I don’t want to hear any more, and Lu Shan doesn’t want to say any more.

However, since he decided to talk today, Lu Shan had to face the wounds in his heart. After gasping for breath for several minutes, he finally spoke again: "Chengyi, I'm really afraid that I'll cry."

"If you want to cry, then cry. Those who love to cry may not be real men." I said very calmly. At this time, I felt that my attitude could give Lu Shan strength.

"No, it's not that I'm not a real man if I cry, but there is a saying among us that don't shed too many tears for the person who has passed away, as it will make him feel worried, and he will not be able to enter reincarnation properly. Although Baima can't

Reincarnation, but my wish is always like this. I hope she can reincarnate. She is so kind. Once the soul is liberated, there will always be good things waiting for her. Therefore, I have repeatedly warned myself not to lose too much for Baima.

Tears." Lu Shan lit up another cigarette as he spoke.

Now his mood must rely on these things to stabilize his mood.

I also want to smoke a cigarette, because I know Lu Shan will definitely say, but it is definitely a tragedy, and I also need a little strength to face it, even if it is the strength of a cigarette.

"Baima was made into a living instrument. The drum you saw, the drum skin is Baima's skin. Baima's soul power is sealed inside, and Baima's soul will is suppressed with secret methods. Chengyi, do you understand now?

?" Lu Shan finally told me this fact after smoking down almost half of his cigarette.

Even though I had expected it, my hands couldn't help but tremble a few times. The cigarette I was holding fell off and burned my chest. I quickly picked it up and let out a hiss, as if this was the only pain I could feel.

Only then could I suppress the shock and anger in my heart.

Such a beautiful girl was made into a living instrument? And what kind of torture will Lu Shan face? Carrying this drum with him every day? I just thought that Baima's soul was sealed in the drum, after all

I saw what Lu Shan said today, and I realized how cruel the truth is, even though I was mentally prepared.

"Actually, Baima knew that she would be made into a living instrument. At that time, I didn't know how those liars from Lagang Temple brainwashed Baima. She was so kind and thought that by sacrificing herself like this, she could make a group of people

Feeling the power of heaven, I resolutely decided to do this. But she found me the day before the sacrifice." Lu Shan had already talked about the most painful part, and he obviously felt his breathing became smoother.

But there is another kind of anger that cannot be suppressed.

"Baima volunteered?" I never could have imagined that Baima would voluntarily endure such a thing. I don't want to think about that cruel term, but in fact it is 'cut alive', which is simply unimaginable pain for ordinary people.

.

"Yes, she volunteered. Pema's kindness and kindness are not understood by ordinary people. Later I learned that the people in Lagang Temple lied to her that if she used her power to make a living instrument, it would open a way to heaven for the suffering people.

The road!! She almost didn’t think about it, and she agreed directly. However, she came to see me the night before the sacrifice." Lu Shan took another puff of cigarette, and his voice became painful again.

"She is looking for you, why don't you take her and run away? Can you just watch this happen?" I couldn't help but ask Lu Shan.

"How could I be willing? And with my status at the time, I had no idea that the most important thing about this grand ceremony, and the last secret ceremony attended by only a few people, was to sacrifice Baima alive and make her a living person.

The night when Qi Er Baima came to see me, she didn't reveal a single word to me." Lu Shan's breathing became a little faster.

"Then why did she come to you? And how could she come to you?"

"We have been together for five years, and naturally we have a language that each other understands. That time, she didn't know why she left a line of words in my room. It was very cryptic, but I could tell that she asked me to meet me outside Lagang Temple.

I don’t know how excited I was at that time, but I finally left the temple at night. At that time, I was already free to go out and enter the temple." Lu Shan said in a low voice.

It was a beautiful night. Although it was not full of stars like tonight, there was a beautiful full moon.

And the moon on the plateau, on a sunny day, is always so big, as if only such a big size can illuminate the artistic conception of the reunion of man and moon.

