Sixty-sixth bowl of soup (five)

After hearing Liuli's words, the pipa moved twice, lazily, as if he wanted to say something, but Liuli was in a daze and didn't pay attention.

Ren Wusi slept for three days this time. He hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time. He would dream as long as he sleeps. He dreamed of some sad and tormenting scenes, so he tried to avoid going to sleep, so he was depressed, with a faint darkness in his eyes. At first glance, it looked like a dead person crawling out of the grave.

When he woke up, the weather was very good. The sun was shining on the ground of the house. Slight dust particles appeared in the air, which looked very wonderful. A girl staring at him was sitting beside his bed.

That's his girl.

Liuli didn't intend to let him see that he remembered everything, but just smiled at him, then reached out to touch his frown brow. The man was carrying too many things, his soul was extremely heavy, and the pipa was clamoring to devour him.

Such sadness is enough to eat enough for the Pipa and not eat for a long time.

But she did not allow the pipa to act rashly, but she was only infected with despair. How could she clean it? Recover and rebirth, just like a newborn baby, so that she could start from scratch and forget everything.

"You're awake." She said softly, lowering her head and rubbing Ren Wusi's face with her little face. The dark circles on his face faded a lot, and his whole body looked even more gentle, with an indescribable yin energy. The depression that has been over the years cannot be changed in a short time.

Ren Wusi also rubbed her back. He was clumsy in terms of emotional expression, which was strange. When he was hiding his true identity, he could be said to be a lotus when he talked about love with Liuli, but now he is so stupid that he can't say anything, let alone please her.

"You've been sleeping for a long time, it's time to get up." Liuli held his face, "Let's go out and bask in the sun."

Ren Wusi should have to go to court, but he didn't go there for three days. The palace sent someone to ask. He learned that the censor was "seriously ill and coma", so he went back to report that the emperor was merciful and gave him more sick leave, asking him to recover before going to court. There was an imperial physician who came over to take the pulse, but the result could not be diagnosed. Of course, it was not the case that he could not diagnose it. It was more expensive to diagnose it, and he was just sleepy.

Liuli's words made Ren Wusi a little confused, but he quickly realized that these three days and three nights were the first time in so many years that he had not dreamed of his father covered in blood, and that there was no poisonous oath echoing in his ears. When he woke up, he even felt very happy and felt like he had been reborn.

Maybe it wasn't that appropriate, but to be more precise, he let go, figured it out, and was also desperate.

It doesn't matter what happens. He will spend the rest of his time with Liuli, and no one can stop him.

So he held Liuli's hand and put it on his lips and kissed it gently: "Does Liuli miss her brother?"

She smiled obediently: "I thought about it, brother, get up quickly, let's go out to bask in the sun."

After saying that, he ran over to take his clothes. Ren Wusi put on the scholar's robe, washed and tied his hair, and looked much more energetic. He was no longer the yin-like appearance before, so he could really bear the handsome young man in the hearts of the noble girls in the capital.

Even Liuli had to admit that Ren Wusi was pretty. If he hadn't had this grudge, he would have been extremely outstanding and would not have become what he is now.

But fortunes make people beat people, and God never cares whether you are innocent or wronged. If he gives you pain, you will suffer. Maybe your pain is ten or a hundred times that of ordinary people, but so what? If you can't resist, you can only accept it.

Let's wait.

Survive until death.

Because this is fate.

Liuli gradually realized the authenticity of fate. It is said that God is fair, but she knows that he is the most unfair. He is getting worse and worse to good people and is getting better and better to bad people. He is not saying anything but not repaid. The time has not come, but the time has come, and the weather-beaten people can no longer see it. So what's the use?

If you don’t want to be entangled by evil spirits, you can only accept your fate.

Ren Wusi held her hand and walked around the mansion. The Censor's Mansion was too big, and the rockery flowing water scenery was unique. As the atmosphere became warmer and warmer today, the koi in the pond was no longer as lazy as in the deep winter. She slowly waved her tail. Under the sun, the water surface was sparkling, and the golden koi shone with light. Occasionally, a little water droplet burst out from the lake, and Liuli picked up the stone and threw it away.

Unfortunately, her head was not accurate enough, so Ren Wusi held her hand and taught her, and the two of them laughed in the pavilion.

In fact, at the beginning, only Liuli was smiling, and Ren Wusi just curled the corners of his lips slightly. He didn't look very good when he smiled. He didn't want Liuli to be afraid, but Liuli poked the corners of his mouth with his fingers and made faces, showing a very good look like a child.

