Chapter 414 The forty-second bowl of soup (five & six)(2/2)
Maybe it is.
I don’t want her to kill her again, but I want her to turn back.
But she was not happy at all. Yun Jinzi walked to the leopard and touched the leopard's head. Only the leopard that had eaten her flesh was her companion. She let her chest bleed, sat on the leopard's back without looking back: "You go back, if you see you again next time, I won't show mercy."
Mo Jun was rushing to find her. Yun Jinzi waved his intended support hand and found the Grand Master chair. She lay down and fell quietly there, like a lonely beast.
Mo Jun found a hemorrhage-suppressing medicine, but Yun Jinzi refused to approach him and refused to talk to him.
She just nestled there quietly, without talking or moving. Her white hair hangs on the ground, and the leopard lies on one side. The airflow formed by her breathing made the white hair unable to float.
Mo Jun said: "The clothes have been dried. Jinzi, please change your clothes."
Yun Jinzi didn't reply, no one knew what she was thinking, no one knew what kind of moody person she was now, no one knew what she would do next.
When she lay here, she looked like a simple child, but her hands were covered in blood. She was unreasonable, cruel and ruthless, and anyone who opposed her died in her hands in the end. She was not the real Yun Jinzi, but she never wanted to be a good person again.
The leopard noticed Yun Jinzi's depressed mood and whimpered to rub Yun Jinzi. Yun Jinzi hugged its big head and saw the golden vertical pupils. She touched it, and the leopard licked her face.
Yun Jinzi wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh at all at this time. Mo Jun stood behind her, the man, like a god, but he didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, and he didn't care what she was thinking in her heart, let alone what she wanted to get.
He just wanted to bring her back. He wished to go back to the past, thinking that everything could be started over and thought that even if Yun Jinzi changed, the heart that loved him would not change. He traveled thousands of miles to find Yun Jinzi, but what he was looking for was never Yun Jinzi.
It's that illusion.
It's that past.
It was Yun Jinzi before the age of sixteen. It was Yun Jinzi who was innocent, kind and lively before the age of sixteen. Now, no one liked or accepted Yun Jinzi.
They would only fear her, resent her, and curse her behind their backs, but after seeing her, they were filled with fear.
Mo Jun is not afraid of her, but he just wants to find her former one from her. But can she still come back alive in the past? It is impossible. Even if she is not a female ghost, but a real Yun Jinzi, she deeply understands that she will never go back to the past. Even if she forgets her unbearable memories, her body and soul will always remind her and tell her. If you can't go back, you are so innate, you are already covered in filth and cannot be washed away.
No one is willing to open his arms to accept, no one will understand, you can only pay tribute to yourself alone, silently, for your past self.
Gu Changfeng, who likes you, does not really want to protect you. He is just afraid that you will hurt his fellow disciples and elders; Mo Jun, who raised you, does not really like you. What he likes will never come back, you in the past.
There is only one king in this world.
Chapter completed!