32. Chapter 32 [Rewrite]
Looking at each other less than ten centimeters, Ning Qian blushed and her heartbeat was having a fierce psychological struggle. Now she was lying under her, a woman she had been in love with for almost ten years. How could she not be moved by such ambiguous posture and distance?
Wen Jin is very beautiful, so beautiful that it makes people remember it. Since college, she has been a goddess-level figure who has been swayed by stars. In front of Wen Jin, Ning Qian was more or less inferior, so she never dared to confess her love.
"Qianqian..." Wen Jin looked at Ning Qian up close, and wanted to say something, but she didn't know where to start. She reached out and hugged Ning Qian, hugging her very tightly.
Wen Jin is much less powerful than usual now, just like holding a life-saving straw. When people are tired, the words of comfort are far beyond a silent hug.
Wen Jin was like this at this time. She has a cold personality and has never had friends whom she has ever made sincerity. No matter how independent and strong a person is, she has fragile times and wants someone to be with her.
The temperature and breath of the two men blend together.
Ning Qian froze because Wen Jin hugged her, and in an extremely intimate position.
"Stay here to accompany me..." Wen Jin murmured drunk, hugging Ning Qian, reluctant to let go, "Don't leave."
Ning Qian felt Wen Jin's breath so close for the first time. Wen Jin has always been the white moonlight in her heart, and she is still thinking about it and is out of reach.
When Wen Jin hugged her like this, Ning Qian's heart melted. Wen Jin's face was so close that their lips were almost rubbing together. Ning Qian couldn't control her impulse.
Ning Qian also drank a lot of wine tonight and felt a little dizzy. She has always been very careful with Wen Jin, and she is afraid of revealing her "ill-thinking" with her eyes.
But tonight, the ambiguous atmosphere between the two was fermenting. With the help of alcohol, Ning Qian closed her eyes and kissed Wen Jin when she was hot.
At this moment, she really thought about it for a long time.
This drunken kiss made her and Wen Jin's relationship change dramatically from tonight.
"Ning Qian..." Wen Jin paused, gasped and called the other party's name, and was at a loss for Ning Qian's sudden forced kiss. She frowned, but the other party's kiss continued like raindrops, and finally sealed her lips tightly.
Ning Qian only felt that Wen Jin's voice was so gentle that she could pinch water. She instinctively held Wen Jin's lips and continued to kiss her affectionately, full of obsession, unable to stop her impulse.
One second, two seconds, three seconds...
"Well..." Wen Jin sighed, finally falling into this feeling. She couldn't help but surround Ning Qian's waist and let the intimate behavior that they shouldn't have spread.
When you kiss the other person deeply unscrupulously, it is the beginning of the mistake.
Just as Ning Qian thought about it thousands of times, when Wen Jin kissed her, she stroked her face very gently. Even though it was like water, it was filled with an unbearable desire.
Wen Jin's sudden initiative made Ning Qian even more crazy, and she also understood that she and Wen Jin would not stop kissing tonight.
Ning Qian continued to rub his hands with Wen Jin, and with the drunkenness, he vented his secret love for many years. Fortunately, Wen Jin did not refuse, as if everything was natural.
It's late at night, and the love is so strong.
"I...can I?"
"Um……"
After drinking too much wine, Wen Jin's mind was blank. She took the initiative to cooperate with Ning Qian, without resisting or thinking about how much regret she would have tomorrow morning.
The clothes of all sizes were all gone. On the bed, the two women's slender and fair bodies were wrapped around each other, in full swing, and they were indulging in the night.
The next morning, when Ning Qian woke up, she opened her eyes and Wen Jin was still holding her. In front of her was the face of the person she loved the most, which was so unreal.
The warmth of last night is still vivid in my mind. They kissed each other very emotionally. Ning Qian even felt that Wen Jin should have feelings for her.
But Ning Qian was still nervous.
Drunk, one-night stand.
She never thought that there would be further progress in her relationship with Wen Jin. She also regretted that she had sex with Wen Jin. It was under such circumstances that she was impulsive last night.
Looking at Wen Jin's face, Ning Qian couldn't help but lower her head and kiss her, thinking, since this has started, let's confess to Wen Jin, and want to stay with her and love her well in the future.
Wen Jin opened her eyes, and Ning Qian's face was in her eyes, and Ning Qian was kissing the corner of her lips.
