Chapter 133 Sakakibara Raku finally had a near-miss night(2/3)
The good brother turned into a scumbag brother.
There was thunder outside the window, raindrops pounded on the window, and the surrounding air suddenly became silent.
Sakakibara was exhausted both physically and mentally.
Nanami Nanami fell back on the pillow, turning her body sideways with her back to the very depressed Sakakibara Raku, "Whose perspective are you looking at this matter from, whether it's brother, sister-chan, or me...
, there is nothing wrong. But as far as I am concerned, this is all your fault, brother."
Sakakihara Raku was no longer in an angry mood. He sighed and asked Tianhai Qimingyue:
"I want to know, where did I go wrong?"
"Amorous, overly gentle... No wonder my sister-chan says she hates people with a personality like her brother's."
"...Isn't it bad to care about others...?"
"There's nothing wrong with that, but caring is a two-way street. If you give the other person what they need, the other person is likely to become dependent on you."
Sakakibara Raku: "But if you give someone good things and make them rely on you for a long time, isn't this... a simple scoundrel?"
Tianhai Qimingyue held her face with the back of her hands, closed her eyes and said:
"Yes, this is a scoundrel, but why didn't the elder brother rely on the elder sister like this? How did the elder sister treat the rogue brother? Didn't the elder brother think about how he felt when he was rejected after confessing to his elder sister? Didn't the elder sister be there?
When you agreed to your brother's confession, did you consider how your brother would feel after being rejected?"
"..."
Tenami Nanimeige's long string of words left Raku Sakakibara speechless.
"Like someone is this kind of emotion, this kind of emotion is not wrong, and it is also an important emotion interspersed between people... If my brother wants to end it, the only solution is to let the person he likes
One party lets go of such feelings...but once certain feelings are established, it is not so easy to escape."
The Seven Bright Moons in the Sky and the Sea stopped for a second or two.
"Brother, you must understand that Sister Jiang has lived with you for more than ten years. You cooked for her, washed clothes, told her stories when she was a child, and protected her more than once.
"Girls tend to be weak and need a sense of security. In this relationship that has been established for more than ten years, what kind of feelings does your brother think your sister will have towards you? The word dependence cannot even be used to describe it.
"The day after you confirm your relationship with your sister, you should tell her the matter."
Hearing this, Sakakihara Raku understood the current situation.
Regarding his matter, it is right to say that he is right, and he is wrong to say that he is wrong.
From different perspectives, the degree of viewing emotions is also different.
A small rejection can really cause serious psychological shadow.
Tianhai Qimingyue: "As for me, brother, there is no need to consider it. I am not expecting your response."
"...Then why did you forcefully kiss me?"
"That's revenge on my sister."
"...Because of me, your sisterly relationship broke down?"
"How is it possible? My sister is still my sister, it's just that we have different choices in how to treat our brother."
......
The chaotic events and relationships these days have caused Raku Sakakihara to suffer a lot.
The beautiful girl he likes agrees to him, and there is another beautiful girl who likes him.
This is certainly a happy thing.
But the current emotional relationships between several people are destined to make things a complicated whirlpool.
Sakakibara Raku wants to live in peace with everyone while maintaining his love relationship with Amami Kuruuri.
I have to talk to Ah Ling.
"I'm going to talk to Ah Ling. Qi Mingyue, are you going to sleep here tonight?"
"Well..." Tianhai Qimingyue, who closed her eyes, answered with obvious sleepiness in her voice.
"That's okay."
Sakakibara Raku walked out of the bedroom and quietly came to Sakakihara Suzu's room next door.
He found that the door was unlocked, so he pushed it open and looked inside.
The room was in her unique mess. Her clothes and skirts were placed at the end of the bed, her headphones and mobile phone were placed casually in front of the computer desk, the chair was tilted at an angle, and there was a shelf of school uniforms she wore only for school hanging on the wardrobe.
Compared with before, her room just has one more rabbit, wealth.
Fugui sleeps in a cage, but Ah Ling cleans his residence very cleanly.
That's not right.
Since you know how to clean, why do you bother to help yourself clean all day long?
Sakakihara Raku found a bulging ball of quilt and a small foot on the bed. Perhaps Suzu heard the sound of her coming in, so she took back her exposed foot.
Raku Sakakihara took her doll, came to her bedside and sat down familiarly, and looked at the blinds that were beaten by the rain.
"Angry?"
"...No." Soon, the answer came from the quilt.
"Huh?" Raku Sakakihara turned his head to look at the pink quilt, "You shouldn't be angry?"
"Why should I be angry with you...I don't care about your affairs either...It should be said that I can't control it either. Who you like is your business..."
"That's what I say, but I still have to take care of your feelings."
The pink quilt suddenly stirred, and Sakakibara Suzu's head suddenly slipped out from beside where Sakakihara Raku was sitting. She lay looking at Sakakihara Raku next to her:
"Then you and Jiuliuli are dating, why don't you tell me..."
"What I plan to tell you. I thought about it for several days and decided to find a suitable time to tell you. I originally planned to tell you today, but you encountered that kind of thing this afternoon. In order to take care of your mood...
.I decided to try another time."
"Do you like Jiureli?" Suzu Sakakihara suddenly asked.
"Well, I like her."
"...Why?" Sakakihara Suzu lifted the quilt to her face, and at the same time, her beautiful purple eyes began to dodge. She suddenly felt a sense of failure in her heart.
"Why... This is a very complicated question. It's okay to say that I like her beauty, but what moved me first was her words of encouragement."
"What did she say."
"She told me that cooking is also a great thing."
"Is it because of this?"
"Just because of this."
Suzu Sakakihara suddenly lowered her voice: "I'm really a good strategy boy."
"But there are very few gentle girls nowadays, right? Think about the classmates around you. In the real world, there is no one as gentle and beautiful as Jiuliuli."
Sakakihara Suzu didn't want to hear her brother praise her: "She is your adopted sister, and Uncle Amami would not agree."
"He agreed."
"What is this..."
Sakakihara Suzu, who was huddled in bed, felt that the rain outside the window seemed to be much heavier.
"There are a lot of reasons, probably related to Tianhai's family. In short, I could still relax during high school and college, but I won't have so much time to work in the future."
"Brother...do you really like Jiuliuli?"
"I like it. I feel very happy holding hands with her."
Sakakihara Suzu felt that the sound of rain in her ears was getting louder again, mixed with the faint sound of wind and thunder. She habitually retracted her body into the bed.
Sakakibara couldn't see her head, but she seemed to have no intention of ending the conversation.
"Brother..." she shouted in a small voice.
"Huh?"
"We are still brother and sister, right? I am still your sister."
"Yes."
"...You are a bad guy and a bad man."
"Why are you scolding me all of a sudden?"
"That's right!"
Sakakihara Suzu then said: "But you are really a good brother, and I am telling the truth... I have felt this way since I was a child. Every time I chat with my classmates, I will brag to them about having an older brother.
When I see the things you gave me being dropped on the ground and trampled under their feet, I will get very angry and hit them, no matter how many of them there are..."
It was clear that there was only a very dull tone in the quilt, but Raku Sakakihara felt sour at the corner of his mouth.
To be continued...