Seventy-nine bowl soup (seven)

Liang Ze always wanted to meet Qinghuan, but Uncle Kong looked too tight and couldn't find a chance. No one answered the phone number he called her. Until one day, Qinghuan took the initiative to contact him and made an appointment with him to meet at a milk tea shop he liked very much, asking him not to tell anyone and go there alone.

For a long time... Liang Ze didn't feel like his heart was beating like thunder and nervous. Perhaps his personality became particularly calm after his adolescence. He obviously went to meet his ex-girlfriend who had broken up, but he was so excited that he was like a young man who had just fallen in love, choosing back and forth in the suit in the closet. He didn't know which outfit to look better.

When parents and sister learned that they came to help with the choice, they even gave him a death order to dress up to see if they could use beauty to coax the little girl home. After so many years, they have been a family, and no one can do if they are missing at home.

With everyone's help, Liang Ze changed his clothes and prepared to go out.

Qing Huan arrived earlier than the agreed time. She sat in the corner by the window and ordered a cup of caramel milk tea for a long time. Liang Ze arrived half an hour in advance, but she seemed to have been sitting here for a long time.

He nervously wiped his sweaty palms on his pants: "Qinghuan..."

"Sit down, what do you want to drink?"

"I, I can drink anything."

Qing Huan smiled and ordered a cup of orange juice for him. This milk tea shop is not big, and most of them are places where couples come. Liang Zexi wears a handsome dress and is very successful at first glance, and she is simply out of place with milk tea. "I haven't been here for a long time. I found a diary from the past. It said that we both came here often in the past, but that was something that happened many years ago. Although it is still a milk tea shop here, the decoration inside has changed and the boss has also changed."

Liang Ze felt that she had something in her words, but her appearance was the same, but her inner one was different, just like she was talking about the fact that she had lost her memory and was not the same person as her in the past. "What's wrong with you?"

"Do you think I am now?"

She asked a question without any brainstorm, but Liang Ze thought about it and answered seriously: "Okay."

"I think so." Qinghuan smiled, "In the past, I was too selfish and willful, and I like to act coquettishly and cry, but I had a bad temper. If I don't like it, I would make a big fuss and make a fuss. I insisted on listening to me, otherwise I would make an unreasonable fuss. Now, even if I am myself, I can't stand such a personality. It's really normal for you to want to break up." Think about it from the perspective of others, if she has a boyfriend with the same personality as her, she would have a mental breakdown and wanted to break up every day.

Liang Ze didn't know what she wanted to express, so he could only listen quietly.

"Whether in the diary, online, or in the photos, except for the two of us, the woman named Wan Di has always been with us."

"You are good friends, and Wan Di and I are also friends..."

"Is that?" Qing Huan laughed even happier, "Have Wan Di told you that she had taken me to see a psychologist?"

"What?"

"No." Her smile slowly disappeared. "I thought it was my own suspicion. The lipstick marks on your shirt, the perfume that belongs to a woman in your pocket, and the long hair that occasionally wears on her body... The quarrels during that period should be terrible, but unfortunately I can't remember them, only I still remember them in my diary."

Of course, Liang Ze also remembered that he was exhausted by Qinghuan's forced self-pity. No matter how she explained, she refused to believe it, and insisted on him admitting it, which made the troubles turn over.

"Wan Di said that men love to steal fish, and they will never admit that you must force him, otherwise he will never tell the truth; Wan Di said that Liang Ze is very popular with female subordinates in the company, and there are many women who want to pursue him, but she can't stand it for me; Wan Di said that Liang Ze is most afraid of pestering, you are his girlfriend, you don't need to be reasonable, he doesn't let you go, he doesn't love you... Look, there are so many Wan Di in this diary. Now that I have become an outsider without memory, I realized that it turned out that Wan Di has run through our feelings from beginning to end." Qing Huan felt that he was stupid before his amnesia, "Now think about it, who is more likely to create the so-called evidence of cheating than Wan Di, who is your assistant?"

"Wait a minute, you just said psychiatrist..."

At this time, Liang Ze's most concerned about Qinghuan's body and spirit. He really loves her and cares about her very much, but what can that happen? Qinghuan looked at him, took the file bag on the seat next to him, and pushed it to Liang Ze. "You can choose to watch it or not."

