Eighty-two bowl of soup (10)

Zhan Lu was not satisfied with such a life that was controlled by people. He discovered that the nature buried in his blood was close to the beast and evil spirit, and he was full of hatred and resentment towards the world, hoping that it could be completely destroyed. After he learned the truth of the matter, he felt that the world was even more filthy, so it would be better to destroy it early.

But he couldn't bear to leave Qinghuan and the person he missed day and night, so he still lived in a tree house. Even if he had something to do, he would come back soon. But what he actually knew was that he was no longer the child picked up by Qinghuan more than 20 years ago. In his heart, he longed for killing and blood, and even wanted the whole world to die.

Everyone says he is a beast or a monster, so he will show them so that they will not make mistakes.

Qinghuan was grabbed by him and held it firmly, watching him write strokes and strokes in his palm - this was all she taught him, but she never thought that things would develop to this point today. She even felt sad, and even her eyes were sore.

As a product of wolf ghosts and humans, is Zhan Lu willing? Is Zhan Lu willing to lose his or her orphan when he was young and bullied and humiliated? This world has never given Zhan Lu any kindness, and it seems that he is taking it for granted that he hates this world.

However, there are more innocent people living in this world. They should die for nothing.

Qinghuan gently touched Zhan Lu's head. She taught many children, but only Zhan Lu took a path that she didn't want to see. It was too late to save things. "What do you want to do? Are you going to waste the Tiandao Sect because you were bullied by many disciples when you were young?"

When Zhan Lu heard this, Ding Yangyang stared at her, his pupils slowly contracted, showing a blood-red color.

He wants to kill someone.

But that person is difficult to approach and hard to kill. He cannot tell Qinghuan all this. The purpose of his hard work over the years is nothing more than this.

Qinghuan saw that he didn't respond, he actually guessed it almost. Zhan Lu had his own thoughts, and no matter what the reason was, he would not tell her.

She stood up and wanted to go back to her room, but Zhan Lu thought she was leaving, so she subconsciously pulled her back. Now he was much taller than her and his strength was far stronger than her. Qinghuan couldn't stand steadily and was pulled into his arms by Zhan Lu, and then hugged her tightly.

Zhan Lu did not speak, but breathed quietly beside her neck, making a gurgling sound in her throat, and even transformed into furry black ears and tail to Qinghuan. Her head was arching on her palm, as if she was asking her not to leave, and pleasing her, hoping that she could not be angry.

This look is rare. Qinghuan hesitated for a few seconds, but still reached out to hug him and patted Zhan Lu on the back. She sighed: "You always refuse to speak, and you don't want me to know if you have any worries. How can I know I won't help you?"

Zhan Lu used his fingers to write on her back, stroke by stroke.

I killed, a lot, many people.

Of course there are enemies who have bullied him, but there are also many innocent people. He doesn't know that those people are good people and bad people. The power of the wolf ghost is awakened in his bloodline, and he has no rationality when killing.

He longs for blood to calm himself down, and when he wakes up, he will suffer and regret it. He is just a monster. Maybe it’s like those who cursed him before he dies, and he will die, the more miserable he dies, the better.

He is not accepted by this world, so he does not accept this world either.

Qinghuan understood the words he wrote, and he could not speak in words. She gently patted Zhan Lu's back and rubbed his furry ears according to his wishes. "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, I won't ask anymore, but... I hope you, no matter what you are going to do, you must think about yourself, and you must remember that I will always be on your side."

If this world is doomed to perish and cannot be saved, then she hopes that Zhan Lu can live a happier life. She knows his innocence better than anyone else, and his cruelty better than anyone else. To be honest, only the word "Creation" can explain it. This is something Qinghuan has seen countless times. You are very good. You should not have been treated like this, but God refuses to favor you. He wants you to experience all the sufferings in the world and keeps your original intentions unchanged, but in the end he does not call you a Buddha. It seems that you have no meaning to suffer these sufferings, and others can live well easily, and you are not qualified to breathe freely.

This is how Zhanlu is.

If he was born in an ordinary family, he should be able to live a happy life, at least not be insulted or abused by others like he did more than 20 years ago; if the people of the Tiandao Sect could give him a little kindness, perhaps he would not have resentment; even... if - wait a moment.

