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At 10:00 pm, the city's road traffic was still crowded. Gu Xizhi drove through the street group and was scolded by the driver behind the car because the car was too fast.
Being late often makes fearless crazy, but unfortunately time never tolerate it.
The road near the concert hall is not as crowded as media reporters as imagined. A chance glance on the elevated road is the double sail-shaped concert hall on the water, and the gorgeous atmosphere like a wind and out of the sea. The neatly trimmed green lawns spread for hundreds of meters at the entrance of the building surrounded by water on three sides. The modern white porcelain glaze pure architectural space is elegant and romantic.
After getting off the elevated road, the car drove along the lengthy granite road, but the deserted road along the way made Gu Xizhi even more uneasy.
When Gu Xizhi approached a row of white fences, he parked his car on the side of the road. When he was about to approach the fence, he was stunned by a black figure sitting on the treetops. After a closer look, he found that he was indeed sitting on the treetops.
The upper body was wearing a thin pure white shirt, with a straight and solemn French square collar, the collar ring and the color in the folded sleeves were particularly exquisite, the printed tie with mulberry silk texture and the exquisite black agate-plated white gold cufflinks showed a bit of luxury and dignity, and the whole look very elegant.
After confirming that he was Chen Ya, Gu Xizhi was stunned for a while because of his lazy posture. He wanted to say something, but became hesitant because of his closed eyes. This state lasted for half a minute, Chen Ya's voice unexpectedly appeared first.
"Inside her."
Gu Xizhi looked at him more carefully, but he still leaned on the trunk of the tree and closed his eyes tightly. His face was like a side of his face, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.
"...Thank you." Gu Xizhi thought for a long time and replied only this sentence, and quickly ran to the music square.
After crossing the music square and entering the art gallery ten meters behind the concert hall, Gu Xizhi was disoriented and followed the sign to the second floor. The terraced golden hall was empty, and the sun shone in through the triangle glass, and rows of audience seats were like large golden waves of wheat.
I couldn't find Qu Xizhi back and forth, and Gu Xizhi walked along the corridor to the vice building in a hurry. When I was about to arrive at the Western Restaurant, the sound of piano came vaguely. Gu Xizhi looked out the glass window in the sound, and he was slightly stunned when he looked at it.
The sun is thin in winter, and the clouds are stacked with clouds that are like floes and velvet. The dark green mountains are falling in the water. The landscape area behind the concert hall is sparsely forested. Large pieces of dead branches make winter dark. Only plum blossoms add a touch of peach blossoms to the deserted space.
The beautiful woman faced the lake and sat in front of the black piano under the flower stand. The white dress growing to the ground was like a blooming hibiscus. The slow and sad C minor to tear the sun out of the cracks. She turned to the concert hall, her back was still straight, but she looked more elegant than ever before.
Even if she didn't see her face, her ever-right back was full of recognition as if it were labels.
Gu Xizhi went downstairs along the escalator and ran towards the landscape area with the sound of the cold water. When he was about to approach her, he suddenly didn't dare to take a step forward.
The sun shines through the branches, and the light and shadow mottle the solemn white, confusing the petals and blooming skirts. The beautiful sonata she pointed to was almost lost incongruity, but the first movement of repetition was filled with depression and heaviness.
Gu Xizhi stood quietly behind her, but two meters away seemed to be separated by the world.
The sound of the piano under Qu Xi's fingers became more and more restrained and sad.
"When I was a child, my mother told my ancestors and father that they were very successful. They had a certain influence in this society. Any mistakes in every word and act may be caught by the media, or even punished by the public."
The sound of the piano reflected the cold flowing water, and the pink and white plum petals swayed in the wind.
Her voice is gentle and beautiful. "When she was five years old, her mother asked her to learn painting, musical instruments, calligraphy, and etiquette. She said that the environment she was born was perfect, and she could give the best food, clothing, education and etiquette. She also said that the environment she was born was cruel, because the environment she lived in must be a well-educated and elegant lady, like her companions around her."
"At that time, most of the girls around them had a similar family background. The average age was only seven or eight years old. However, they would gracefully put the table cloth on their knees when eating in Western restaurants. They would never make a sound when eating. They would smile politely when facing friends and strangers. They were little princesses, but they never spoke loudly, nor would they lose their tempers, because one of the signs of cultivation was that they could control their emotions. They needed to be labeled."