"You... are awake." After sobering up, Ning Qian was still the same Ning Qian who was cowardly when she saw Wen Jin. She helped Wen Jin rub her forehead and asked intimately and ambiguously, "Is her head still dizzy? Is it uncomfortable?"
All kinds of things appeared in front of Wen Jin's eyes last night, and she regretted it. She closed her eyes and pushed Ning Qian away with discomfort, "Sorry, I drank too much last night... last night."
Ning Qian hugged her in a flash, and Wen Jin's answer was as expected. After all, they only looked happy for one night. How could Wen Jin know that she had been in love with her for nearly ten years?
"Wen Jin, listen to me." Ning Qian grabbed Wen Jin's hand, "I drank wine last night, but those were definitely not impulsive..."
Wen Jin listened, feeling sad. She hoped that Ning Qian would agree with the statement that she had just drunk too much last night, but Ning Qian continued to speak seriously, which almost made her emotionally collapse.
"I like you, I always like you, Wen Jin. I have liked you since my sophomore year. I know you don't like women, so I never dared to confess. After graduation, I went abroad. I thought I could forget you, but whenever I returned to China and saw you, my mind was full of you, and I couldn't control myself..." Ning Qian said with grievances.
"Qianqian, you..."
Ning Qian stepped forward and hugged Wen Jin again. It took courage to do this. She said affectionately, "I really like you. Give me a chance. Let's date seriously. Is it good to be my girlfriend?"
The first confession was actually in this situation.
"Don't do this." Wen Jin was surprised that the situation would become like this. She thought, but she pushed Ning Qian away, frowned, as if she had thousands of words, but she wanted to speak but stopped.
"I'm sincere to you. Last night, would you give me a chance to take responsibility?"
Hearing last night, Wen Jin buried her face in her palm, for a long time, "I'm sorry. I just treat you as an ordinary friend. We really drank too much last night."
It’s too late to regret now. She didn’t push Ning Qian away last night. Everything that shouldn’t have happened between her and Ning Qian has already happened.
"I understand, you may...can't accept being with a woman for a while. We can take it slowly. I can wait. I can wait..." When I said that Ning Qian was humble and embarrassed, caring too much, "I didn't drink too much last night. I really like you. Give me a chance. You believe me, I will love you well, and I will only be nice to you in my life..."
He was already a little incoherent.
Ning Qian was foolish and stupid. The more he said this, the more heartbreaking Wen Jin felt. Ning Qian's eyes were red, but she still forced a smile. Seeing her like this, Wen Jin was like a thorn in her throat, "But, we are really not suitable."
"Why?"
"Don't ask..."
"You obviously had feelings for me last night, why didn't you give us a chance?" Ning Qian remembered that Wen Jin hugged herself and called her name last night, so intimately, and kissed herself, so enjoyed it. "We can take it slowly, don't reject me so quickly..."
Wen Jin looked at Ning Qian, her voice trembling, neither big nor small, "But I'm already married..."
The room was dead silent.
"Are you married? You don't have to cheat like this..." Ning Qian said, unable to continue talking. When would Wen Jin make a joke about such things, and Wen Jin's appearance was also very painful and embarrassing.
Ning Qian couldn't believe it...
"Since you are married, why did you still have to go with me last night..." Ning Qian stared at the woman in front of her who had been thinking about it for several years, and felt despair in her heart, "You are married, then what are we last night?"
Wen Jin didn't know that the situation would be like last night. Why didn't she refuse Ning Qian? Why didn't she expect that Ning Qian had always liked her?
It happened, it had already happened.
Ning Qian seemed to have been exhausted and sat blankly on the head of the bed. After sitting for a long time, she was absent-minded and said to Wen Jin, "... I drank too much last night and pretended that nothing had happened."
"sorry."
Ning Qian turned her back to Wen Jin, her eyes were a little wet, "You don't have to say sorry, I blamed me last night. It was me who was self-indulgent, so I took the initiative to pester you."
When it comes to "self-inflicted", Ning Qian's tears have broken through.
"I blame me, I should have told you a long time ago..." Wen Jin blamed herself for not pushing Ning Qian away last night.
Ning Qian was discouraged, "Stop talking."
