Chapter 312 The twenty-third bowl of soup (10)
I don’t know if it was Lu Nong’s illusion, but in the past few days she felt that Yun Zhi suddenly became very considerate. She used to be pestering her out to play, but now she couldn’t. Yesterday, she even shouted to take her out to fly kites, but today she changed her words immediately, saying that kites are nothing fun, and the sun is so big, so why don’t she tan his skin?
Lu Nong finally managed to resist saying things he wasn't vain enough.
But that's fine, otherwise she would have to think of a reason to tell him that she couldn't play with him.
She cannot appear in any place with sunshine. She has been with Yunzhi for more than ten years. Only on cloudy or rainy days can Lu Nong dare to go out, but even so, she is used to holding an umbrella.
When she was a ghost, she didn't know anything and suffered a lot of losses. She also longed for the sun to stretch out her hand, but she exchanged it for the smell of severe pain and burning. After three thousand years, she has become deeply aware of her and can transform, but she still cannot appear in the sun.
Actually, she misses warmth very much, but she doesn't regret it after she chose this path herself. Fortunately, Yun Zhi lived a good life. Thinking that Yun Zhi could reincarnate and live well, Lu Nong felt that everything he had was rewarded. When she died in the future, he would probably be sad for three or five years. However, since he wanted to be a good emperor, he would not indulge in the love between children, and he would slowly forget her.
Maybe she will still have a place in his heart, and then he will eventually fall in love with other women.
This is really good, this is Lu Nong's greatest hope. She has been looking for three thousand years to see if he is living well now, just to promise him a country, a prosperous era, and a happy life.
At first, I was resentful and afraid, afraid that I could not find him, and after I found him, I found that he was living a good life and had a beautiful woman with me, what should she do?
But later, as he couldn't find it, Lu Nong gradually realized that she loved him so much that she could watch him be happy without disturbing him. She really hoped to love him for the rest of her life, but if he fell in love with another woman, she would also sincerely wish her sincere blessings.
Then he watched him die of old age and reincarnation until he died between heaven and earth.
She should be content to be together now.
But she couldn't bear to let go, really couldn't bear to let go. Three thousand years she had lived an extremely long life, but the more than ten years she had been with Yun Zhi, she was like a blink of an eye. Why was she so greedy?
Lu Nong sighed softly. She felt that she was really in a state of impatience. Not long after, even if she could live, how long could she live? She shouldn't have existed in this world for a long time and survived for three thousand years. Now that she has her wish, she will die.
From now on, there is no Lu Nong in the world. Yun Zhi, will you cry for me?
Don’t cry, don’t cry. You can live well. I can’t see you countless times in the future and I can’t protect you. Who will help me take care of you?
She leaned against the bed and pondered quietly. The moonlight was bright and sprinkled on the ground, the shadows of the trees were swaying, as cool as water. Lu Nong shivered. She was really not able to do it. She never felt cold or cold before, but now she actually felt very cold.
The warm clothes were gently draped on her shoulders. Lu Nong was startled at first, and then he was shocked. She didn't even notice that someone came in and stood behind her!
Fortunately, Yun Zhi came. He smiled and hugged her from behind, putting his head on her shoulder to protest: "Where is watching the moon? I won't call me to watch the moon, don't you love me anymore?"
When Lu Nong was so sad that he diluted a little, he forced himself to cheer up and smiled, "How could it be? I just can't sleep, so look at the moon. What about you, why don't you sleep?"
"I can't sleep for a long night without any intention. Without a hug, I can't sleep. I also want to enjoy the flowers, the moon and the moon." Yun Zhi buried his face in Lu Nong's neck, and kissed and licked from time to time, making fun of him.
Lu Nong smiled and held his big hand on his waist, "Okay, let's go and see the sunrise in a few days?"
“Look at the sunrise?”
"Yes, haven't you always wanted to take me to see it? I heard that the sunrise here is very famous. If you stand on the top of the mountain, it seems to be close to you and you can touch it with just reaching out. I haven't been basking in the sun for a long time, and I want to go with you." Lu Nong's smile was a little pale, but it was particularly sweet.
Yun Zhi's eyes felt sore. He was not a fool. He knew that Lu Nong had a problem, but he would rather be a fool. In that case, he would not know anything and be happy.
He said with a nod, "Okay, I'll take you there in a few days."
"It's just the two of us." Lu Nong said.
"Okay." It's just the two of us.
What do we need so many people to do? We love each other and do not need extra people to guide us or judge us.