"Mother Yin Jun is a very strong-willed person because her sister is naturally rebellious and was scolded by her grandmother to corrupt her morality. She became even more harsh on her childhood."
"She has arranged ballet with her since she was a child, not for this dance, but for her more elegant and beautiful body. In her eyes, a well-dressed lady must always step on the high heels that will hurt her feet. No matter what happens, she will be calm and elegant in her manner."
"She is very strict and never careless about walking and standing postures, and has high requirements for etiquette and conversation. Here, as long as there are elders who have dinner together, they cannot leave the table early no matter when they chat. Here, she should understand art, fashion, economy and even politics so that she can face any social interaction. Different wines must be put in different wine glasses. The posture of holding the wine glasses and the method of pouring the wine can never be wrong."
"Although I don't like her education, my surroundings are like this. Even if I feel a little painful, I gradually get used to these patterned etiquettes that have nothing to do with my nature."
"Under her various strong teachings, she gradually learned how to stand up with a more graceful attitude, how to make a polite but friendly smile, how to control her emotions, how to leave a comfortable impression in the first conversation, and sometimes when facing a ladies who praise me, she felt as if she was with her own soul full of falsehood."
"For a long time, I felt that girls should be so dignified and decent. Until I contacted more different girls because I changed school and went to school, I realized that they had their own postures and were full of sexual emotions when they smiled."
"When I was ten years old, my mother had a school anniversary meeting. The school invited many students and famous scholars who left school. The mother and mother were invited to the invitation. Later I found out that they were alumni. When my mother came back that day, she brought a lot of photos. The photos included her speech posture, her chatting, and her photos with her old classmates. But what made me sad was one of the photos of her taking a photo with her mother and daughter."
"Mom is very pampered, so even if the journey is far and not convenient, I will bring it to play as I wish. In that photo, my mother and mother stood under a tree, standing in front of them, with her mouth high, as if she didn't know anything except happiness. The girl grows beautifully and smiles so naturally, which is a very enviable thing. When my mother saw her staring at the photo, she told the girl in the photo that she was also called Xizhi, and the difference is that her surname is Gu."
"Maybe I don't understand, but the first feeling at that time was why their names were so similar but different, and they smiled so sunny and full of ugly hypocrisy. Don't laugh happily, but also called Xizhi, why do you have to laugh so happily?"
"The name is really a terrible thing. I spent the whole summer when I was ten years old and I learned various musical instruments in the piano room. But as long as I looked up and saw the photo, I would cry all the time. But I still have to continue learning after crying. I thought I was envious at that time."
"Maybe because of the distorted mentality, I began to envy this. Later I noticed that Lin Mingling, the only one around me who would show two forms, was innocently thinking that she was actually brave and casual, so she did the biggest mistake so far from the age of fourteen to fifteen, which was to try every means to protect her."
"It's a pity that growth has allowed you to understand more truths and benefit more mature education. At the age of sixteen, she gradually alienated her. She was unexpectedly resolute and even felt hysterical several times. Until she gave her a gift on her birthday but was unwilling to accept it. She stayed at her door for a whole night, and when she was about to go to school the next morning, she found that she was sitting in messy clothes and crying on the lawn in front of her house.
"The living environment is already depressing, and the mental state gradually becomes worse when encountering such things. After that, she is always full of guilt when facing her. She is always so resolute and cannot forgive her no matter how she apologizes. After a long time, she is exhausted and unable to accept her feelings, which finally arouses her anger."
"Time is a good medicine. After a long period of psychological adjustment, our condition has improved a lot. The life I saw in the media at the age of 20 has become more colorful. At that time, I took it as another person in the world, collected all the information about it, watched growth, and fell in love with a boy. After I found out that I was wrong, I was eager to drag it out of the quagmire. At that time, I only thought that I liked another in the world, like the same thing, wanted to protect, wanted to break my own fulfillment, and wanted to have forever. At that time, I only thought that I was close, good, and wanted to maintain my nature, all the pathological compensation for myself, and it has nothing to do with it."
