Chapter 74, Bearing
PS: Yes = -= Long time no see you guys. This is Feng Yu who is memorizing C++ and advanced mathematics. To be honest, Feng Yu wrote this chapter for three days and wrote it and changed it before it was completed. For the role of Xue, Feng Yu thought of it from the beginning, so I hope everyone likes it too. It is best to give a book review = -=
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I used to have no feelings, no thinking, and only the consciousness called instinct.
I am just a collection of negative consciousnesses in that world after the destruction of one world.
I floated aimlessly in the void after the destruction of the world. Because I had no thoughts, I had no purpose. In that way, the space storm between the voids blew me to somewhere.
During the floating process, I also saw many things like me. Some of them are a collection of good thoughts and some are a collection of hopes of living beings, but for some reason, I have never found a collection of negative consciousness like me.
Just when I thought I would continue to float in this void and stay for eternity, a creature came to me.
"Hey, I really didn't expect there was a collection of negative consciousness? I thought original sin had merged everything." The creature stood in the void like that, looking at me, looking at the storm around that could directly destroy a world as nothing.
I retreated slightly and wanted to escape. Instinct told me that the creature in front of me was an existence that could never be touched. He (she?) just stood there, and I couldn't help but start to tremble.
"I said why did Oni Jiang ask me to come over? Do you want me to throw this to Can?" The creature seemed to have no idea of my intention to escape, and was still talking to himself.
This is a good opportunity!
My instinct suddenly told me that although I didn't know what this sentence meant, it did not hinder my actions. I quickly retreated and stayed away from the creatures in front of me.
But what I didn't expect was that the creature just raised his hand and pointed it at me, and I couldn't control my body at all and slowly floated back to the other side.
"Little guy, you're too tender to escape in front of me. Please accept this obediently." The creature pointed on my round body, and a white ball of light appeared on the other hand.
As soon as he finished speaking, the ball of light slowly dispersed, turning into countless light spots and sank into my body.
Countless memories appear in my simple thoughts and slowly erode me.
From then on, I had thoughts, feelings, and a name - Xue.
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"Did you remember everything? Shuo, no, Brother Fengyu?"
I stared at the snow leaning against the wall next to the door, revealing an astonishing murderous intent.
However, Xue seemed to feel nothing. She supported her two little hands on the wall and slowly came to me.
"Who are you?" I squinted my eyes and looked at the snow in front of me. If I had not recovered my memory, I might think that snow was just an ordinary loli I saved at the beginning, but now...
Whether she was who called herself Shuoye at the time or who now completely ignored her murderous intention, she was obviously not an ordinary existence.
This is also the reason why I didn't take action immediately.
"Do you want to know Xue's identity?" Xue tilted her head and looked at me, "Then let's kill me, Brother Fengyu."
After hearing Xue's words, I didn't hesitate at all. I suddenly raised my right hand and pinched it towards Xue's neck.
But just as I was about to meet, I looked at Xue without any worries, and I completely trusted my eyes. I paused with my right hand, and then I found that I could not meet Xue's request no matter what, even if I knew that the Loli in front of me might be the one who made me forget Shana.
Xue has taken care of everything she has done for more than ten days, and has lost her power because of the loss of memory. Although the original memories have returned, these memories have not dissipated and remained in my mind.
Xue shyly helped her wipe her dusty body, and Xue sweated and supported herself who could not move freely. In the first few days, Xue fed herself with a bowl and a bite of it. All of this was the reason for my hesitation.
I was not a villain at all, otherwise I wouldn't have rushed out without hesitation when Xue was about to be hit by a car. So I found that no matter how much I wanted to kill her before, I could not do anything at all.
"Sure." Xue's eyes moved down and placed it on the hand that was staying in front of her neck, and smiled slightly, "Brother Fengyu, you are really kind. You obviously wanted to kill Xue so much before."
"I want to kill Shuoye, not you." I didn't dare to face Xue's smile, looked away, and said a very weak defense.
Xue's smile became stronger. She raised her hands and held my right hand, then suddenly penetrated her chest out of control.
"You...!" I was shocked, and I had no time to take my hand back, so I could only watch my right hand sink into Xue's chest.
The touch like touching mud came from the right hand. There was no blood flowing out from the intersection between my hand and Xue's chest, but the vomiting turbid black shadow. Xue's mouth also flowed out of blood like a normal person, but the color of the blood is also black.
"Is this...the evil of this world?" I looked at the black shadows that were constantly spreading out in surprise, as if I had been dealing with this thing recently.
