Gu Xizhi spent the whole night in the cold. At dawn, the sound of the door opening woke Gu Xizhi who was sleeping beside the bed. He raised his head and appeared at the door. Gu Xizhi pinched Qu Xizhi's hand and tightened it.

"The nurse will come later, don't interfere with her home work. Besides, you should know that doing this is useless if you go there one night. When she finishes the surgery, they will go to Italy and don't look for her anymore."

Gu Xizhi listened to him finishing his words, and his eyes slowly fell to Qu Xizhi.

Last night she did not stop trying to communicate with her, and she seemed more deaf from beginning to end without any response. Later, she felt frustrated, so she let herself be trapped. But now she became unwilling to accept her when she heard Chen Ya say this.

"It's not the final word for whether to find her or not. They're just engaged. It's strange that everything can be the leader for her. Also, if it doesn't hinder the work of a nurse, of course it won't be."

Chen Ya nodded gently, "Let's see how long I can last."

As soon as he finished speaking, his cell phone vibrated and appeared in Gu Xizhi's pocket. Gu Xizhi looked down and thought about it. He still freed up his hand to take out the phone and answered it, "Hey?"

Lili on the other end of the phone jumped anxiously, "What are Xiao Jing doing? If you can't see a contract of tens of millions, you will disappear. Do you want to compensate the company for the next life? Also, do you know how much things you have to do? Where is it?"

Gu Xizhi looked at the watch and said, "I'll go tomorrow, I'm not free now."

"It will be a life!" Lili immediately said, "Boss Tian and the investor are waiting in the office. The first one will not be fired within an hour. Xiao Jing is serious. It doesn't matter. Is this important situation even?"

Gu Xizhi was silent for a moment, "Wait, come soon."

After hanging up the phone, he looked up at Chen Ya, then stood up in Qu Xizhi's ear and said, "Let's come back soon. This is the last time, you must wait."

Qu Xizhi had no sound from beginning to end.

There were many things in my life that I couldn't help myself. Gu Xizhi was merciless like a puppet. At 9 o'clock in the evening, Gu Xizhi returned to the 13th floor of the hospital as soon as he finished his work. Although he had expected that it would be very difficult to enter Qu Xizhi's ward again, he never thought that there was no need to enter.

"I'm sorry, this lady, I left the ward's illness this morning, and I don't know where I went."

Seeing the nurse saying the complete sentence with apologies, Gu Xizhi just quietly rubbed the back of his hand that was injured by the whip, and for a long time he didn't say a word.

At 10 o'clock in the evening, the city streets were deserted. Gu Xizhi parked his car on the side of the road and sat in the driver's seat with his cell phone in his hand. After a while, the phone finally entered. Gu Xizhi immediately answered, but the answer was once again unsatisfactory.

After hearing the other party finish his words, Gu Xizhi sighed slightly, "Continue looking for it, do your best, no matter how long it takes."

The other side of the phone gave a positive answer, and Gu Xizhi immediately threw the phone aside.

At the end of the year, Gu Xizhi was still working in an anxious and busy atmosphere, but whenever she had time, she would drive outside the Quzhaimen to wait. Although she couldn't wait for the traces she had to wait, she never expected to enter that villa.

The arrival of the Spring Festival in early February made the city full of joy. "Black and White Feather" was released as scheduled on the first day of the year. The days that should have been rested and reunited have become twice as busy as the work precondition and the film promotion. At four o'clock in the morning of the eighth day of the year, Gu Xizhi had just lie down to rest for a while. A rapid but hopeful ringtone shocked Gu Xizhi's sleepiness.

"What? Qu Xizhi is not in the city?" Gu Xizhi said while taking the paper and notes, "Tell the address."

Having been writing for a long time, Gu Xizhi quickly said, "Why do you call me if you don't know the address?"

The other party didn't know what he said, but Gu Xizhi's expression suddenly became serious, "Is it sure he bought two air tickets to Italy tomorrow morning?"

