Chapter 97: Difficult thoughts

Xu Shu stared at me, and there was a hint of fear in her eyes. She said, "My sister, have you really fallen in love with you?" There was even a little expectation in her words, hoping that I would tell her that her worries were unnecessary.

I said, "Didn't you... have guessed it?"

Xu Shu's eyes turned into despair. She closed her eyes, placed her hands on the steering wheel, and gently hit the back of her hand with her forehead. She felt disappointed and regretful.

Although I am not moved by her sister, I am still very moved to a girl's precious first love. Now I am both upset and happy, and I cherish it very much. I have no longer the annoying and resentment that I had when I first met her. But when I saw Xu Shu knowing the truth, I couldn't help feeling a little dissatisfied and angry. I wonder, is your sister like me so much that you feel is not worth it? I, Tang Qian, in your mind, really cannot love me?

Xu Shu finally turned around, she sighed and said, "What kind of guidance about love you just said? You said you should explain it more clearly. Then, after you say it, what's the use of me to listen to it?"

I was a little annoyed in my heart. I had a lot of things I wanted to say just now, and I didn't have any thoughts about it. I just said, "It's very simple. Your sister is still young and she doesn't know what love is. She just feels fun and interested in me now. Well... it's like a child treating a new toy. It's very fresh at the beginning and I can't let go of it. But after a long time, she gets tired of playing with it. When the freshness passes, she will throw the new toy aside and treat it as much as the old toy I played with before. I've said it clearly enough? So you don't have to worry or be afraid at all. After a while, your sister will naturally forget me."

Xu Shu understood my words for a long time, and felt them very reasonable. He was a little happy and worried, "You are a little reasonable, but what if she can't forget you?"

I smiled and said, "How is that possible? How many days have you known your sister and I only know each other? They don't know each other at all. She is a child's character, one after another. As her heart gradually matures and her life experience becomes rich, do you think she will still like an ugly uncle who is more than teenage and is very ugly?"

Xu Shu laughed again and said, "You are not very ugly! She even called you Brother Tang Qian!" But she smiled and seemed much more relaxed now. It seemed that my words had already moved her. Xu Shu was worried and immediately became happy.

Her happiness made me feel like a rock in my heart, quite unhappy. I originally wanted to mock her for calling me brother Tang Qian, but I thought about it, there is no need to be annoying. I raised my hand and looked at my watch. It was almost one o'clock in the morning. When I arrived at Gu Ruoyan's house and coaxed her to sleep, I basically didn't have to sleep tonight. Although I slept for an afternoon yesterday, the biological clock was like this. When it was time for a while, sleepiness kept coming.

So I said to Xu Shu: "It's really late! If you don't send me home quickly and wait for you to come back, there's not much time to sleep."

Xu Shu said "Oh" and started the car again, laughing: "It's okay! I just came back from the American crew, and this drama will not start filming until March next year. In order to make this major drama, I plan to turn off the invitations for other movies and TV next year and prepare them all at home. So during this period, I will be very free. In addition to promising the record company to record a new album, I stay at home almost every day. So at worst, I can't sleep in in the morning and can't get up."

"Is this movie really so important to you? Do you have to spend three months preparing?" I was a little surprised and couldn't help asking.

"It's very important, but it's not as serious as you think. During this period, I'm mainly familiar with scripts, memorizing lines, and so on. I don't have to worry about performances. There is a top director in the world today. He can do whatever he says. However, my English is not very good. I'm going to make up for it while I'm free, so that the English you speak will make people laugh. By the way! Isn't your fiancée fluent American English? I'll ask her to help me with tutoring, do you agree?"

I frowned and said angrily: "You want me to say it a few times before you can remember? Hua Jingjing is not my fiancée!"

Xu Shu was in a good mood. She couldn't help laughing when she heard this. She first gently and slightly, and then started to ring. I don't know which nerve she touched, but her smile never ended. In the end, she laughed so hard that she couldn't even drive the car, so she had to step on the brakes again and stop.

She lay on the steering wheel and laughed wildly, and couldn't even turn around.

I said angrily for no reason: "What are you laughing at? Are my words that funny?"

"Yes...I'm sorry...I can't control it...I'll wait a moment...hahaha...No, no..."

Xu Shu was so angry that she was so angry that she was so tired that she could explain. I became even more angry and said, "If you do this again, I'll get off the car! What's wrong with that!"

Xu Shu shook her hand and finally recovered for a long time. She sat up straight, constantly wiping the tears from the laughter, and said, "I am so out of control. Don't be surprised, I... let's continue walking." She said, and drove the car again, driving, and sometimes she had to wipe the corners of her eyes with her hands, which proved that she had really made her smile just now!