I can learn to laugh like this without a teacher. Later, Ren Wusi didn’t pay attention to laughing. Anyway, I’m happy, so why bother to care whether it looks good or not?

He held her in his arms, feeling that this was the life he had always dreamed of. The wish he had longed for in his dreams countless times but could not get. Now it has come true, which made Ren Wusi feel a little unbelievable. He hugged Liuli tightly, afraid that she would be fake, afraid that he would be in an illusion. When he woke up, these beauty would be broken like soap bubbles, and what he left for him was still a dark abyss.

But… “Why are you still holding it?”

Of course, he was willing to accept Liuli Ren Wusi, but this pipa... is so ignorant of the current affairs that blocked the two of them?

Liuli held the pipa and was as careful as guarding the treasure: "I like it, I want to carry it with me."

Ren Wusi was reluctant to say anything she liked, so he had to hold her helplessly... and the pipa.

In fact, Pipa felt very disgusted and was not willing to be hugged by such a mortal. It’s a pity that it is now controlled by others. Liuli finally remembered it and was not controlled by the drug. Otherwise, it would still be a dead object now and could not even move.

This feeling is really terrible. When will it be free?!

Liuli didn't pay attention to what Pipa was thinking, she snuggled back into Ren Wusi's arms, "Brother..."

Ren Wusi nodded.

Although he remembered everything, Liuli didn't know what the host really wanted. It was absolutely impossible to say that he was killing Ren Wusi. What made the host suffer was that he knew right and wrong, but he still loved this person deeply and could not do anything at all. He said that he was with Ren Wusi, but he would not. The real Liuli died when he gave birth to a dead baby, and Ren Wusi died after he came back and found out. The current development situation was different from the memories she had obtained, and these never happened.

It is also because Liuli cannot tell what the host really wants.

Are you well with Ren Wusi?

If possible, why should the two of them struggle like this? The hatred between them is too deep. Even if they are unwilling to hate each other, there are never less psychological torture day and night.

There is no way to be together.

I can't bear to kill him or be with him. Could it be...I want to have another child?

Liuli remembered the scene when he was coaxed and deceived by Ren Wusi when he had no memories. He seemed to have an obsession. That obsession was to form a happy and happy home with Liuli. It is not enough to have a husband and wife in a family, and it also needs children.

Perhaps…the same is true of the host’s wish?

Liuli thought about it and felt that it was very likely, but she was not sure and there was no definite answer. Everything was guessed out of thin air. All she could do now was to maintain the status quo and follow Ren Wus' rhythm, although this person was so crazy that she couldn't understand it.

Ren Wusi was of course a lunatic, but his reason suppressed this madness. And eating the second child and getting no memories of past Liuli made him no longer restrain himself.

At first, he restrained himself to avenge his revenge, but later he restrained himself to prevent himself from loving her. What else does he need to restrain now?

Does he want to climb up any further?

I don’t want to be an official anymore. No matter how high he is, it is meaningless. He is wealth, money and power. These are all things that Ren Wusi disdains. He wants Liuli.

Then don't live so cautiously anymore. Maybe he can be arrogant once, care about nothing, and think about nothing. If he was greeted at the end of the end, he would be willing to be burned to death.

What's the use of destroying Liuli's hands? He just wanted to get that little bit of warmth, and it didn't matter what happened in the future.

"I want to be a bride."

Ren Wusi was stunned when he heard this. After Liuli said it naively, she looked at him eagerly, looking very eager.

He said that he owed her a wedding, maybe this is what the host regretted.

But Ren Wusi didn't reply for a while. Liuli began to worry if he had forgotten or because he was too obvious, so he said aggrievedly: "Don't brother want to have a player's house drink with Liuli?"

Of course, Ren Wusi thought that his greatest wish in his life was to be able to openly carry his beloved Liuli home, but their identities were destined to be a silly marriage. Neither of their parents wished each other was blessed by each other, and this was the best they could get.

"Do you want a player's house wine?"

Liuli's eyes were shiny: "Play!"

Ren Wusi chuckled. "Then I'll give my brother some time and make a beautiful phoenix crown and robe for us?"

"How long will it take to wait? I really want to play now..." She was so aggrieved.

Ren Wusi kissed her face, "It won't be long."

He owed her too much and wanted to give her too much. The wedding was supposed to be held when she was sixteen, but it was so late.
Chapter completed!