There was a reply soon. Gu Xizhi held the phone and said quietly after a while, "I understand." He threw away the phone.

As soon as the phone fell, the phone rang again. Gu Xizhi looked at the time tiredly, and the action of the hang-up button changed again due to the incoming call.

"Xiao Jing." After the phone was answered, Lili said in a state of fatigue, "I just confirmed the awards venue. Tonight, the Cultural Center will have a good rest, and the air ticket will be at 2 p.m.."

Gu Xizhi just responded casually, "I understand."

In domestic film festivals, although Jinding Golden Brown and Jintong are often compared due to regional relations, their quality is always comparable. This time, "Black and White Feather" was nominated for seven awards, including Best Feature Film, Best Director, and Two Best Actresses. Therefore, the news that the award ceremony has not yet begun to compete for the best actress in the double lesbian drama has become the number one gimmick in media reports. Unfortunately, Qu Xizhi has been particularly low-key since the earthquake. She has not been seen in either film promotion or charity activities, so the targets everyone is all Gu Xizhi.

At 4 o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Xizhi stayed in the hotel. Before putting on makeup, Lili pushed a lot of brand sponsored clothing. Gu Xizhi saw one of the elegant and lively red evening dresses, and signaled that Lili stayed. After watching the strange and ostentatious red, he was struggling for a while and left it with a nude dress of the same brand.

At seven o'clock in the evening, all the guests who walked the red carpet were in the seat. Qu Xizhi, who was also nominated for the Best Actress, did not appear in the scene without any suspense. This also disappointed the media reporters who were waiting early in the morning. The themes and the deleted bed scenes of "Black and White Feather" were very interested in the media. Gu Xizhi in the interview area was almost lost by the media's problems. It was only because the director Li Sijiali, who was nominated for the Best Actress, and She Jia, who was nominated for the Best Actress, had to smooth things out in time.

Just as the Internet and the media predicted, the Golden Tong Award this time became the home court of "Black and White Feather" because of the appearance of Li Sijiali. She has won the top prize abroad that marks her lifelong achievements. Wherever Li Sijiali goes, she feels like a king is present.

Gu Xizhi and Li Sijiali were adjacent to each other in the audience seats. After the playback of the nominated heroine's work, Li Sijiali suddenly said, "This should be the last movie, I hope everyone can be well."

Gu Xizhi didn't hear the noise during the meal. After a while, he understood what she meant, and then said in a glance, "Sister Jia, it would be a waste if he didn't make a movie with his talent."

"Just like climbing a mountain, I have reached the highest peak. No matter how beautiful the scenery behind it is, it will not be as beautiful as the top of the mountain. It is better to change the place to see the scenery."

Gu Xizhi nodded for a while, "I wish you can see the most beautiful scenery on another road."

Li Sijiali turned her head and patted her shoulder gently, "Prepare to receive the award. Qin Shiyu is the most beautiful scenery in the film, and it will also be the most beautiful scenery."

Gu Xizhi just lowered his head to look at the phone without any movement.

Various lighting on the stage creates a dazzling visual sense. The male and female hosts wear solemn black and white dresses. The humorous hosting style makes the scene feel no seriousness and solemnity.

"We all know that Jin Tong's Best Actor has always been a male god, so what about the Best Actress?"

The young female host smiled and pointed the microphone at the audience seat. The fans and audiences in the seat did not answer the "goddess" as expected, but instead shouted their respective names of supporting actors.

"Well, I heard it, I heard it." The host returned to the center of the stage and smiled at the camera. "It seems that the competition for the heroine is very fierce this time. Who is the heroine doesn't matter, but the judges have to ask the judges to make the decision. Now we invite Mr. Lu Guangyi, President of Phoenix Media Group, and Ms. Jia Jun, the last Jin Tong actress queen, to read out the list of winners for them."

