Gu Ruoyan was like a helpless child at this time, looking at me pitifully. I knew that there was no other meaning in her words, just because she was afraid of loneliness and hoped that someone could accompany her so that she would not be so lonely and unbearable.

I sighed in my heart. Although it is inevitable that it is inconvenient and inappropriate to be alone and lonely. Seeing her so pitiful, I sympathize with her very much, so I couldn't rest as much as I left and ignored her.

I hesitated for a moment and was about to speak. Gu Ruoyan suddenly covered his mouth with his hands and wanted to vomit. But once he couldn't vomit, she immediately struggled to get out of bed and ran to the bathroom. As soon as she rushed in, the second vomiting finally erupted. I heard the sound of vomiting in the bathroom, and Gu Ruoyan was extremely sad to breathe.

I was worried and followed into the bathroom. I saw Gu Ruoyan lying on the toilet, kneeling on the ground, and still retching. I immediately took a towel from the wall, soaked it with water, and then turned around and handed it to her. At the same time, I patted her back with my left hand to make her feel more comfortable.

Gu Ruoyan vomited for a while, but didn't spit out much, only a lot of pungent sour water. It seemed that she didn't eat dinner and just drank there. Finally, she couldn't spit out anything anymore, and sat down on the ground weakly, panting heavily against the bathtub. I had to use a towel to wipe the tears and dirt that had just vomited from her face, and asked her again: "Manager, what do you think now? Are you better?"

Gu Ruoyan did not answer, but her chest was rising and falling sharply, and it was obvious that her body was still rumbling, and she was extremely uncomfortable. However, after vomiting, her consciousness was much clearer. She reached out to take the towel, turned around, pushed open her glasses and wiped her eyes.

I said again, "Is it better? Do you want me to help you back to bed?"

Gu Ruoyan looked at me, nodded and said, "Wait a minute!" As he said that, he blew his nose hard. After blowing, wiped it again, and then blew it again. The towel was so dirty that it was nowhere to be available.

Gu Ruoyan threw the towel aside, and her straight nose turned red with force, but her breathing began to get normal. I held my hand under her armpit and asked again, "Are you okay?"

Gu Ruoyan smiled apologetically, supported the ground with his left hand, and wanted to use force by himself. I quickly added another force to lift her up from the ground and support her back to the bed.

Gu Ruoyan seemed to have all his strength disappeared with the vomiting just now. She lay softly on the bed, then closed her eyes and rested weakly. I grabbed the water cup next to the bed and said, "Drink some water and rinse your mouth. After vomiting for a while, your mouth must be very bitter?"

Gu Ruoyan opened her eyes and said "um" again, stretching her upper body to make it difficult to drink water. Seeing that she was so weak, I had to hold the water cup with one hand and the other to support her back, feed her three big mouthfuls of boiling water.

Gu Ruoyan, who had drunk boiled water, seemed to be much more comfortable. Her lips left the mouth of the cup, looked at me with gratitude, and said softly: "Thank you Tang Qian! I'm much better now."

I put down the water cup, and when she looked like she was really awake, I asked, "You have been drinking outside until dawn these days and have never come home?"

Gu Ruoyan turned his eyes aside, and his painful and desolate expression was revealed at a glance. She was silent for a while before saying, "It's not every night. Sometimes I stayed in the office all night and didn't go anywhere."

I nodded and said, "Are you going to give up like this and drink and numb yourself for the rest of your life? Do you know that if this continues, your life, career and even health will be ruined by yourself. The decision to divorce is made by yourself. Since you will be so painful, why did you agree to your husband's divorce? Since you chose to divorce, you must cheer up and try to get rid of your husband's shadow and find happiness for yourself. Now you are acting in pain all day long, drunk and dreaming. Do you think your husband will sympathize with you? No! Those unfaithful people will only laugh at you, but others don't know the situation and will only look down on you. What's the point of living like this?"