"The more morbid feelings, the less you dare to mention them, and even never dare to tell me how much you like them. The longer the time, the more obvious it is. It is always two lonely individuals, with their uncontrollable thinking and actions, they cannot make them like them in accordance with their compliant wishes, and they cannot let them never leave, but they still want to protect them so much that they can't even imagine disappearing from their side."
"I eat vegetarian food because I believe in the existence of sin. I am actually afraid of sin. When I look for Bo Yiqing, I vaguely think about these consequences. However, whether it is luck or numbness, I am willing to go to hell. I hope to get closer to this thing. Unfortunately, it not only does not pull it closer, but pushes it further."
"Later, I thought about the reason for leaving carefully. I understand that I will make the same choice if I look back a hundred times, and I also understand that I am unwilling to be compared."
"Just getting less and less aware of it."
"I am willing to kneel down every day to ask for my mother's forgiveness, but I can never take a look. I clearly carry the ring I gave me, but I can walk away for more than 800 days and nights. I don't understand why I feel sad when I see Tang Yu, but I can't respond even if I know that I'm always hesitant about my feelings, and I don't understand why I'm tolerant of everything, and I often feel that I still like it, and I often feel that it's just a sick imagination."
"One of the ways the actor wants to subvert his previous image and let the audience re-know themselves is to play **. It took a long time to know that he simply couldn't wait to come back on his own initiative, so he tried every means to thread a needle, but he could only look at the position of the ring because the locator of the ring was getting closer and closer, and finally appeared one day, but he was not here to look for it."
"Zhong Linshan didn't drink too much on her birthday party. She knew she wasn't here to look for her, but she didn't want to admit that she wasn't here to look for her. Unfortunately, in the end she could only lure her upstairs through Li Sijiali."
"Those words are mostly told to be true and false. After waiting for more than 800 days, I didn't want to lose even a hug easily."
"It was probably because of the strong anxiety that made me anxious and worried. I couldn't imagine leaving by my side again. I couldn't imagine turning back that I couldn't get any retention. So even though I promised to start over that night, I didn't feel happy at all."
"Sometimes, the more you are, the less you dare mention something."
"I am ashamed of doing those things. I am so crazy. I no longer want to ask for forgiveness, nor do I want to continue this ill-tirred and repetitive relationship. So whether it is engagement or marriage, it doesn't matter."
"It's almost four years. Whether it's Zhong Linshan's birthday or Christmas a few days ago, I'm worried and anxious. I thought I could finally get rid of it this time, but at the end of the matter, I fell into repeated repetitions."
"Do you know? Lin Mingling has looked for this engagement ceremony before."
"She said she would come, but after the wedding, she told her every reason to come or not."
"She is terrible, but she still wants to wait for Gu Xizhi, who loves and envy, to give her a brave back to treasure."
"But she finally got it right. The relationship between the two of them is so fragile and vulnerable. Looking back, it looks like a joke. This is the biggest failure and it will be a regret."
"It's good, at least letting you know that giving up is the happiest way out."
"Maybe from the first sight of him, this relationship was a mistake and twisted. I liked him for so long, chased him for so long, and waited for so long, and finally came to an end, and I was willing to end this failed mistake."
The sound of the piano had already stopped, and Qu Xizhi's straight back gradually relaxed, and the sound was so soft that it could no longer be heard.
"Gu Xizhi, everyone..."
The sun shines through the flower branches, and the white skirt is covered with shadows. The plum petals on the branches bloom in full vitality in the wind. The vitality is too vigorous, and it is called the rapid decline of life.
Gu Xizhi watched the blurry shadow gradually fall down, as if he was extremely afraid, his whole body trembled, and he didn't even dare to take a step forward.
In the distance, it is like a dark green mountain covered with mist, and the water mist is rising, warm smoke is curling, circling and covering it.
The blurry shadow was inverted into the petals, with eyes closed and a peaceful appearance.
The faint flower shadows knocked off her fair face, reflecting a bright and bright color, but the wet eyelashes became more quiet and quiet.
Her eyebrows are like the moon, and her dazzling red lips make her face look almost weird.
She is still so beautiful.
Chapter completed!