The lights and music pushed the atmosphere to j□j for a moment. The middle-aged man and the beautiful woman walked out of the entrance area with applause. The woman walked down to the stage with elegant steps, and then took the envelope of the list and set aside the center of the stage.

The applause gradually faded, and the two award presentations looked at the list of winners. The man signaled the lady to read it. The lady did not go around the corner and said to the camera, "I am honored to read the list of best actresses at this Golden Tong Awards. If you want to say, the heroine of this year is not only the goddess in her heart, but also the well-deserved actress. She watched "Black and White Feather" in the theater she starred in three times..."

Speaking of this, the applause from the audience had swallowed her voice. She slowed down before continuing, "I watched it three times in the theater and loved the role she played. Then, just now, the audience bets with our King Xiao, saying that these two Xizhi interpreted the roles very well, and it was difficult to determine who was better. It would be better for us to bet one of them and who lost who would invite them tonight."

The scene shot cuts to Xiao Ji in the audience and returns to Jia Yun soon.

"That's what I want to say." Jia Jun smiled and looked at Xiao Ji's position in the audience, "Actor, you lost this time."

The camera stayed on Xiao Ji for a long time, and Xiao Ji just nodded and smiled slightly to the camera, making it impossible to guess the answer.

"Okay, in order to get the best of the best actor, I won't keep it aside." The camera cut back to Jia Jun, and Jia Jun put down the list and looked at the camera with a sweet smile. "Now read, the winner of the Best Actress of this Golden Tong Award is..."

The light focuses on three nominated actors, and three close-ups are cut out on the big screen.

Like the other two actors who have been confirmed to lose, Gu Xizhi smiled and looked calm.

This time I was really calm.

The camera returned to Jia Jun, and her eyes were unrestrained toward Gu Xizhi, with a loud and clear pronunciation, "She will be on the scene today. She is the actor of Qin Shiyu, Miss Gu Xizhi."

"Gu Xizhi, Miss Gu Xizhi, congratulations." The male host immediately took over the conversation and applauded, and then an unprecedented applause broke out in the audience.

The close-up view of Gu Xizhi was switched to the big screen. Gu Xizhi, wearing young and elegant short hair, wore a big red knee-length dress, sat there and nodded, quickly stood up and bowed to the surroundings, looking very calm and composed.

If this happened three years ago, she would probably be overjoyed and irresistible, but this was three years later.

Someone said it well, you should become famous as soon as possible. If you come too late, you will become less happy.

Things that have been waiting for too long are probably no longer what they originally wanted.

"Okay Miss Gu Xizhi, please come on stage to receive the award."

The movie clip was played back on the big screen, followed by the sound of music symbolizing victory. Gu Xizhi hugged and thanked the two beside him, then walked out of the table and walked towards the stage with vibrant and light steps.

The lights and lenses finally gave her a single one this time. Gu Xizhi received the trophy from Jia Jun, thanked her, and followed the host's signal to the microphone to express his acceptance speech.

"Thank you Miss Jia Jun for your reputation, you almost didn't dare to come on stage."

A teasing tone, facing Jia Yun who is about to leave.

Jia Jun smiled and made a victory gesture.

The applause gradually subsided and the lights changed. The host and the award presenter walked off the stage one after another, and various shots were aimed at the only absolute protagonist on the stage. She had exquisite makeup and young temperament under the spotlight.

"I'm very happy to receive this long-awaited award. The opportunity is rare and may delay the organizer's time to say something in his heart, but I would like to say some 'censored words' before this."

She held the trophy firmly in her hands, and she smiled, but was very calm.

At this time, she didn't seem to be afraid of wasting the camera. Every time she said something, countless shutter sounds would sound in the audience seat.