Gu Ruoyan's eyes were red when I said something, and she was so sad that she wanted to cry. She lowered her head and sucked her nose hard. After I said it to her, I felt a little too strict. She was not my relative, so I didn't seem to have the right to say this to her.

But I was still very angry. When I didn't speak, I used to take out the cigarette and took a lit one. Then I took a sip. Gu Ruoyan raised his head, reached out to snatch the cigarette from my mouth, put it in her mouth and sucked it hard. I was stunned and thought: OK! Now I am drinking and smoking, and I may torture myself in the future. This woman is good at everything, but she will only be in her heart for anything, never telling others, and she also likes to abuse herself, making herself look like a human and ghost.

I was speechless and silently took out another cigarette, lit it and sucked it. We both were silently facing each other. For a long time, there was only the sound of smoking.

In order to break the silence between us, I asked her: "Why did your phone suddenly disconnect just now? Then I couldn't get through no matter how I called. I seemed to remember that you screamed in the end, and I thought something had happened to you. I was so scared that I ran over quickly. When I came, I found that you were fine. I was scared to me and broke into a cold sweat. What's going on?"

Gu Ruoyan blew the cigarette ashes in his hand and sighed: "Now you are the only one who cares about me. I have no friends around me who can be trusted except you. I, Gu Ruoyan, have lived to this extent, really failed, alas!"

She paused and said, "When I was talking to you just now, someone was fighting beside me. I picked up the bottle and threw it over, and it just fell under my feet and fell into pieces. I was startled, and my phone fell to the ground and broke."

I said "Oh" and understood. I said, "What do you feel now? Are you still sad after vomiting?" Gu Ruoyan said, "After vomiting, I feel much more awake, but my head is still very painful, and I feel very drowsy."

I said, "Then you should go to bed early. Don't drink alcohol all the time. Every time you get drunk, it's not good for your health. If you feel lonely, you can call me to chat with me, and I will come to accompany you when I have time. The most important thing is that you must cheer up, forget those unpleasant memories, and live a happy life again. It is recommended that you go out for a while, change your mood, enjoy the great mountains and rivers of the motherland, or simply go abroad and appreciate the exotic style. All of them can quickly be freed from the pain. Maybe after you come back, you have forgotten your worries and become very happy!"

Gu Ruoyan, who was smoking, smiled "sneer" when he heard this, but was choked by the thick smoke. While coughing loudly, he laughed: "Cough cough - simple words, cough cough - cough, do you think cough cough - forget it if you say you forget it? If you can forget your worries after traveling, then there will be no pain in this world!"

I said, "Okay! You finally laughed. Look, are you much happier when you smile than when you cry? That's right. Sometimes don't think about unpleasant things, you can achieve the goal of being happy."

Gu Ruoyan smiled bitterly and shook his head, saying, "Okay, okay, I understand what you mean. I will try to learn to forget. Don't worry about me. Aren't you leaving? Then leave quickly and don't disturb me to rest!"

I said "Oh", threw away the cigarette butt, stood up and said, "Then I'll leave first. If you need any help, just call my cell phone. Go to bed early."

I dragged her over the quilt, but I didn't dare to help her untied my clothes. I smiled at her, turned around and walked towards the door.

As soon as I opened the door, I suddenly heard Gu Ruoyan call me: "Tang Qian!"

I turned around and said in surprise: "What's wrong?"

I saw Gu Ruoyan's face with three points of fear, three points of embarrassment, three points of loneliness and reluctance. She opened her mouth and said for a long time: "You - can you wait until I go to bed before leaving? I'm afraid that I will not be able to sleep if I am alone."

I understand her heart. Although Gu Ruoyan had been alone in the empty room for a long time, she still had hopes at that time. She hoped that her husband would come back and change his mind. So although life was sad, it was not difficult. But since the divorce, endless emptiness hit her, and no one would come to accompany her again in the long night. The loneliness would be ten times stronger than before, and the unbearable taste would be ten times more painful than usual. That was why she would rather drink drunk outside and sit in the office until dawn than go home.

