How uncomfortable would it be if she felt more uncomfortable than him?

Lu Jinnian just thought about it simply and felt a little unacceptable. After that, he felt deeply guilty.

They were right. This was indeed his negligence. He loved her for so many years. Every time he had sex with her, he felt like a dream, so he forgot about contraception. Coincidentally, she also forgot, and then this tragedy happened.

When I was in school, there were not many boys living in the same dormitory who had sex with forbidden fruits in love. Then everyone was young and ignorant, and some had life.

He remembered that one time in high school, a girl didn't know she was pregnant and even participated in a long-distance running. Then when she ran to the last lap, she suddenly had a heavy bleeding. Later, she realized that it was a miscarriage. At that time, the school felt that it was affecting the school spirit, so she finally persuaded the girl to leave. When the girl came to school to pack things, her eyes were swollen. Not long after, the boy had a new girlfriend. Every time the other girls talked about that girl, they even scolded her for not knowing how to check.

Another time, it was when I was in college. The boy who slept on his lower bunk had a good family condition and talked about a Chinese department flower. The department flower had aborted him three times. The boy did not feel pity for the woman at all. Later, when he was drinking and bragging, he repeatedly showed off his thing. After graduation, the boy dumped the girl mercilessly, and the girl was unable to get pregnant for life.

Because things didn't matter to me, I didn't care at all. I forgot those things after that. Until tonight when Qiao Anhao died of abortion and ended up with miscarriage, those two things somehow became particularly clear in my memory.

At that time, he felt that the two boys were a bit scumbag and the girls were too pitiful. He even secretly swears in his heart that if one day he could be with Joan, he would never let her experience this darkness. He would give her all the best things that he had given her in the world.

But, what about now?

He still let her experience these tragic things...

If he didn't touch her, if he restrained himself, if he remembered contraceptive...If he saw her vomiting a few days ago, he thought of morning sickness...If...

Lu Jinnian clenched his hands tightly into fists, his throat sore and aching.

There are obviously so many things that can prevent misery from happening, but he did not do anything at the beginning.

He's sorry for her.

He agreed to give her good things, but he gave her darkness.

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Lu Jinnian stayed asleep all night and stayed by Qiao Anhao's bed.

As the doctor said, anesthetics and sleeping pills caused her to sleep for so long but still no sign of waking up. The doctor came once on the way and said that it was nothing serious, just sleeping deeply.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Lu Jinnian called his assistant and asked him to answer him and Qiao Anhao who was still sleeping, and went straight back to Jinxiu Garden.

Chen's mother had woken up and saw the car coming back. She immediately came out. Seeing Qiao Anhao in Lu Jinnian's arms, she was still sleeping, she immediately asked with a worried look: "Mr. Lu, how are you doing?"

In the early summer morning, it was a little cold outside. Lu Jinnian was afraid that Qiao An would catch a cold, so he ignored Chen Ma's words and went straight into the house.
Chapter completed!