the ages, people have praised each other for their hearts and their feelings, but their feelings are deep.

A regretful lover.

She doesn't think it's wrong to find someone she likes.

It is human nature to like someone and want to be with him day and night.

She is not wrong.

Since there is nothing wrong, why do parents disagree? It’s because this is not the person they like? It’s ridiculous. Who is getting married? They are not satisfied, and it’s useless to be willing. If they are satisfied, she has to agree.

So, she has no right to make decisions for herself.

A living person cannot make decisions for himself and must obey his parents.

——Because of the body and hair, I am my parents.

The kindness of giving birth should be rewarded, but you cannot decide anything by yourself. What is the difference between children and slaves?

Yin Miaoer knew that this idea was so rebellious, but she couldn't control her resentment because she had no other way but hatred.

Even if she has achieved fame and fame, the court will give money and rice to support herself, and she will not have to ask her parents to raise her. She will not break with her family and choose her life alone.

This is unfilial.

Unfilial people will be exiled at the least, and will be punished by death if they are unfilial.

An unfilial son will be despised by him.

The power of an individual cannot compete with the entire world.

She can't even seek death.

It is said that those who commit suicide will suffer torture after going to hell. Even if she is not afraid, she must consider Yun Xian's fate. Her parents will definitely regard him as the culprit and force him to die.

You cannot die, you cannot resist, you cannot escape.

Helpless.

Yin Miaoer buried her face in her arms and started sobbing silently.

backyard.

Yun Xian was placed under house arrest and was flipping through books on his own.

The servant who was serving the body was indignant: "If it weren't for the eldest lady, how could the young master fall to this level? Now, he has provoked the young master and married a new man to get started, but we have to go to the wilderness Taoist temple to end this life

.”

The way of heaven is unfair. His son did nothing and was obedient to himself. How could a good person not be rewarded and ended up in such a miserable end?

"Don't blame my cousin." Yun Xian said, "No one can break free from the dust net."

The servant became more and more angry as he spoke: "Did the young master accept his fate like this?"

"It is not a good thing to become a monk and practice Taoism and cut off the world." Yun Xian smiled slightly, "That's it."

The servant looked at his smile, and sadness came from it, and tears rolled.

Why do you say that you should die if you want to die? You only envy the mandarin ducks but not the immortals. In this world, you can only tolerate the orders of parents who are of equal status and the love that is unmatched without a match.

Yin Miaoer was locked up in the house for a day and a night. The next day, the servant next to her father passed a message saying that if she didn't eat, Yun Xian wouldn't have food to eat.

She sneered in her heart, but said slowly: "I can agree to this marriage, as long as my father lets me see my cousin alone."

The servant looked embarrassed and wandered for a moment before responding.

Yin Miaoer took a deep breath and asked the maid to bring hot water to wipe her face and comb her hair. She knew that her parents would agree to this request. After all, on the day of marriage, she could not tie her up. It would be best to take a step back.

Sure enough, the servant came again shortly after a while, and passed on the words of his father, allowing them to meet and not allowing them to speak alone.

Yin Miaoer was unmoved and said coldly: "I said I would meet my cousin alone. No one is allowed to be present in his house or in my house. If my father refuses, please invite him to the Ye family.

, please trouble that young man to be a widow."

Family and national affairs have an unchanging truth: either the east wind overwhelms the west wind or the west wind overwhelms the east wind.

She was tough and held the determination that she would rather break up than be completely broken. However, the Yin couple was scruples and wanted to properly resolve the matter and not make it public that it would affect the marriage. No matter how unpleasant it was, they had to give in.

They finally chose to agree.

Yin Miaoer met Yun Xian who was locked in the house. The brother and sister lived together at home, but had never been to each other's room, and had not even had the chance to speak alone.

"Cousin." She stumbled, not knowing what to say.

Yun Xian smiled slightly and poured her a cup of tea: "Cousin's tea."

