"Nine-glazed glass?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't respond to him. She just hugged her legs and huddled secretly behind the flower bed.

Just looking at her like this, Kanbaru's heart welled up with indescribable emotions.

This look is very familiar to Kanbaru, and it can even be said that he has seen it many times.

My past self, A Ling who ran away from home when she was a child and hid under a bridge and got wet from the rain... They all looked like they were alone, with no one approaching and no one caring.

Kaname Yuara tried to get closer to her, squatted down beside her, and asked in a gentle voice:

"Just... did you hear the entire conversation between my aunt and I?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't look at him, but still nodded slightly, but after that, he buried his face deeper.

It is hard to imagine that Jiuliuli, who has always been tall, bright, gentle and elegant, would show such a fragile look now.

"Jiu Liuli, don't take what my aunt said just now...she probably wanted to——"

"Brother... needless to say... I know everything... I've known it for a long time. Qi Mingyue also hinted to me many times a long time ago..." Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice became louder and louder as he spoke.

Xiao, the more he talks, the more he swallows.

Jiuliuli already knew?

Have you known for a long time how your mother views you?

But even if she knew it, she would still be hurt if her mother told her about it.

"Since you know all about Jiuliuli, why do you still do this...?"

"...Brother thinks it's ridiculous. He obviously knows...knows that his mother doesn't treat her as a daughter...but still, it's still like this..." Tianhai Jiuliuli said this,

My eyes have started to turn red.

Kanbaru looked at her sitting on the lawn like this, looking at her flaxen hair, and felt that she was a helpless little girl now...

Jiuliuli was patiently trying not to let her tears flow out of her eyes.

She collected her emotions and continued to bury her face and said:

"It makes no sense to do this, and I won't get the care I really want... But I still want to do it and respond to my mother's expectations, even though my mother doesn't regard me as her daughter at all.

"Brother...am I stupid?"

"It's very silly..."

"...But if I don't do it, I really don't know what I should do. It seems that no one needs me, except my mother... I seem to be the redundant one...

."

Bertha is right about one thing. Jiuliuli's tenderness comes from her need for a sense of security from others, so that she can feel that she is needed by everyone again.

The lack of sense of security is somewhat similar to the cause of A Ling.

Her father left, causing A Ling to feel insecure for a long time.

Her mother left, causing Jiuliuli to feel insecure for a long time.

The difference is that Ah Ling can still rely on herself.

Jiuliuli, as a sister, she must also show her identity as a sister.

Uncle Tianhai is not good at expressing love, nor is he good at guiding children to grow up, and he is busy with work.

Under the circumstances at that time, Jiuliuli only had the piano practice left by her mother as her future goal.

There is only one goal.

While she has to take care of her sister, she also has to be strong and continue practicing the piano.

But the fact is that my mother only cares about the piano.

It's not her daughter.

"Brother...am I useless? I am hated by everyone, even my own mother doesn't like me..."

Kaname Yuara sat next to her and sighed: "No, Jiu Liuli is so gentle and treats everyone well..."

"But, everyone doesn't like me..."

"You don't need others to like you to be a good person. Just be yourself. As long as Jiuliuli is yourself, then others will definitely like you."

"The Point Guard Is Here"

Kanbaru also understood why he felt Jiuliuli was light and airy before.

In fact, the way she has always been is not her true self.

Like myself, she is a person who needs to be cared for.

Most of her gentleness and grandeur are to hide the weakness in her heart.

She actually longs to be loved and recognized.

There is nothing, even the identity of the remaining daughter has to be denied by the mother, she is just a little pitiful person.

Kaname Yuara sat next to her and couldn't even bear to look at her beautiful face.

Jiuliuli probably knew that there was still a gap between her and Shen Yuanle. She suppressed her emotions and did not burst out at him. She just endured it silently.

She felt uncomfortable, and Kambara also felt uncomfortable.

Even though he has not completely reconciled with her, as her brother, Kanbaru still couldn't bear to see this scene. He gently stretched out his hand, gently hugged her delicate shoulders, and let her lean on him.

By your side.

"Brother..."

"Let's talk about it first, I haven't forgiven you yet... It's just that as an elder brother, I really can't bear to see you like this, so I will lend you a temporary support."

Kagura Le didn't know whether it was her words that had an effect or the action of holding her shoulders. Jiu Liuli followed her movements and leaned on her shoulder, and Kagura Le also heard a sound beside her.

There was a more swallowing sound.

Kanbaru didn't look at her, just looked up at the blue sky.

But even though he didn't look at her, he could still imagine how weak and helpless Jiu Liuli looked.

Not needed.

Even my mother, whom I have always liked, only uses herself as a tool to be used.

Jiuliuli is in such a mood right now.

Gradually, Jiuliuli seemed to have thought of some sad things before, and she swallowed harder in her ears. Her little hands began to pull on the clothes on her shoulders, pulling hard, as if she was struggling to find the so-called

Rely on general.

But even so, she was still patient, trying not to let her feelings explode.

The support that I have been unable to find for more than ten years, the role of sister that I have been trying to play for more than ten years...

Kanbaru sighed, took the initiative to put his arms around her slender shoulders, and buried her face in his arms.

This was obviously very effective. The moment Tianhai Jiuliuli was held in his arms, she couldn't help but cry against him, pulling on his clothes by the collar and sobbing softly.

"I'm sorry...really, really, really, really sorry..."

Listening to her weeping, Kanbaru Raku no longer meant to blame her, and gently patted her delicate back with his hand, so that she could relax more and express her suppressed emotions better.<

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Jiuliuli has been saying that she is of no use, but in fact, Kanhara Le also thought so.

Apart from being able to cook and run, there’s nothing that girls like about you, right?

From this point of view, I and Jiuliuli are in the same boat.

As soon as she thought of this, Shen Yuanle felt that Jiuliuli's body had become smaller and softer in her arms.

Smelling the fragrance on her body, hearing the sadness in her voice, and feeling the touch of her grasping his collar, Kamanhara raised his arm to block her face, trying to help her cover as much of her weak side as possible.

It's really strange...I obviously haven't forgiven her yet.

But why... Kanbaru touched her fingers on Jiu Liuli's hair that was spread behind her, and stroked her back that was shaking from sobbing, and she figured it out.

In A Ling's words, she is a central air conditioner.

He is the most shameful kind of guy.

......

Jiuliuli's cries became smaller and smaller in her arms, and her strength to grab her clothes was also much less.

"Are you feeling better?"

Sensing Jiu Liuli's desire to raise her head, Kanhara let go of the arm around her back.

"I'm sorry..."

"...Okay, don't say you're sorry."

Tianhai Jiuliuli lowered his head, the corners of his eyes were red, but his condition seemed to be much better, and he smiled bitterly: "Obviously I have done something sorry for my brother, but now I have to rely on him to vent my emotions... Yes

Isn’t that weird?”

Her voice was very weak, with a bit of self-deprecation in it.

"People always want to grab something when they are mentally weak. I think..."

Kanbaru paused, "As a brother, it really doesn't matter if I give you a hug...just like A Ling wants me to comfort her when she cries. This is consistent."

"Well..."

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded slightly, wanting to say many things, but in the end he just said softly, "Thank you, brother..."

"Don't say thank you, I'm just lending you a shoulder."

Shen Yuanle smiled, changed to a more comfortable sitting position, and sat on the grass next to the same flower bed with her, "Jiu Liuli, why do you think you practice piano?"
To be continued...