I was sympathetic and helpless, sighed twice, closed the door back. I walked back to the bed and said, "Okay, I'll wait until you fall asleep before leaving."

Gu Ruoyan smiled, and she immediately took off her shoes and socks and slept in the quilt. I dragged a chair, sat down beside her bed, and said, "Close your eyes and sleep, I'll sit here."

Gu Ruoyan nodded and began to take off her coat under the quilt. After a while, she took it out and threw it on the corner of the bed. Then she rested her head on one of her own hands and looked at me and asked, "By the way, aren't you going to tell me the reason for your resignation? Then, if it's not very interesting, maybe I'll fall asleep as I listen."

I smiled and said, "I'm not telling stories. Besides, you are not a child anymore. Do you still need adults to coax them to bed while telling stories?"

Gu Ruoyan seemed very peaceful. She was sleeping in the quilt and there was a man next to her who could talk to her. She felt very satisfied. She had a smile on her face and made me joke: "Listen to your tone, I seem to often do things to tell stories while coaxing children to sleep. Do you already have children?"

I said, "I don't have children, but I have a sister who is nine years younger than me. When she was a child, she would never close her eyes if she didn't listen to a story every night. I am my brother, and there is no way. Most of the time, I tell this hypnotic story, so I am very good at telling stories!"

Gu Ruoyan said, "Then the relationship between you brother and sister must be very good, right?"

"It's pretty good!"

"Tang Qian, you have family, so happy!"

I fell silent for a moment. In my daily work, I gradually learned that Gu Ruoyan lost his father at the age of fourteen and his mother died of illness at the age of twenty. After graduating from college, she came to work alone in this city, and after marrying her husband, she had no children. It can be said that in this place, she has no relatives except her husband. Now she has even left her only relatives. No wonder she is discouraged and drowns her sorrows all day long.

I also remembered that I often complain that I was looked down upon by others because of my poverty, so I was so angry, hated the rich, thought that I was not treated with talent, and God treated me unfairly, so I was extremely depressed. In fact, I am not very happy than many people! I am healthy, have food and clothing, have food and clothing, have a healthy parents, have a harmonious family, and have a girlfriend who loves me. If this is the case, what does my husband want? But sometimes fate likes to joke and will constantly arrange some small misunderstandings and small storms that make you involuntarily go with the flow and change your thoughts and actions. For example, if I quit my job, if there were no such series of storms and misunderstandings, I think I would not have changed so much?

I sighed softly, took out the cigarette and sucked it.

Seeing me sighing speechlessly, Gu Ruoyan whispered: "Did I say something wrong? I don't think you are very happy."

I took a sip of cigarettes and smiled and said, "No, I just remembered something that I couldn't even grasp, and I was a little emotional."

Gu Ruoyan said: "Is it related to your resignation?"

I was surprised by her agile judgment and accurate intuition. No wonder she was able to be a business manager but I couldn't be. This woman does have extraordinary things. Although she was in the low point of her relationship, her thinking was still very keen!

I said, "Yes, it's a little bit of a relationship."

"Then tell me, if I don't fall asleep, I can still give you some advice."

I smoked and thought for a while, and decided to tell her all my secrets without any reservation. Sometimes people have secrets or things that are suppressed in their hearts for too long will add a heavy weight to their hearts, which is very unfavorable to themselves. Therefore, humans will need to have a friend who can tell their thoughts. This friend does not have to be the best, but he must be the most reliable and safest.

Gu Ruoyan is the most suitable candidate for me to reveal my concerns right now. First, she is calm and reliable, and even a little cold and indifferent, and will not spread my affairs. Second, she now has secrets that I know, and we are just a little sympathetic. Third, she has nothing to do with my affairs and can tell her everything without any scruples. Fourth, I trust her and think she is a good person.

Half of a cigarette, I finally spoke, saying, "My reason is very complicated. If you want to understand, you must listen to me from the beginning. This will make you say it from the beginning, and you may really fall asleep after half of it."
Chapter completed!