Yin Miao'er's eyes burned in an instant and she choked and said, "I'm sorry for my cousin."

"What's wrong with my cousin?" he said calmly, "but it won't go as expected."

She felt a sting in her heart, not knowing whether to defend or make a meaningless struggle, and murmured: "I didn't deliberately tease my cousin. I'm sincere. I...I'm ready. But I..."

I have no way.

Yun Xian said: "I know, my cousin doesn't have to blame himself."

"But I still hurt you." She raised her head and tried not to let the tears flow. "If I hadn't made a fuss, my father wouldn't force you to leave."

Yun Xian shook his head: "It's not your fault."

She asked, "Who's fault?"

Seeing the anger between her eyebrows, Yun Xian stuffed the teacup she had not taken into her hand and held it tightly: "Cousin, maybe no one is wrong, but the time is not good."

Yin Miaoer clenched his fingers: "I hate it so much."

"Resentment cannot be achieved." Yun Xian said slowly, "I still hope my cousin can be happier."

Yin Miaoer said: "Why am I happy without you?"

He thought about it and said, "Then if you think about it, I will be happy too."

An inexplicable emotion hit Yin Miao'er, tears burst out, rolling down her cheeks one after another, soaking her clothes. She lowered her head and choked, not wanting that he would see her crying.

Yun Xian took a veil and wiped her tears: "Don't cry, it's great to become a monk."

“What’s good about it?”

"Stay away from the world and be pure and liberated." He said, "I will always pray for my cousin, asking you for peace and well-being."

Yin Miaoer said: "I will get peace and well-being by myself, and I will take care of myself."

Yun Xian smiled and responded softly: "Okay."

So, she tried hard to swallow the sourness in her throat, held the cold tea in her hand, and slowly drank the tea in her cup. And their meeting ended here.

Three days later, Yun Xian left the Yin family.

Yin Miaoer put a large box of things she used to, and gave them everything from pen, ink, paper, ink, ink, and vase to hand stoves and vases.

The legitimate father said to Yin’s mother secretly: “Although the reason is not right, I will agree. She has completely given up.”

Yin's mother then agreed.

Half a year later, the marriage was decided, and Yin Miaoer only showed up once during the period, and studied in the academy the rest of the time. She worked harder than before, and she was eating and eating at night, as if she was punishing herself, and as if she was trying to grasp something.

When she was seventeen years old, she passed the imperial examination, but not the first name. The Jie Yuan surnamed Nian, who was named Jie, had a single name and was the granddaughter of the current eldest son.

Nian Jiao has a gentle temperament and is quite intimate with her, and the two become close friends.

Through this friend, Yin Miaoer had a general impression of the court. The country they were in was called the South Country, and was ruled across the river from the North Country. The two countries were originally from one source, but when the previous dynasty was destroyed, they were the two major forces.

occupy.

The river is hard to cross, and neither side can do anything to each other, and they can only be neighbors who are dissatisfied with each other.

Nowadays, there are often frictions and disputes on the borders of the two countries. In summary, the northern country is stronger, because there is a male general with a surname Yan and has learned a good martial arts. No one in the south can do it with many famous generals in the south.

Confrontation shows its strength.

But the southern country is not bad. Now the ruling Lan Xiang has very good means and has issued many policies. The people's hearts in the country can be considered as peace and prosperity.

"My mother said, Lan Xiang is not an ordinary person." Nian Jiao said, "In thirty years, the northern country will not invade."

Yin Miaoer nodded.

Nian Jiao said: "What are your plans?"

"Continue to study, take the imperial examination, and then choose a place to be a parent official, and educate the people." Yin Miaoer's tone was plain.

Nian Jiao was surprised: "It's just that?"

"What if it is?" Yin Miaoer asked back.

Nian Jiao said, "I say that with your personality, you should have a great wish. We have a junior sister named Han who said she wanted to learn top martial arts and defeat General Yan from the north."
To be continued...