Sixty-sixth bowl of soup (three)

Ren Wusi is really good-looking. This kind of good-looking is different from the people Liuli has seen so far and has an impression in her mind. He is a person who is extremely capable of enduring and waiting. After all the truth is revealed to the public, he looks like a desperate. At this moment, his eyes are pure gentle. For Liuli, who can see through the hypocrisy, she cannot refuse such gentleness.

But at the same time, she felt something was wrong. So she grabbed the pipa, which trembled slightly under her hands. She seemed to feel something, but her brain so far did not allow her to do a more difficult behavior like "thinking", so she just slowly wiped away the dirt on Ren Wusi's face with her fingers, and then the handsome young man smiled at her.

All the servants of the Censor's Office changed a group of people, and the gentleness of treating Liuli formed a sharp contrast with the cruelty of treating others. In fact, Ren Wusi also knew that countless women who admire him, but who could accept him wholeheartedly like Liuli. Seeing his bright and beautiful appearance is one aspect, his dark heart is full of holes, and he has long been unable to live like an ordinary person.

He carries too much, which makes him unrecognizable.

He was Ren Wusi, calling this name and doing what "Ren Wusi" should do, and his soul and body were locked in a poisonous oath and could not be broken free.

He took the medicine bowl on one side, and the smell of the medicine that hit his face made Liuli subconsciously frown. Ren Wusi scooped a spoonful of coolness and sent it to her lips, coaxing her: "Can you take a sip?"

She turned her head away, it tasted weird and she didn't want to drink it.

Ren Wusi had no choice. He was the real person now, but he had long forgotten.

If he hadn't pretended that there was no hatred or concealment between them when they met, maybe he wouldn't have been like today.

The most beautiful thing in the world is just love at first sight. The most terrifying thing in the world is the least unwilling to let go, and it is also love at first sight.

He raised his head and took a sip of the medicine. Yun Danfengqing looked so scared that Liuli was afraid, but Ren Wusi was the one who was the most cruel to him. He put the medicine in his mouth and the root of his tongue was numb to the bitterness. Then he pinched Liuli's chin and kissed her.

Her strength was similar to a little cat, and Ren Wusi pressed it into it even if she didn't drink it. Liuli felt wronged inexplicably. The person in front of her was very gentle, but the gentle gaze didn't look at her, just like her soul was not the one she was originally.

Also because she has never received such tenderness.

She wiped her tears in anger and sobbed as if she hadn't grown up. She felt distressed and smiled when she saw Ren Wusi, holding her in her arms, coaxing her softly, Liuli held the pipa tightly and pressed her face on it. The cold white bones seemed to be warm, and she seemed to hear the white bones talking to her.

Ren Wusi didn't care about the origin of the pipa, nor did he care about why Liuli hugged it. If she liked it, she would keep it, and if she didn't like it, she would lose it. What a simple thing. He no longer wanted to continue to torture each other in hatred. After he died, he would go to the underworld and see his father.

There are not many, but there are not many, and what do you think of him? Isn’t it enough for so many years to sleep and eat?

"Open your mouth."

The sweet candied fruit was stuffed into her mouth, and Liuli's eyes were still covered with tears. She looked at the smiling young man in front of her. His slender fingers were beautiful and warm, and brushed through her cheeks, as if she could be relied on.

She took a bite of candied fruit and took a bite of medicine. Later, Liuli learned her lesson and held the medicine bowl herself. She didn't want to get close to Ren Wus, and she didn't know why.

But he was so nice to her. These good things are sincere and unswerving.

After raising her body for two months, she was finally allowed to get out of bed and walk around. During this period, Ren Wusi insisted on sleeping in the same bed with her every night. He never took care of her. After a long time, people's hearts were made of flesh, so Liuli naturally accepted him. But if someone other than Ren Wusi wanted to get close to her, she was still very alert, and her eyes seemed to be like everyone was an enemy.

The Censor's Mansion covers a wide area. I heard that this was originally the mansion of a leisurely prince. Later, the prince passed away and the mansion was abandoned until Ren Wusi gained power. The emperor gave it to him and also wrote the three big words "Censor's Mansion" by himself. The emperor had high hopes for Ren Wusi. As long as he continued according to the current situation, one day he would be able to establish a new prominent family.

But Ren Wusi didn't want these. He was not a person who longed for fame and fortune. All he wanted was simple food, wine, mulberry and hemp, a wife and a few children, and a family of happiness and peace. That's enough.

But why did he become such a terrible person in the end?

He was terminally ill and had no cure.

