It was summer, and Lao Zhu's nightclub and hotel business became better and better. Some new girls moved to the dormitory below because they had not started business and had no savings. One of them was named Pan Lina, who moved to the same house as Xiaoya.

Xiaoya has been a waiter for several months, and Lao Zhu is quite satisfied with her. The little girl is diligent, has a duty, and doesn't talk much. When she doesn't work, she just sits there quietly and looks out the window, looking at the quiet, unlike other country girls, who are so noisy all day long. Although Lao Zhu doesn't hate them, she undoubtedly likes Xiaoya more. However, there is a reason for Xiaoya's quietness. As soon as she missed her original life more and more.

If she hadn't lived, how happy she would have been now. Although she was living a careless life, she didn't know what would happen tomorrow. Besides, she couldn't be a waiter for the rest of her life. This feeling made her very uneasy; secondly, she really had nothing to talk about with these vulgar girls. They would snatch a ball about a new album by Zhang Xinzhe and quarrel about Andy Lau or Wu Qilong for a long time. Xiaoya looked at them and felt speechless.

The sky gradually became hot, and the cicadas on the trees began to shout desperately again. The sunlight during the day was still dazzling, leaving mottled golden spots on the ground through the leaves of the French sycamore trees.

Xiaoya remembered this time last year, as if it was a dream. Her father's smile often appeared in the dream, but when she woke up, she was just a suffocating darkness and a pillow towel that was soaked by tears.

Pan Lina is different from other girls who have just debuted. She is much older and has been in this industry for several years. She told Xiaoya that she is 28 years old. Xiaoya thinks it may be more than that. Logically speaking, after so many years, she will not be able to live in the basement. Xiaoya has seen several rural people who come out with only two pieces of washing clothes with her. When she comes, her pockets are cleaner than her face. After two months of work, she went out to rent a building. In a few months, she has changed her outfits several times, and some even brought her mobile phones. This thing was quite rare at the time. Only Sister Na, there was nothing. She even used hair wash paste and soap for Xiaoya in the first few days. Xiaoya didn't say anything, so she went to buy a new one.

Pan Lina saw it and smiled bitterly: Do you think my sister is dirty?

Seeing Xiaoya shook her head, Pan Lina said again: Sister is quite dirty, haha!

Of course, Xiaoya thought Pan Lina was dirty. This woman had been in this industry for so many years, and she had been sleeping with her body by many men. When Xiaoya thought of this, Lei Jianguo's disgusting face suddenly appeared in front of her, and she couldn't help but feel nauseous.

Pan Lina looked at Xiaoya and sighed: You girl is so beautiful, don’t go through the old path of my sister! Xiaoya thought to herself that I wouldn’t do the kind of thing you did if I beat you to death, but she didn’t know what to say, so she stood there blankly.

Pan Lina suddenly felt a little excited and patted her chest: Sister is a dirty woman, her whole body is dirty, but I tell you, my sister is cleaner here, cleaner than anyone else!

Xiaoya was startled, then nodded quickly to show that she understood.

In fact, Pan Lina has a good foundation, a melon-shaped face, willow-leaf eyebrows, and is quite tall, but her face is particularly bad, and she basically has no blood. She put on makeup and wears a better dress. She looks charming when she walks out, but after taking off her makeup and standing in front of Xiaoya, she immediately appears.

She would occasionally look at Xiaoya in a daze and say: It's so good-looking. I don't know which man is lucky enough to marry you back! I don't know if it's purely out of praise or missing her lost youth. When Xiaoya heard this, she couldn't help but think of Zhao Lei, the boy who boldly confessed to her, encouraged her, and helped her escape from Lei Jianguo's claws. I don't know where he is now, whether he is doing well, will he miss her?

However, there are not many opportunities for such conversations, because Pan Lina works night shifts, goes out every night and comes back late at night, and Xiaoya works in the guest room during the day and goes to bed at night. So although she works in a hotel, due to the nature of her work, the two of them sometimes can't say a few words a week.

It was not until Pan Lina fell ill once and didn't go to work at night. She was resting in the dormitory for a few days before Xiaoya discovered a secret of her.

Pan Lina takes drugs.