Qinghuan suddenly thought of a question. Since everyone knows that Zhan Lu is the product of wolf ghosts and monks, and knows that there is a terrible power in his body, why not kill him from the beginning? That would be the end? Qinghuan recalled the scene when he first saw Zhan Lu. Although many people bullied him and did too much to him at that time, he never really endangered his life. Those disciples could kill him, but they did not take action because they still had a bottom line in their hearts?

How is it possible.

Then... they knew that they could not kill Zhan Lu? A humble child who had no ability to protect himself and could not even speak should be able to solve it at will. However, they did all kinds of cruel things to him, but no one really killed him.

Qinghuan always felt that there was something else she didn't know at all.

As she said, the past has passed and will not come back. What happened in this world that had already perished, whether she or Linglong, is unknown. They can only obtain a few words from some people in this world to speculate on the abnormality.

Zhan Lu was motionless in Qinghuan's arms, and he seemed to have changed back to that small Zhan Lu. At that time, he put down his guard and could rely on the girl in front of him. But now that he has grown up, she is the same color as before. He cannot keep her by his side, or even protect her.

He has too little and carries too much. Living like this is too tiring, and even Zhan Lu feels exhausted. He lives without any happiness at all. Hate and grief are the whole of his life, and Qinghuan is the only color in this tragic life.

But even such a little color, he couldn't catch it.

Otherwise, how could she disappear again and again? This is enough to show that he is not favored.

All Qinghuan could do was just to touch his ears gently, and Zhanlu made a comfortable grunt, and his vertical pupils gradually changed back. At this moment, he looked no different from that back then, but they all knew that in fact, many places were different.

Qinghuan probably had a clear idea in her heart, but her guess came too unfounded, and Zhan Lu would never tell her the truth, so she would only lie to him once.

She always disappears suddenly and appears suddenly, right? If she disappears this time, Zhan Lu wouldn't think she hides it on purpose.

It was late at night, and Qinghuan covered Zhan Lu with a blanket. He slept with her and breathed smoothly. She touched his face and turned away. When Zhan Lu woke up the next morning, she was no longer by her side. Zhan Lu had long been used to this situation. He just touched the half of the bed that had already fallen off, sat up and was stunned for a while, and did his own thing as before.

After Qinghuan left the tree house, she went to find Linglong. Linglong was very happy to see her, but Cheng Jiuzhou looked at her coldly, as if she was approaching Linglong with some invisible purpose.

When Linglong learned about Qinghuan and Zhan Lu, her first reaction was... "Then just do whatever he wants. This world is destined to be destroyed. It is one thing to be saved. It is normal that it cannot be saved. If this world is destroyed, Zhan Lu will be very happy? He is happy, aren't you happy?"

Logical perfection.

"How can this work? There are still many people living..."

"But what does it have to do with Zhan Lu when they are alive? He doesn't care about this world, and the world doesn't care about it. If you want to destroy it, you can destroy it." Linglong didn't care at all. "Qinghuan, not everyone is like you, who can repay their grievances with kindness. Most of the time, we prefer to take our anger."

Like her, a wolf bit her and she could even kill all the dogs in the world.

Qinghuan and Linglong are two completely different people. She seems indifferent but is actually the most gentle, while Linglong looks innocent and childish, but she is really ruthless. Therefore, the two chose the same path, but they have completely different ways of living. No one can say that they are right, and they cannot deny that the other party is wrong.

"...Forget it, I won't talk about this anymore. I want to ask you, have you checked the matter I asked you before?"

"You are talking about Zhan Lu? I asked Jiuzhou. It seems that many people know that there is such a wolf ghost monk's product, but no one knows who his biological mother is. I only know that it was the head master who brought him back, saying that he was pitiful, so he saved his life. But seeing the head master's appearance, it doesn't seem to teach him, otherwise why would he just leave people behind and let so many people bully him at will?" Linglong couldn't understand what was going on. "What do you think? What do you think Zhan Lu wants to slaughter the Tiandao Sect for bloody?"

Qinghuan shook his head: "I don't know, I just... guessed it, that's all. Since you can't find out, we will know when he comes. But by that time, I'm afraid there will be blood flowing like a river."

Linglong likes blood and soul, she smiled and bent her eyebrows, "If this is the case, it would be better."
Chapter completed!