Gu Xizhi's countless eyes focused on Li Sijiali, "Thanks to Director Li Sijiali, thanks to her for choosing the heroine among so many actors, and thanks to her roles given to Qin Shiyu. The performance of an actor is quite related to the role she interprets. The four actors who were shortlisted for the Best Actress this time are all excellent. I want the judges to give this trophy not because they are better than them, but because the actors given by this role are more powerful. I am very grateful to Director Li for leaving this role for him, and also thanks to Director Li for his teachings during the filming process. Without Director Li, Gu Xizhi would not have appeared on the stage."

On the stage, Gu Xizhi bowed deeply to Li Sijiali, and the camera cuts to Li Sijiali in the audience, and her smile is very peaceful.

"Then I have to thank the judges for this vote." When the camera was re-switching, she continued to speak in front of the judges. "I am almost thirty years old this year, and I have debuted for nearly ten years. This is the fourth time I nominated for the Best Actress. Thanks to the judges for putting a perfect end to the youthful years of repeated defeats before the age of 30."

Bow and greet, and the applause from the audience was thunderous.

The LED TV broadcast outside the award ceremony cultural center, the passing by was finally willing to stop and watch the best actress.

A close-up shot of the award ceremony looked back at Xizhi. She was holding the trophy in her hand and facing the camera, but this time it seemed to be talking to the camera.

"The third bow is to be given." He bowed deeply to the camera, and his smile was still calm when he raised his head, but the audience clearly noticed something was wrong.

"Although I didn't come, I knew I would definitely see it."

The shutter sounded more and more, and the cameras were aimed at her again. Her meaningful words made everyone who were originally playing with mobile phones concentrate on their minds and look at the stage, and their expressions became curious and focused.

"I bow because I know that if there is no, I don't even have the chance to bow two times before." She always looked straight into the camera, "When I met at the age of 26, I still lived in a world of wandering life, my work and feelings were particularly failed. Although it was not the first love, it was the best or even illusory love I met, with good intentions and even good intentions... "

When talking about the word "love", the audience finally suddenly burst into warm applause like a cheering. Gu Xizhi's voice was drowned, and it took a moment to continue smiling to the camera.

"Whether it is excellent or the right effort is given, it makes me feel like a god who cannot be reached by the shadows. I can only walk on the shadows and be an ordinary person who can never catch up. I am like dust and I am unwilling to hope to be side by side again. I am four years ago, in order to catch up, I work hard to keep up with the love I have put my cart and put my cart before the horse. I never dislike it, but I dare not use this to like it more, because I dare not. This relationship has become a lot of hesitation and passiveness."

The audience was particularly interested in such a popular thing. As soon as she finished speaking, she burst into warm applause again.

"Lili once asked a question, saying that it is willing to use it to exchange for superstar achievements." Her tone always seemed to talk to another person, "It is obvious that if not, no matter how many achievements there are, there is no meaning in any way, because in the past, these are just cloud ladders that are close to, but if the top of the ladder is gone, what should I do if I climb up in a cold place?"

She shook the trophy in her hand, "I like it very much, it's just because there is one too. I want to use it to shorten the distance between them, but in the end I realize it was wrong."

The warm applause pushed the atmosphere even more warmly. There were already whispers about the person she confessed. After the applause calmed down, Gu Xizhi could only hear his voice in front of the microphone.

"The reason why we are so twisted and twisted is that we have always looked like an out of reach fairy tale. In the shadow of living from beginning to end, we don't even dare to wear red. But in fact, it's just an ordinary person. Some are good and flawed, and they should also have their own beautiful scenery, a truly favorite scenery."

She paused before saying, "I like it, and I am willing to become better, but it is definitely not a narrow sense of goodness. So today I don't want to chase movies endlessly, just like a shadow that no longer pursues."

After saying this, the audience was full of discussion. The news that the movie queen had just received the movie queen but announced that she had retired from the movie made the shutter sound in the audience scared for a while.

"What I give is forever. There is no way to like it before I like it. I just hope to give you another chance to be like the ordinary and like the other in the world."
To be continued...