Sixty-third bowl of soup (six)

The two were newlywed, so naturally they had to mix oil in honey. Prince Su was worried that Xiao Rong would come to the palace again, so he specially strengthened the garrison. The guards inside and outside had increased several times. In short, it would be fine if Xiao Rong didn't come. If Xiao Rong dared to come... he would have to peel off even if he didn't die.

He is now looking forward to Xiao Rong coming, and he will be able to teach this ignorant guy a lesson. Now Feng Jin is Princess Su and has no relationship with Xiao Rong anymore. If Xiao Rong is delusional, he doesn't mind dealing with him well.

Not to mention anything else, as a prince, especially a prince who has a good relationship with the emperor, Prince Su has about a hundred ways to make Xiao Rong uncomfortable.

Prince Su and Xiao Rong have also dealt with each other in the court in recent years. They know that this person is firm, talented, and loyal to the emperor of the country. He has married for many years and has not even had a concubine around him. When he goes out, he asks, who doesn’t say that Xiao Rong is good-character.

But it was such a person who lost the most important memory in his life, but now he remembered it again.

But what can I do when I think about it? If I think about it, can I go back to the past?

Xiao Rong had to consider too many things and was tied to too many things, so he could not be with Feng Jin at all. Even if he was together, there would be many problems - they could not be happy. This was destined to be when Xiao Rong took on other responsibilities and forgot the past.

It is best for Feng Jin to stay by his side, it is best for them to never meet each other. Prince Su firmly believes in this, so he guards Feng Jin firmly and will never let her leave him, and naturally he will not let Xiao Rong see her again. Prince Su's mansion is surrounded by water, and it is a ghost that Xiao Rong can come in.

But for Xiao Rong, this was a torture. He was entangled by memories of the past all the time. Every night, just close his eyes, and what appeared in front of him was Feng Jin who was a girl, smiling, innocent and cheerful, and then he was as calm as water. The previous second they hugged each other and said, "I'm old until I'm old," and Feng Jin told him to turn around and leave and not look back."

You can't be together anymore, you have to let go.

How could Xiao Rong do it? He was confused all day long, in a very poor spirit, and was completely lost. His wife took everything in her eyes, but said nothing.

No one knows you better than the person next to your pillow. Mrs. Xiao didn't understand what was going on at first, but day and night, Xiao Rong's dreams, his murmurs, and his strange performances on weekdays all made her understand one thing-Xiao Rong has something else to love. He once lacked a memory for a while, and she also knew this. However, Xiao Rong, who was full of energy in high school at that time, rode on a tall horse, and was handsome and extraordinary.

My father saw his thoughts and intended to recruit Xiao Rong as a son-in-law. When he arrived at Xiao Rong's hometown, he found out that he was not married or married, so they became husband and wife.

Everything should have been fine, but why did it become like this?

Why is the memory of the lost period of time like this?

Mrs. Xiao endured and said nothing. She could not lose her husband, and her children could not have a father. Before Xiao Rong recovered her memory, they were the happiest family. Xiao Rong was a loyal and generous husband, a serious and loving father, a filial father, and a bright future.

But now he suddenly remembered that this meant that everything could change. The woman who had been buried in her husband's heart for a long time, didn't know how beautiful it should be.

It must be beautiful, otherwise how could he be obsessed with her?

Mrs. Xiao pretended to know nothing, and she could only do this. If she had a showdown with Xiao Rong, what would the result look like? It would be better to pretend not to know nothing. In this way, it would be better than the embarrassment of having nothing to say in the future.

She loved her husband deeply and did not want to lose him.

So Mrs. Xiao was silent all the time. She saw Xiao Rong's weight loss. It was not that she felt sorry for her or was not in a hurry, but she just didn't know what to do.

She didn't even know who the person he loved was.

Until one day, when the palace was held a banquet, all the female relatives from the high-ranking families in the capital came to join in the fun, including the Princess Su who had been living in seclusion since she married Prince Su.

The second Princess Su appeared, Mrs. Xiao knew who the man his husband had always missed.

Eyes cannot deceive people. When Xiao Rong saw Feng Jin, his eyes lit up and he became alive. But Feng Jin didn't look at him from beginning to end, just as she said, meeting each other was just like she didn't know each other.

She was hugged by Prince Su and sat together after saluting the emperor and the queen. Prince Su didn't know what he said to her, so she saw her chuckling gently. The eyebrows and eyes were light and elegant, without much emotion, like a pool of calm spring water, clean and without turmoil.