Lu Shan and Baima stood silently on the top of the mountain where Lagang Temple is located, their silhouettes under the moon, their clothes fluttering in the mountain wind. Lu Shan once thought this was a dream, a beautiful dream that he had been looking forward to all his life. He did not dare

Believe this is true.

The white horse in front of her was no more than three meters away. She was no longer wearing the grand attire of a saint, but had resumed her very simple attire. She had the same familiar smile on her face and eyes as when she first met her, and the kindness in her eyes was also the same.

The light was as dazzling as before, even though everything was the same as before, but at that time, in Lu Shan's heart, there was a distance like a chasm.

This distance made him weakly believe that all this was really just a dream.

"Back then, the last thing I expected was that you really found Lagang Temple and found me." Baima spoke softly. The moonlight shone dimly on her body. At that moment, Lu Shan even felt in a trance,

Soon she will leave the mountain top and drift away towards the moon for many years. Without close contact, she will become even more sacred.

Even at that time, Lu Shan was still a cultivator. He was used to seeing all kinds of magic and it took a lot of effort to calm down the fluctuations in his heart that he did not dare to blaspheme. He said: "But, I found it again."

How is it? The distance between us has not become closer because we have seen each other, but has become farther and farther as the years go by."

"It's not that far away. It's just that I am a saint from Lagang Temple and you are a cultivator from Lagang Temple. Don't you understand that getting close to me will bring disaster to you?" Baima said softly.

Lu Shan was stunned for a moment. He had never thought that people at this level were just confused, but he was a smart man. As he got to know Lagang Temple, he thought carefully about it. It might really be like this. It turns out that Baima is

Are you caring about yourself?

Some misunderstandings are not necessarily solved just because people are smart. They are tainted with emotions. Everything makes no sense. No matter how smart a person is, he will be obsessed with authority. Unless the person he deeply loves and cares about speaks personally, otherwise the inner emotions will always be lost.

It is sour, but this sourness is not hate.

"But I'm not afraid of any disaster. One day in heaven is better than countless years in hell. If I can get close to you, disasters don't matter." Lu Shan felt great comfort in his heart. Under the excitement, he couldn't bear it.

Zhu once again expressed his feelings.

"But I care, do you understand?" Baima suddenly turned his head, looked deeply at Lu Shan, and said this.

The words were simple but the friendship behind them was already evident. This was the first time that Baima said such ambiguous words to Lu Shan. Under the moonlight, Lu Shan looked at Baima's sincere eyes and couldn't help but be stunned, just like a sweet dream.

When it comes true, people’s first reaction is not ecstasy, but simply disbelief.

However, Baima smiled at him. This smile was not filled with that kind of holy light, but as if she was laughing at him as an idiot. Baima was perfect, but this was the first time Lu Shan felt that she was so full of human beings.

The 'fun' is so close to myself.

Lu Shan couldn't help but take a step forward, and Baima also took a step towards Lu Shan. Under the moonlight, it was Baima who took the initiative to lean into Lu Shan's arms: "We first met when we were young, and we didn't guess that time for five years."

Your mind is pure, but you are not unkind. You are smart, tall, handsome, brave, and most importantly, you have a tough heart.

When you appeared in front of me again, I knew why I had been worried about you for a long time. I also realized that although I am a saint, I am not a real god and Buddha, and I can never see through the love in my heart.

Even though I have more desires to pursue, I don’t want to deny that you are close to my heart."

Two lines of hot tears fell from Lu Shan's eyes. In his whole life, he had never thought that Baima would say these words to him. She was in his arms, but he didn't dare to hold her tightly with his hands, for fear that once he held her, she would become like a dream.

Generally dissipates and then disappears, then he will fall from heaven to hell.

"No matter what happens in a person's life, there are always dilemmas and regrets, but the choice is to continue. I owe you the beginning of the most beautiful relationship, and I will make up for it tonight. Then, your life will continue, listen to people

As I said, you are a promising cultivator and I hope you will have a glorious day. Then help me take care of Tao Bo."
Chapter completed!