After leaving Wen Jin's house, Ning Qian pretended to be relieved. Wen Jin was already married, and perhaps from today on, she could finally be freed from Wen Jin's place.
Wen Jin sat at the head of the bed and bent her legs, hugged her knees, and was in a state of confusion.
In the afternoon, Chi Jia sat at the work station, staring at a large box of chocolate bars in a daze.
"If you are tired of doing it, just eat one..." I remembered the tone of Jing Rui when she said this and the expression she looked when she said this. Chi Jia realized that she was "reminiscing" some unnutritious things again.
After Chi Jia had an unhappy relationship with Jing Rui last time, Jing Rui never contacted her. Jing Rui didn't contact her, and Chi Jia would not take the initiative even if she was beaten to death. She thought about it and broke off contact with Miss Jing, completely cleared her relationship and continued to live her own monotonous life. Although it was dull, at least there were not so many messy worries.
Jing Rui's appearance is just a small episode in her life.
Although Chi Jia was hinting at herself like this, she might not have done it. If she was really relieved and didn't care at all, why did she unconsciously look for someone when she went to a bar to sing?
"Chi Jia, what are you wandering around? It's a meeting!"
When Chi Jia looked up, she found that the design department was empty, leaving her alone sitting there. She hurriedly took the notebook and rushed to the conference room. At the monthly summary meeting, Chi Jia was criticized by the manager. This month, the design department received three complaints, two of which were from Chi Jia.
She has been out of shape recently, and Chi Jia knows why. But it is only a matter of time to forget some things and some people. She hopes that this period of time can pass quickly.
After get off work, I feel bad, so I go to drink.
Chi Jia goes to the n bar and sings more and more frequently. Usually, this is inversely proportional to her mood pleasure index. If you are in a good mood, drink a few cups occasionally to help you liven up. If you are in a bad mood, you will be one cup after another.
It's not a weekend, so there are not many people in the bar. Jing Rui sat in the old seat below the stage and hadn't been to the bar for a while. Today, she took a break from her busy schedule.
"Do you like to come here?" A beautiful woman looked up at Jing Rui with her chin.
"Yeah." Jing Rui responded lightly. She didn't want to drink alone, and she never lacked anyone to accompany her.
"I thought you would go to Les Bar, wouldn't it be more appropriate?"
"There is a girl here, and she is singing very nicely." As soon as she walked into this place, Jing Rui thought of Chi Jia. She thought that she might have to change her place to relax and change her mood next time.
The entanglement with Chi Jia ends here.
In terms of relationships, Jing Rui did not want to spend too much energy as ever. It should be said that she never puts feelings in such an important position. In her eyes, emotional life has always been an optional adjustment product. There are examples of naked-nakedness around her. People who value love like Ning Qian are so tired of living.
It happened to be Chi Jia's turn to take over the stage. Jing Rui said to the people beside him, "It's her."
"You came here and came to listen to her singing. Do you like her?"
Jing Rui was drinking, "Have I said that?"
The woman said to Jing Rui half-jokingly, "Can I say I'm a little jealous now?"
Jing Rui looked at the person in front of him quietly, but what he thought was that even if he was jealous, he would never say such words to himself. The person in front of him was from the circle. She was more mature than Chi Jia, better than Chi Jia, and more interesting than Chi Jia. You can be together without any effort. But Jing Rui couldn't be interested.
"Are you in a bad mood? You can talk to me?" The woman tried her best to please Jing Rui. A beautiful and rich woman like Miss Jing is definitely a difficult time. If you have the chance to get close to her tonight, you will not be able to hook up.
"Do you like me?" Jing Rui smiled sideways and asked the woman beside her. She has always been direct, the fastest time, and she confirmed her relationship with the other party in ten minutes. Miss Jing's efficiency is not only reflected in her work, but also in love. According to Jing Rui's impression, when she asked others about this, no one except Chi Jia had ever given her a negative answer.
"I fell in love with you at first sight, do you believe it? I feel incredible. I have never fallen in love with anyone at first sight."
Faced with the other party's sensational remarks, Jing Rui smiled unanimously. There were too many people who said "love at first sight". Jing Rui unconsciously turned his head to stare at Chi Jia who was singing on the stage. She had so many love at first sight, why did someone just be blind and stubborn?
Chi Jia habitually swept her eyes to the audience and met Jing Rui again...
Chapter completed!