Originally, Pan Lina had been waiting for Xiaoya to go out in the morning before she secretly took out the small bag of things from the innermost part of the suitcase, sprinkled some on the tin foil, took a lighter, put it in a few sips, and then put it in a good night's sleep. When Xiaoya came back in the evening, the smell in the house had already dissipated. She sprayed perfume several times and went out casually, but Xiaoya didn't notice it at all. Later, she was sick all over and felt uncomfortable. She fell asleep for a day during the day, and couldn't help it when she got addicted to it. Seeing that Xiaoya had no movement after going to bed, she wanted to take a few more puffs.

She turned on the light and found the bag of powder. After taking a few sips, she felt so happy. Suddenly, she found that Xiaoya, who was lying down, turned around, and her big watery eyes were looking at her tightly.

Pan Lina was a little embarrassed: Sorry, I woke you up.

When Xiaoya was in junior high school, the police from Jing'an Branch came to the school for anti-drug education. Before her father passed away, she also told her about the harm of this thing, so when she saw Sister Na burning and sucking the white powder, she knew what was going on.

At that time, the drugs were not as numerous as they are now, such as ice *toxicity, k powder, shark *bamboo, mah *gu, etc., mainly No. 4 Hai*roin. Xiaoya didn't know what magic this thing has, but she knew that as long as she got involved in this, her life would be over.

So she thought, Sister Na’s life is really over.

Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little pity for this down-and-out sister. She asked naively: Sister Na, can't you really quit?

Pan Lina smiled: As long as I know someone who is involved in this, I can't live for a few years, let alone quit.

Xiaoya couldn't help asking: Then why did you get involved in this?

Pan Lina said: Because I don’t want to live anymore.

That night, under the dim lights of Xiaoya's dormitory, Pan Lina roughly told Xiaoya about her situation.

Pan Lina is also a miserable child. She grew up in the rural areas of northern Jiangsu. Her parents died since she was a child. She lived with her uncle's family. Her aunt never liked her very much and treated her as a servant. Every time everyone finished her meal, she was on the table. She asked her to do any hard work at home. She was so arduous. She was so embarrassed that she had become a famous flower in the village. The young men who were interested in her were in groups. But for the sake of the money, the uncle and aunt who were obsessed with her forced her to marry the only factory manager in the village who had a village factory, an old person in her forty years with his wife.

Pan Lina got married, and after a few months, she couldn't stand it anymore. The old guy was color, but it was useless. He could only do it once ten times. The more he was not able to do this, the more tough the other side. He knew that he was useless, and he was afraid that Pan Lina would run away with others. As long as a man said something to Pan Lina, he would beat him to death and make his face swollen. Pan Lina made up her mind and ran away directly. After many twists and turns, she came to Shanghai.

I went to Shanghai to be a hair wash girl for a few days, because at that time, the Wenzhou hair salon was full of flowers, but not only were the customers ate tofu every day, but the lustful boss also came to touch her hands and feet for no reason. She thought that it was like this anyway, so she might as well go to work in a nightclub.

This made the most glorious period of her life.

When she said this, her originally dull eyes disappeared and became shiny. She said: Do you know how popular I was at that time? I didn’t have to sleep with the guests at all, I just chatted together. The rich guests stuffed money into my hands like crazy. The venue was in Hongkou at that time, but do you know that many of those guests came from Changning, Putuo, and even from Hangzhou to support me. Almost every day, guests fought for me.

Xiaoya nodded and expressed her belief.

What happened later? Xiaoya asked.

Later? Pan Lina's eyes suddenly dimmed: I met him.

Pan Lina is no longer popular, after all, she is a young lady, both inferior and longs for true love deep down. When the rich young man who claimed to have returned from the United States boldly expressed his love to her, when the boy sent a bouquet of roses to their lady's lounge every day, when he kept saying that he would never care about her past, Pan Lina suddenly fell into it, and she quit her job and wanted to stay with that person forever.

But the tragic endings are similar. The rich young man in the United States is actually a scumbag in Fengxian, Shanghai. He started to cheat Pan Lina's savings when he got it. He called it stock trading, proving that his father could see that he was able to take over. Pan Lina slept with four years by him. The little money he had saved up was also cleaned and he had a baby three times. The last time the doctor told her that she could never have her own child again. After she got home, she had not yet she had tears, and the man broke up with her: I'm sorry, I don't feel anything about you anymore.
Chapter completed!