Therefore, at night, Liuli even felt scared when looking at his eyes. She was never afraid of anything. Even without memory, she gradually woke up with the help of the Pipa. But at this time, when Ren Wusi stared at her with his black eyes, she was afraid.

Ren Wusi covered her firmly and took away her little hand covering her chest. Although he didn't say anything, his eyes told her that he would not change his mind. It was like he was soulless, Liuli let go of her hand and asked him to peel her clean little by little, and then put down the Luowei Red Tent.

It is not necessarily true that people like Ren Wusi can't relieve themselves even if they don't relieve themselves in their lifetime. He is like a warm sun or a cold blade. But he thinks they are husband and wife, so how can a husband and wife not deserve it? To put it bluntly, this is his obsession.

He is alive, as if he is already dead, every move is caused by the desire deep in his heart, and reason can no longer control his emotions.

Liuli shook gently in his arms, and the pipa was lying quietly on the table outside. Occasionally, a few strings tried to get out of the body of the piano. They struggled hard for a few times and failed again.

It is one with Liuli. If she has no memory, then it is a dead thing. Even if the soul swallowed by the previous few worlds has barely gained some strength, it is far from enough and still cannot come out. It is trapped inside and can only live by relying on Liuli.

Because it is different from glazed.

Liuli had a dream.

When she woke up from a dream, she couldn't tell whether she was in a dream or outside.

In the dream, she was Fu Liuli, the daughter of the Fu family. When she was thirteen years old, she ran out of the house and was almost taken away by a kidnapper. A young man with a handsome face saved her. The young man was very gentle. He saw her spraining ankle and squatted down to carry her on her back, but after learning about her name, his expression changed again and again. She could not describe what kind of relationship it was, but it was not good anyway.

Later he sent her home and turned around and was about to leave. She called him, asked him for his name, and then asked him for his address. The little girl was really embarrassed.

The young man didn't want to have any contact with her at first, and just said that he came to Beijing to study, and now he is studying in the Imperial College. She was secretly happy when she heard this. Although she didn't know the other person's name, she could find it if she knew where he was.

When they met for the second time, she disguised herself as a man and mingled into the Imperial College, just in front of him. The young man was surprised and afraid that his husband would find him, so he gave her cover.

After a while, I became familiar with each other. Fu Liuli didn't understand why Brother Wushu liked him so much, so he always had to restrain himself and always kept his distance.

She didn't know the deep hatred that Ren Wusi couldn't say, just because she was happy whenever she saw her eyes, heard her voice, and even thought of her in her heart. At first she didn't want to be related, but later she was reluctant to say it, but in the end, she became afraid to say it.

But Fu Liuli was not so entangled and worried. She told her father directly that year that she had a sweetheart, but she insisted on dragging her father to see it. The girl was passionate and happy, and she didn't even notice Ren Wusi's complex and difficult-to-distinguish eyes.

The more you trust him and admire him, how heartbroken and desperate you are when you learn the truth.

It was clearly a dream, but my heart hurt like a knife.

The Fu family was ashamed of the Ren family, and this was the evil that should have been repaid. It would have been great if they had never met each other - Fu Liuli thought so. But she felt so sad and reluctant, the pain of the destruction of the family was intertwined with unforgettable love - she resented herself for seeing Ren Wusi's sincerity when she was crazy, and she hated each other for entanglement like this, and even more hated herself for not dying.

I can't bear to die.

Don't want to die.

I can still see him while I am alive, but I will lose nothing if I die.

It is a fact that my father colluded with the enemy and treason. Even without Ren Wusi, he would eventually be exposed one day. Killing the nine clans is the national law. Fu Liuli knew all this. But so what? Later she didn't know whether she hated heaven or man.

Maybe this is fate.

What is irresistible and irresistible is something that anyone must accept.

She saw Ren Wusi's struggle and pain in his heart, and saw him tearing open the scars in blood, and hardening his heart again and again to fulfill his oath. When he loved her, he swore a lot and said that if one day it made her sad and cry, she would have to endure thousands of times of pain.

He did do this. During the three crazy years, there were many people who were happy to find pleasure. He never took off his clothes, but she could still see the scars he exposed inadvertently.

The handsome young master Ren Wusi is actually covered in scars and cannot bear the eyes.

But how good is Fu Liuli?

These two people tried their best to be together, but they hid all their true feelings in their hearts and were unknown to everyone. In the end, they rotted into dust, and their souls gradually became distorted and uneasy.

Can't say it.

He won't tell her what he is.
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