Updated: 2012-11-13

Many people have such things as ambition. Ideals that are too far away or unrealistic, or covetous with a greedy taste can be called ambition.

Qiao Niannu always felt that she had no ideals and had no pursuits. Her life was planned, and she has always followed such a plan very peacefully.

No one is born like this, but Lin Jiangxian is actually a huge framework that makes people unable to resist. Qiao Niannu lives in her framework.

Now that this framework is gone, Qiao Niannu is even a little confused.

She has lived with Lin Jiangxian since she was a child. In fact, from the perspective of love, Lin Jiangxian is her real mother, and her relationship with Qiao Ruoyu always has some estrangement and strangeness.

Lin Jiangxian's arrangement made Qiao Niannu a little resentful, but it would not erase all the feelings of the past twenty years. No matter how cold Lin Jiangxian was or was almost cruel, she had a very important position in Qiao Niannu's heart.

So even though this framework is gone, Qiao Niannu still has no intention of getting out of this framework and still does things according to Lin Jiangxian's arrangements. But now she finds that she has to get out of this framework.

In Lin Jiangxian's arrangement, as long as she arranges this way, Qiao Niannu and Li Luyou must be together, and any other obstacles are meaningless... Lin Jiangxian thinks this way, but Qiao Niannu doesn't think so, although she is willing to.

Qiao Niannu suddenly realized that she had some ambitions. It would be great if she could simply live with Li Luyou without having to bear any ethical pressure.

"Don't you want to say something to me?" Cui Yingying looked at the silent Qiao Niannu. It was always a problem with Qiao Niannu. Cui Yingying made some narratives, and she hoped that Qiao Niannu could take the initiative.

"What should I say to you?" Qiao Niannu was stunned. She was not a woman who liked to talk to her heart, let alone a stranger who was not very familiar with her and had a mysterious and complicated identity. Although she felt that she had accumulated a lot of things in her heart.

"We are sisters, of course we have to say things between sisters." Cui Yingying gently patted Qiao Niannu's back of her hand. She did not notice her move and undoubtedly placed herself in her sister's position.

Qiao Niannu never thought that everyone was Li Luyou's woman, and she should get along well with each other and be in harmony and sisters. In her opinion, the matter between her and Li Luyou was just about her and Li Luyou's affairs, and there was no need to care about An Zhishui or Cui Yingying in front of her, and it had nothing to do with them. However, when Qiao Niannu felt the posture of Cui Yingying's movement, she was still a little unhappy. After all, she was Li Luyou's sister. Since Cui Yingying was Li Luyou's woman, then Qiao Niannu should be the eldest sister.

"Okay, let me ask you another question, why do you fall in love with Li Luyou? You fall from the sky, and Li Luyou saves you, you promise... This seems a bit absurd. It is the routine of the Cowherd and Weaver Girl Dong Yong's seventh fairy and the snail girl, the frog prince Snow White." Qiao Niannu has always had questions about this.

Cui Yingying laughed silently, as if she thought it was natural to like Li Luyou, and then shook her head disapprovingly about Qiao Niannu's doubts.

"Unless Li Luyou hates himself, I have no reason not to like him." Cui Yingying said.

"Are you the feminine side of Li Luyou's personality?" Qiao Niannu said, and then laughed at his absurd thought.

"Of course not." Cui Yingying also smiled and shook her head, "When joking about someone, showing your smile often means real likes. Can you tell me why you like Li Luyou?"

Qiao Niannu took a sip of the juice silently, revealing some confusion, as if she had never thought about this problem.

"My real contact with Li Luyou... actually started with an accident. Not long after I arrived in Zhonghai, he and his classmates were dressed like terrorists and ran around the streets, and I caught him on the spot. I recognized him... That was our first real direct contact." Qiao Niannu thought about the look of Li Luyou looking at him at that time, and stood there with obediently raised his hand, and laughed involuntarily.

"In fact, I knew him a long time ago... Before I saw him with my own eyes, I knew there was such a person who should take care of him, because his mother did not take care of him, but spent the time and thoughts that should have been spent on me. I think I should make up for his mother. I should be kind to him in the future, help him, and take care of him, just like I am to my younger brother... I do see him as my younger brother, and I always feel that there is such a younger brother waiting for me to take care of his life in the future." Qiao Niannu restrained his smile, "The feelings at this time cannot be said to be liked, it is just a sense of responsibility. I feel that doing something for him and being able to help him when he needs it is enough."

"What happened later?" Cui Yingying listened carefully. She was not omniscient. What she knew more about the future, not the past. Her feelings for Li Luyou were different from those of anyone. She was very sure of this, so she was able to care about the feelings between other women and Li Luyou with calm and interest.

"Later... Later, I suddenly realized that this younger brother was my fiancé." Qiao Niannu's cheeks were slightly red, and she couldn't help but think of the feeling of astringent and angry in her heart at that time, but this feeling gradually deteriorated. "I was very angry at that time... I don't know why I was angry. Now I think about it because I think why my younger brother suddenly became a fiancé? Later, my mother told me, if I told you from the beginning, you had a fiancé, would you be angry now?"