Liang Ze opened the file bag, and Qinghuan didn't have much stuff in it, and her diary was also in it. "The quarrel made me feel bad in my mental state. Wan Di suggested that she knew a very good psychiatrist who could help me get out of the trough and help us solve the emotional crisis. I went there and believed it. The doctor said that I had depression and prescribed some medicines for me, but after taking those medicines, my mood became worse and worse."

"I stopped the medicine for a while, and there was another sign of cheating on you. We had a big fight again - the argument was so fierce. I know you were tired. You wanted to break up with me. The diary was very clear. At that time, I thought of suicide."

Qinghuan's smile became a little sarcastic, "A few days ago, I had a whim and asked Uncle Kong to help me check it out. I realized that the psychologist and Wan Di were more than just friends, and they were simply a spare tire that was infatuated with her. These days, some doctors have no medical ethics, do you know?"

She had never suffered from depression, but was so full of ignorance by Uncle Liang Aunt Liang and Liang Ze. She was just a little willful and petite, but after having Wan Di as a friend, she gradually became domineering and arrogant. This had nothing to do with the Liang family, but with her "good friend" who was ambitious and face-loving. Wan Di deliberately guided the simple Qinghuan, making her gradually become unrecognizable, for Liang Ze.

Until she went to see the psychologist, took a bunch of messy medicines, and took out the disease that she had not had before. After a long time, her mental state could not be loaded, and she completely collapsed.

"Now, I should thank you for this suicide, otherwise I can't wake up, it's okay." Qinghuan took a sip of milk tea - it was already cold, but the taste was still very sweet. She looked at Liang Ze and looked at him and looked at the information. Her handsome face turned from disbelief to cold. "So we can't make up again."

Liang Ze heard this and looked up at her. There were many emotions in his eyes. But Qinghuan didn't want to go see her anymore. She was afraid that she would be soft-hearted and not persistent enough. "I am not a good girlfriend. I am always too childish, I love to act coquettishly and cry, I like you to stay with me and circulate around me. There is no one else in my life except me - you used to say that I am the cutest, and I hope I will always maintain that kind of innocence. Later you spoiled me and told me that I am not mature enough, not gentle enough, not enough to stand behind you to support you. Now I have become gentle and sensible, and you are willing to ask me, but if we are together, you will soon feel that I am boring and boring now, but no matter how you miss me, the simple and willful I will not come back.

Now I am no longer the same as yesterday, and who knows tomorrow?

I'm not a very good girlfriend, and the last time I broke up was forever.

If we are together again and I do something wrong in the future, you will never teach me why I am wrong, where the mistake is, how to correct and how to remedy it.

I will only treat me coldly again.

Such a thing, as long as you think of it, you will feel extremely terrible.

Let's not be together again.

Don't come to me again."

She read the diary from beginning to end. Every time she quarreled, Liang Ze never spoke harshly to her. The most excessive thing he had ever done was to turn around and leave, and throw it to the door hard. When he appeared next time, he would still be the one who was very gentle and loved her. This made Qinghuan feel like she was - no matter what, Liang Ze would love her.

But every time she used such a cold war, she became extremely insecure. Liang Ze never told her what had done wrong, nor did he teach her how to correct it. He would only turn around silently and then return to her in silence.

They were together as a teenager, and it took ten years for them to break up.

So, after reconciliation this time, he returned to her side. Maybe she would soon recover her memory, maybe she would soon become her former self. What would Liang Ze say at that time?

I thought you changed it, but you didn't change it at all.

I'm so disappointed with you.

Let's break up.

Then did she commit suicide?

No, she won't. She is lucky to be alive now, and she can't bury herself for love again.

So the best way is not to meet again, and not to think about being together, so that you will not be sad and no problems will happen. Wan Di has never been the main problem between them, and the two of them are not suitable to be together at all. Even if she has changed now, who can guarantee that she will not become worse, willful and unbearable?

Liang Ze pinched the file bag in his hand, and Qinghuan saw that it was gradually stained with water. She turned her head and pretended not to see anything. She still liked this person, but in reality, another voice in her heart was longing to make peace with him as before.

It may be possible to reconcile, but how can it be possible to be reconciled?

They will always remember this incident. After that, it will become an old wound, buried in their hearts, and when they are dug out, they will feel heartbroken.

It won't be good.

It won't be good at all.
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