It seems that such a magnificent palace or these nobles in rich clothes can't fool her eyes, and nothing is as important as Prince Su around her.

She only looks at him.

Feng Jin and Prince Su have been married for more than two months. She has been raised to gain weight, but she rarely goes out. Basically, she will never go out without going out. First, she has no interest in this world, and second, she does not want to meet Xiao Rong again.

She felt very tired and had no intention of always saying something to Xiao Rong not to be obsessed anymore. If this person doesn't listen, what's the point of saying it a hundred times?

As long as you avoid not seeing each other, Xiao Rong will figure it out one day, not to mention that the host's wish is only Prince Su, and Xiao Rong's life and death are not that important.

Feng Jin didn't feel that she was indifferent. She just felt a strange feeling, very sad and sad, but for some reason, this emotion has been filled with her soul in Wangchuan and has not changed until now.

Because she was here to attend the palace banquet, Feng Jin was unable to bring her pipa. To her, the pipa was more important than her soul. She couldn't bear to leave that pipa and took it with her everywhere, except that she was not allowed to touch anyone, even Prince Su.

Almost a pathological love.

She had no pipa when she was in the Forgetful River. It was not until she appeared in this first world that the pipa appeared beside her. This gave Feng Jin a wonderful feeling. She seemed to be able to learn a lot of stories from the pipa, and the pipa seemed to be talking to her all the time, but her voice was mute and she couldn't hear clearly.

"Try this, you love fish the most." Prince Su picked a piece of fish. Feng Jin loved fish, so he asked the chefs in the mansion to try every means to make fish for her in different ways. When he was young, he had a very rough and wild way of eating. Although he could not compare with the fineness of the palace, he also had a unique flavor.

Prince Su always wanted to take Feng Jin out to catch fish and eat it, but Feng Jin always felt tired recently, so he rarely went out in the mansion.

"Thank you, Prince, don't just care about me, you have to eat it myself." As she said that, Feng Jin picked up the fish meat and put it in her mouth and chewed it for a few bites. Before she could swallow it, she felt a nausea. She covered her mouth and vomited a little. It was in public and the palace. She wanted to hold it back, but it was really nauseous, so she had to vomit it out. Then she was out of control and vomited in a dark and dark way.

Prince Su was frightened, and the emperor quickly ordered someone to summon the imperial physician. The empress, who had given birth to several children, saw the clues and felt that this might be a joy. When the imperial physician came to take the pulse, hey, let alone, it was indeed a joy. She has been in more than two months of health. If you carefully calculate your life, it was probably the time they were pregnant when they were newlywed.

Maybe I had a good rest in the past two months, so I didn’t react. Today, this steamed fish caught Feng Jin’s morning sickness, which is also a strange thing.

Prince Su was shocked when he heard that his wife was pregnant. He didn't know what to do. He didn't dare to touch Feng Jin or talk to Feng Jin, for fear that his voice would scare her.

Xiao Rong's heart was mixed, and Mrs. Xiao looked at him quietly and gently touched his hand as he trembled.

It’s very sad, how could it not be sad? I got married and had children with other women, and now my beloved has become someone else’s wife and gave birth to children for other men.

Xiao Rong realized for the first time what fate is.

That was something that he never believed in, who was born in poor background.

But now, at this banquet of musical music, he seemed to suddenly understand what fate is.

That is something that is irresistible to him as a human being. He has reached his current position step by step, which is fate, so losing is also fate.

Even not accepting one's fate is a fate.

Xiao Rong was so sad that he couldn't even explain it clearly. He only knew that something suddenly broke and countless tiny pieces were stuck in his heart, making him unable to tell what is true and what is false, what is the past and what is present.

If you indulge in the past, it will hurt the present and endanger the future. You must let go, see what you want, and live hard.

It is the meaning of human existence.

Feng Jin never went to see Xiao Rong from the beginning to the end, and Prince Su only thought that Feng Jin was pregnant and wanted to be a father. He was so excited that he would not care about Xiao Rong. At this moment, he didn't remember who Xiao Rong was, no matter who he loved. Now that his wife is pregnant, they are about to usher in the arrival of a small life. As for Xiao Rong - whatever he loves, it's all his business!

Their family of three will be very happy. This is enough. Nothing else matters. Feng Jin now belongs to him completely. So what else is worth uneasy about?

She will never leave him again.
Chapter completed!