I was angry and wanted to know why Xu Shu laughed at me like this, but then I thought about it, afraid that I would be unable to bear it and that if there was a quarrel, it would be difficult to end up.

I held back and leaned on the back of the chair without saying a word, simply closed my eyes and started to rest.

Xu Shu's breathing returned to normal. After a while, she said, "Are you angry? Why don't you talk?"

I said, "No, I'm just sleepy."

"Is that so? Then I'll drive quickly.

Lamborghini began to accelerate, drove out of the mountain road and entered the highway.

Due to my silence, the atmosphere in the car suddenly became solemn. After a while, Xu Shu finally couldn't help it and said to me: "Are you really angry? I wasn't laughing at you just now. I just remembered that my sister and I were hiding behind the curtains just now. I couldn't help it when I heard Hua Jingjing's wonderful performances. There was no other meaning, don't get me wrong!"

I opened my eyes and remembered that Hua Jingjing thought there was no one in the room, so she boldly said those words of bones and tried every means to lure me to eat her. But at that time I was so embarrassed that I was anxious and could not speak out. The scene was really funny, and I had to laugh even if I thought about it. No wonder Xu Shule became that way.

I couldn't help laughing and laughed "sneer". When Xu Shu saw me laughing, she knew that I wouldn't blame her anymore. She followed me and smiled.

It would be fine if you didn't think of that scene, but it was really funny when you think of it. I laughed so hard that I leaned back and forth, and tears were almost bursting out. Xu Shu smiled and said, "Hate! You have become so laughed like this. I just blamed me for having something wrong, but you have something wrong!"

I held back my laughter and said, "If you don't say it, how can I know what you are thinking in your head? I suddenly became happy that way. Isn't it wrong?"

Xu Shu gave me a blank look and said, "It's so strange!"

The solemn atmosphere in the car turned into smoke as we smiled.

The car had entered the city area, Xu Shu suddenly sighed and said, "I think Jingjing really loves you very much. Her classmate and I have been there for so many years. When did we see her even using this trick to get a man? I really can't believe that Jingjing has such an outstanding person, such a good life experience, such a beautiful person, and she pursues you so actively, why can't she touch your heart at all? I'm very curious, what kind of character is your girlfriend, who can make Tang Qian you have such a firm will and so dedicated feelings?"

I restrained my smile and felt ache in my heart.

Am I dedicated to my relationship?

Not necessarily! Don’t you know who I like? Although I didn’t say it clearly in the study just now, don’t you understand my affection and actions at that time? Now you say that I am firm in my will and dedicated in my feelings? Test me?

I was completely unpredictable about Xu Shu's deep heart, and this woman was very strange. Sometimes she could act naively like a child, but sometimes she was so scheming that it was scary. Among all the women I had seen, Xu Shu was the one that I couldn't see through and touch. Just like being friends with her, I would feel that she would sometimes value me very much, and even ask for my will and cry for me, and she would keep me as her friend. Sometimes she also looked down on me from the bottom of her heart, thinking that I was not worthy of love at all. Even when her sister fell in love with me, she would feel incredible and unacceptable.

I suddenly remembered what happened last time. Xu Shu seemed to think that any woman fell in love with me was a big mistake. Seeing Hua Jingjing with me, she couldn't wait to break us up without asking the reason, and for this, she spent a lot of money to buy me. And this time when her sister fell in love with me, she even put down her airs and begged me to let her sister go. It's so strange. Is Tang Qian, a person who is so unworthy of women's love in Xu Shu's heart?

I didn't answer Xu Shu's question and fell silent. Xu Shu seemed to feel that the question was wrong, so he stopped asking. I noticed that the car turned a corner when passing an intersection and drove towards my house. He hurriedly said, "Wait a minute, you've driven the wrong direction, I'm going to Biyun Community."

Xu Shu was stunned and said, "Biyun Community? Don't your family live in Huaxia Community?"

I am not surprised at how Xu Shu knew where my home is. After all, her brother and sister have been to my house, and even her bodyguards have followed her. So I was not surprised, but just said, "I have something to do. Don't go home for now. You can send me to Biyun Community, thank you!"

Xu Shu said: "Why are you polite? Where is Biyun Community? I am not very familiar with some places."

With my guidance, Xu Shu turned the front of the car and drove Lamborghini downstairs of Gu Ruoyan's house. I was about to push the door down, but suddenly I heard Xu Shu say quietly: "I'm so late and I'm going to someone else's house. It must be your girlfriend? Are you living with her...?"
Chapter completed!