Lu Nong's situation was getting worse and worse. At the beginning, it was just a little bit, but it soon fell like a mountain. She was actually supposed to disappear long ago. It was her obsession and wish that supported her to stay in the world until now. And she found Yun Zhi and fell in love with him. This time, there was no national hatred or family, no grudges, affection and hatred between them. They just simply fell in love with each other and nothing else. Lu Nong's wish was fulfilled and his soul was freed.
Yun Zhi didn't want to leave her, but he didn't want Lu Nong to know his mood, so whenever Lu Nong wanted to help him, he always acted like he wanted to kiss her and left, as if he had to pester her before. Lu Nong didn't notice it because of his body. Every time Yun Zhi hugged her, tears were shining in his eyes.
At first, he was just speculating, but Yun Zhiming went to investigate the information building. At first, he trusted Lu Nong, so he thought that she was really a concubine who had lived in the cold palace for so many years, but the news from his subordinates was not like this.
The cold palace has been abandoned for 30 years. Since the current emperor ascended the throne, no one has lived in! The weeds are growing wildly, and they are deserted and quiet. Where is there a small kitchen? Where is there a woman named Lu Nong!
But Yun Zhi pretended not to know, so Lu Nong would not worry.
Five days later, Lu Nong once again proposed to watch the sunrise.
Yun Zhi originally wanted to delay for a few more days, but when Lu Nong proposed it the second time, he knew that he could not escape it.
So he held everyone away, drove the carriage himself, and hugged Lu Nong tightly with a cloak, and hugged Lu Nong in his arms. It was the day of summer, but Lu Nong's face was pale and trembling. She was very cold, so Yun Zhi used his body temperature to keep her warm.
The two were camping on the mountain. Yunzhi caught hares, pheasants and some mushrooms for Lunong to eat. This time she tried hard to eat a few more bites. Yunzhi did not urge her to eat more as before, but had a soft look at her lips after she finished eating, and then hugged her and sat on the top of the mountain.
They said all night, and the mountain wind whistled, but no one felt cold. Looking down from the top of the mountain, the figure was as small as an ant, and the clouds gradually became more and more vivid in the rays of fish belly, and the east showed whiteness, and at the same time, a warm feeling was felt on their bodies.
"...Nongnong, we will be together for generations, right?" Yun Zhi lowered his head and kissed Lunong's intention and asked softly.
Lu Nong smiled, and her petite body shook slightly because of this: "For generations of life, I only need to be fine for the rest of my life."
She is not greedy, she acts against the will of heaven and deviates from the law, so she dare not seek a future life, nor will she have a next life.
"If a person has his next life, I will still be with you."
"...I want to do it too." Lu Nong grabbed Yun Zhi's hand and widened his eyes and looked at the golden lights that were coming out of the clouds. "The sun is about to come out."
"It's so warm." She said. "I'm leaving. From now on, I can't take care of you anymore. Yunzhi, I wish you happiness, peace and happiness forever."
"Where are you going?" Yun Zhi asked in a trembling voice. "Can you take me with you?"
Lu Nong laughed, and as she smiled, tears came to the corners of her eyes. Ghosts would not cry, but she cried. At this moment, she felt like she had returned to three thousand years ago and she did not regret it.
Yun Zhi hugged the empty cloak and cried loudly.
He had never cried like this, not in his previous life, not in his three thousand years of waiting by the bridge, and not even reunited with Lu Nong. But even if the tears flowed out, they were not relieved, but were extremely heavy.
None of them will have the next life, they will completely disappear in this life, but, Nong Nong, I don’t want you to know, actually I have remembered it a long time ago, I know everything, I remember everything.
If you think that after I died in my previous life, I would be reincarnated in the human world and live for life. Then let you think so. In this way, you will have a better life.
I have been waiting for you for a long time and you haven't come. I thought you had been reincarnated long ago, but I refused to leave and I couldn't bear to leave. I walked across that bridge and would forget you.
How could I bear to bear it?
I can't bear to let go, so I waited there until one day you appear, and then I want to ask you for an answer, but I have been waiting for a long time, and you never come. I watched the Naihe Bridge Lord change one person after another, and I watched countless ghosts jump off the bridge, the dark and black yellow spring road, the bright red red flowers bloom from the bridge to the end of the bridge, and some people are unwilling to give up, some people are unwilling to let go, and the ghosts struggle and cry in the Forgetful River.
They were all waiting for people, but they, like me, did not wait for anyone.
I heard that Meng Po had a bowl of soup. After drinking the ghosts of the next life, they would forget all the past. They would not remember their lovers, their enemies, their unforgettable memories, and their heartbreaking memories.
I remember nothing, it was clean, like a newborn.
But I can't bear to leave you.
Chapter completed!