"You think about it and feel that you won't be angry, but you will accept the existence of your fiancé like you accept your younger brother, so you won't be angry?" Cui Yingying guessed, her expression as if she was really just talking to her friends about some private and interesting things, showing a clear smile.

"That's it." Qiao Niannu couldn't help laughing, "I've long been used to her arrangements... So when she said that, I felt it was true, so I accepted it. But it was not so natural to actually accept it... I began to pay special attention to him."

"And then I fell in love with him?" Cui Yingying said without surprise. Of course, her husband was her pride. She was not surprised that a woman would fall in love with him when she paid special attention to her husband.

"When a person's life begins to focus entirely on another person, it is natural to fall in love with this person... As long as he is not the kind of person he hates, just like many secretary are obsessed with his boss, because of work, big and small things have become her focus on life and work. As long as the boss is not the kind of man who does not meet his preference standards, ambiguity will naturally arise." Qiao Niannu narrowed his eyes and looked out the window: "He was listening attentively in class, I watched outside the window, he performed on the stage, I watched under the stage, he was in sports

Running in the field, I watched in the crowd, he was asleep on the bed, I sat in a daze on the roof, he was working hard, I was paying attention to him silently... Gradually, I found that I became more and more used to this and liked it more and more. Even if I didn't have time to do these things myself, when I looked at those photos, I always complained that the angle of the photos was not good, or I was annoyed about taking so many photos of him and other girls, or when I looked at the photos with him, I was surprised to find that I seemed a little strange at that time, but I envied myself... I envy myself..."

Qiao Niannu shook her head mockingly, but Cui Yingying nodded, "It's not that she is envious, but that she is just savoring the feeling at that time and want to experience the feeling at that time again."

"You're right... Until one day, I finally found that I would smile involuntarily when I looked at him. When I saw him and An Zhishui were angry. When I was with him, I couldn't help but feel that I was qualified to do this and that, I actually quietly accepted that I was his fiancée. I couldn't say when it was exactly, and I didn't make any decisions. This is the feeling, there was no need for any experience of strong winds and rain, or the bumps or happy days I spent together. I felt that the other person was the kind of person I liked, and I gradually fell in love with it." Qiao Niannu sighed with regret, "It's just that unlike him and An Nanxiu, I'm not destined to be between him and him, at least I feel more and more that I can't be with him."

After saying that, Qiao Niannu's charming eyes seemed to have lost all their luster, and they dimmed in an instant.

"You and Li Banzhuang are completely different two types of people..." Cui Yingying smiled faintly, still gentle, but with some confusion about the other person.

"Of course." Qiao Niannu knew that Li Banzhuang was simply unscrupulous. In order to practice some martial arts with his brother, he left human relations behind.

"You have always emphasized to me that my husband cannot accept that you have this kind of relationship... You have never thought about what this has to do with Li Banzhuang's choice."

Qiao Niannu frowned and looked at Cui Yingying for no reason.

"It's very simple. People are always easily influenced by the people they are closest to. Although many times their children and their parents have completely different ideas... But in many things, or many children will still inherit their parents' worldview, outlook on life and values. The more they become adults, the easier it is to reflect this influence." Cui Yingying paused and said slowly: "In Li Banzhuang's world, the brother is her only standard, and the brother is the person who has the greatest influence on her. Her methods and style of doing things are learned from her brother in many aspects, and she will also consider whether her brother can accept it as an important criterion for her choice... Her choice means that in fact, Li Luyou is acceptable in a sense. Li Banzhuang believes that he can be with her brother is actually based on his brother's belief that in some cases, he will accept her."

"You mean...you mean... in fact, Li Luyou can accept this kind of thing?" Qiao Niannu looked at Cui Yingying in surprise. With her understanding of Qiao Niannu, Li Luyou could not accept it at all.

"Think about it, if the message one person conveys to another person is that you absolutely cannot get my permission. This is not a transfer by any will or event. Will this person still persist? This is not a desperate struggle, nor does it mean that an iron rod is ground into a needle, and persistence will win. It is a final choice made by the feedback of information obtained from her brother for a long time." Cui Yingying stood up with her hands on the edge of the table, "Actually, what you are most worried about is not that Qiao Niannu can't be with him. Your bottom line is that Xie Xiaoan wants to be with him. You are just afraid that Li Luyou will know the truth. In the end, Li Luyou will give up Xie Xiaoan."

Qiao Niannu's heart suddenly jumped, facing Cui Yingying's eyes, her eyes seemed to be able to tear Qiao Niannu's chest and expose Qiao Niannu's heart to a full view.

"Don't worry, my husband will definitely accept Xie Xiaoan, even if you are her own sister." Cui Yingying turned around and left.
Chapter completed!