Chapter 82
After that night, before the full moon, the Mongolian Queen Sea lost several times.-) Every time I brought heavy gifts, every time I comforted Zhao Xu and excused Zhao Xu. But the more she did this, the less Zhao Xu showed up, the more she became cold and discouraged Xianglian.
While being discouraged, Zhao Xu and Queen Hai were lost, and in her heart she had risen to the status of "adulter and adulterer".
"If I had known this, I would have left Liu Qian and left Blasaro, so I would have fallen. Why should I save him so dangerously? If he had been entangled with the slut all day, it would have been a waste of my hard work. I was blind and committed to him back then, but I didn't know that he was better than his brothers..."
Xianglian's status in Liuyuan was not low back then. Because Sanniang wanted to give Shu Yuer to Zhao Fubo, she only asked Shu Yuer to serve her frequently. At that time, she seemed stupid but not many Zhao Fubo from him. I don't know how many girls in Liuyuan laughed that Shu Yuer was a flower inserted into cow dung.
Who would have known that it was such a piece of cow dung that he almost fought with Zhao Wuji, the most powerful father and son in his family for Shu Yuer. Who would have thought that if he picked up a teacher, Martin, he would have heard the "divine metaphor", and no one would have known that the slave he bought was actually the French princess. Then at that time, no one would have thought of Zhao Fubo's status today.
The past will not perish, and the future will be the teacher.
The past is constantly going back and forth in front of her eyes during this month of Xianglian's rest. As Zhao Xu's expectation does not appear, her hope completely turned into regret, hating that she should not have saved Zhao Xu in Bosaro.--)
No matter what, she could not imagine that Zhao Xu would ignore his own biological son because of suspicion. Of course, the origin of suspicion was between him and Shi Zhidong, but did Zhao Xu not understand at all, it was for his future! Even though there was a matter of competing for favor with Shi Shi at that time, wasn’t it that I hope that Zhao Xu would not be deceived by Shi Zhidong to become enemies with the Zhao family?
Otherwise, why didn’t Zhao Xu get the affirmation of the Zhao family at that time, and why did they all go to Zhao Fubo’s Island of Felaike? Although life there is better and business there is better. But were life in Yulin Village and Jifeng Village at that time not good?
Looking back now, it is probably because everyone feels that Zhao Fubo is a rising force in the Zhao family. He will definitely take some benefits and everyone will share the same. In addition, I heard that Zhao Fubo’s rules are very strict, but they are fair and fair. Everyone has the opportunity to fight for their future. Isn’t this what everyone hopes?
The above are the result of Xianglian's constant thinking during her confinement period. After learning from the pain, Xianglian made a decision. Although her heart was filled with grief and anger, everything seemed to be no longer important to her. In fact, during this month, Xianglian had been doing one thing, which was to find a good home for her son.
For this, she went out on a star-free night before the child was full month old. She didn't ask for anyone to guard her and didn't walk through the main entrance at all. Her child was asleep peacefully at this moment and was put in a basket.
Xianglian has not been idle for more than half a month. If Xianglian, who has always managed Zhao Xu's "family" in the past, has no power, it is pure nonsense. Without its own power in the feudal family, it is impossible to achieve the status of a housekeeper.
However, Xianglian was sadly discovering that when she gave birth to a child, Zhao Xu didn't even look at her, she found that the people she once trusted began to disobey herself. This made Xianglian feel discouraged, and she finally experienced the feeling of warmth and warmth of human feelings. But this did not make her depressed. If anyone thought that Xianglian was a woman who went with the flow, then anyone would be blind.
But in the end, her investigation was still a little bit, and it was not a few days before the child was full month old. Before taking the child out, Xianglian looked at the child in front of her, his black eyes, and everything about him. Her mood was like a knife cut, which almost made her cry.
"Son, it's not my mother's cruelty, it's that bad... it's our life! Now I'm trying my best to do it, and I want to plan a good future for you, and don't have to live in this crowd of people who are neither human nor ghost!"
This is the definition of Xianglian's camp, his side, and even those around Zhao Xu. This is a group of things that are neither human nor ghost. Everyone is constantly hurting others for their own sake. Living in such a group of people will sooner or later become a person like a eunuch in the forbidden palace. He is sinister and vicious, and he never cares about benevolence, righteousness and morality when doing things.
Even Xianglian understood that she was such a scheming person. However, when she turned around and looked at the path she had taken. Then she looked at Shu Yuer and Zhao Fubo, who looked silly back then. Xianglian knew that not only herself, but Zhao Xu and everyone else had gone the wrong path. Such a definition was originally very simple.
"That means there are people outside of people and there are people outside of heaven. Thinking that you are smarter than everyone else is actually the stupidest behavior!"
With this behavior, there is something that Xianglian can choose tonight. She rode a horse and wore a cavalry armor from the Yulin armor series. Like an ordinary cavalry, she was wearing a black cloak, and in her arms she was holding the basket of her children.
I don’t think you have to experience this feeling. Just guessing it should be known that the mother is worried about her son’s journey, let alone Xianglian knows that this is all about her, and she will never see her child. Reluctance is certain in her heart, but the problem is that in this environment where ghosts are not ghosts and people are not humans, can this child really live a good life?
Although she felt heartbroken as heartbreaking, Xianglian had no choice but to make up and walk into this vast dark night with her own child. As for where the common cavalry in this city would go, I believe that no one would care about it in such a dark night.
"Son, no matter what, you will live in a good environment in the future. Remember not to learn from your father and recite the hopes of the ancestors. Don't learn from your father and be a profit-oriented person! In this way, no matter what kind of experience you have for your mother, you can rest assured! My poor son, can we still see him in the future? No matter whether you see him or not, your mother's heart is all in you...!"
With endless sadness, Xianglian's figure merged into this dark night, so where did she send her son?
Chapter completed!