Xue seemed to be able to see my mind. Her originally bright eyes became dull and her voice became low, "Brother Fengyu, Xue...isn't it very disgusting?"
Xue's slightly crying words made me feel a little painful. I wanted to pull out my right hand, but I found that I couldn't do it anyway. In desperation, I could only raise my left hand to stroke Xue's soft long hair, comforting her: "No, how can Xue be so cute? Okay, let me go, you will die if you continue like this."
After I finished speaking, Xue's dull eyes suddenly lit up, but she still didn't let go of my right hand and looked at me and said, "You can't let go. If Brother Feng Yu wants strength, you must kill me."
I frowned, not understanding what Xue was talking about.
Xue saw me confused and smiled slightly, "Brother Fengyu, don't blame Sister Shuoye, she is also for your own good, otherwise she wouldn't have specially brought the book that can awaken memory here."
"To be honest, I am very grateful to Sister Shuoye. If it weren't for her, I would still be floating aimlessly in the cold void. She gave me thoughts and memories, which allowed me to meet Brother Feng Yu, feel the warmth that I had never felt before, and the light that I had never seen before." Xue seemed to be remembering something, and the black shadow like blood kept pouring out from Xue's body and had already spread into the entire study.
"Xue, let go first, you will really die." Listening to Xue's memories, the bad feeling gradually filled my heart.
"This is impossible." Xue shook her head slowly and firmly, "If Brother Fengyu, you want to return to Shana and gain strength, then the only way is to... kill me."
The words of Xue echoed in my mind, and I couldn't help but tremble all over, and asked bitterly: "Xue, what are you talking about?"
"This is not your original world, Brother Fengyu." Xue did not answer my words, but explained, "Sister Shuoye gave me Xue's memory, and created this world based on Xue's impression. There are two ways to leave this world, kill Xue or break it with brute force."
"But Brother Fengyu has not broken the power of the world now. The seed of power that Sister Shuoye mentioned is Xue, so no matter what method, Xue is destined to be killed by Brother Fengyu." Xue smiled faintly, as if it was not her who was about to die.
Seeing Xue's expression, I suddenly felt anger and shouted: "Why can you still laugh? You are going to die!"
"Because it's great to help Brother Feng Yu."
Xue's words left me speechless.
Xue let go of her hands holding my right hand, but I sadly discovered that my hands could no longer be pulled away because the two sides were completely connected by the black shadow.
"Actually, Xue is also selfish." Xue took a step forward, and my right hand was deeper into the smaller body. "Originally, Sister Shuoye wanted Xue to commit suicide after Brother Fengyu recalled her memory, but Xue refused. Xue wanted to be killed by Brother Fengyu himself."
"Xue doesn't want to be forgotten, so Brother Feng Yu, is he willing to carry this sin that killed me and survive?" Xue leaned her whole body in my arms and looked up at me with her head raised.
Feeling Xue's hopeful gaze, I said with difficulty: "I can, and, right..."
Before I could finish my next words, I felt a soft little hand covering my mouth, stopping my next words.
"Xue is a collection of negative consciousness, so in the end, at least let Xue leave under positive feelings." Xue's body was gradually turning black.
I opened my mouth and finally said the last thing.
"Thank you, Snow."
"It's great to meet you, Brother Fengyu." At the last moment, Xue's satisfied smile was deeply imprinted in my heart.
Just as the snow was all turned black, the world was shattered, and all the objects turned into turbid black shadows, pouring into my body.
Although I can't see it, I can feel that I have changed back to Feng Yu's appearance. The body on the left is still like a human, while the right is based on the black pattern on the palm of the right hand as the starting point, and is constantly occupied by the black magic pattern. The hand that was originally like a human also grew sharp claws, with metallic light on it, looking like a demon.
The black magic pattern occupied me until the center of my eyebrows, and it separated my left and right halves very clearly, and my right eye turned into a noble purple-gold color.
After the change ended, a white vortex appeared in the void space, sucking me in.
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I am a collection of negative consciousnesses in the world, and I can't understand those positive consciousnesses at all, but when snow's memory slowly erodes my thoughts, I see...
The figure who gave his life to save the snow.
I was attracted by that unreserved kindness, and to me who had no such concepts, it attracted me to get closer like a poison.
It’s great to be able to meet Brother Feng Yu, it’s great to be able to help Brother Feng Yu.
So... Brother Fengyu, since you need strength, then I will turn it into strength to subvert everything in the world for you, even if the price is my life.
Chapter completed!