Chapter 232 In confusion, Sakakibara determined his new goal for the first time(1/3)
"Le, let's create a band."
"Le, let's create a band."
"Le, let's create——"
"Stop!"
In the campus cafeteria at noon, Kanhara Raku withdrew his hand to stop Amami Nozuki under the gaze of many classmates and seniors. He crossed his arms, closed his eyes and lowered his eyebrows. After waiting for the students around him to no longer care about this place, he continued to face the person opposite.
The girl who suddenly came to talk to me said:
"I generally understand, Zhixue, your desire to form a band."
"Then join." Tianhai Zhixue blinked.
"It's not that simple." Shen Yuanle shook his head.
"Why?"
Kanbaru folded his arms and was silent for a long time. After thinking for a while, he opened his eyes slightly and looked at the natural and beautiful girl sitting opposite him. "The main reason is that I don't want to treat something as important with other than pure purposes."
Tianhai Zhixue tilted her head slightly to express doubts.
Kanbaru Raku explained: "Before you entered this school, in order to maintain attendance, I stayed in the music club for a while. For this purpose, I also learned piano and participated in an orchestral ensemble at the cultural festival."<
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"Oh." Tianhai Zhixue seemed to have not completely listened.
"However, after that, although I still like the piano, and although I still like to use my own hands to play the music I like, although I still can't help but feel itchy when I see an open piano in a shopping mall, but for me
Say...my love for the piano cannot compare with the instrumental nature of the piano for me. I don't really like to turn a hobby into something so utilitarian."
"Le has clearly said before that he wants to form a band."
......
Kagura Raku felt that what he just said was in vain.
"A Ling told you, right? This is different. When I asked Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli to form a band, the purpose was just to bring them together and create a certain space for them to get along. It was also a bit of a joke.
It means, after all, I don’t think we can really bring them together with a band.”
Kanbaru put down his hand.
"But if you ask me, Yuki, the meaning of this band will be completely different. Judging from your behavior of touching a guitar every day when you turn off the lights, I know that you really like rock and roll. I don't like music that much, and
It's not a wise choice for a newbie who doesn't know anything about rock music to join your band."
"..."
Kozuki didn't speak for quite a while.
So Kanbaru asked: "Do you understand?"
Tianhai Zhixue nodded.
"Then it's good that you understand," Kambara breathed a sigh of relief, "Then this matter——"
"Let's start a band."
"..."
"Yuki, can't you understand what I mean?"
Tianhai Zhixue nodded flatly without emotion: "Yeah."
"Then you——"
"Happy."
"Huh?"
"Obviously as long as we form a band, we can bring Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu in."
"So, Zhixue, the problem is not here. It's that I don't want to waste your love because of my affairs."
"Why waste?"
"..."
"Obviously Le's troubles can be solved as long as he agrees to form a band. He obviously doesn't have to think about so many things. Le, why don't you agree."
Why not agree?
Kanbaru was thinking about this question in his mind.
On the one hand, as he said above, he doesn’t want the things Kozuki loves to become his tools.
On the other hand, he no longer wants to give up on something halfway.
What he needs is a goal, a long-term goal that is as important as the first half of his life and even his whole life, just like senior Qingya.
What he actually needs most now is this.
Instead of trying to make do with each other to create a band in the short term to bring Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue together.
That would be too childish.
Seeing that Amami no Snow still didn't understand what he said, Kanbaru expressed his meaning to her as briefly as possible and explained the reason why he couldn't agree to her.
But after hearing this, Tianhai Zhixue still had that slightly tilted head and a confused expression.
"You still don't understand." Kanbaru sighed. He didn't really expect Yuki, a girl with a blank slate, to understand his thoughts.
"Happy."
"Well..."
"I don't understand what Le said."
"I know, but you just need to understand that I won't be passionate about forming a band with you now."
"Did Le refuse?"
"Yes."
"Obviously I don't have any goals now."
"Of course it is——"
Wait...
Amami no Yuki's words suddenly made Kanbaru fall into deep thoughts again.
That's right, even though I don't have any goals now, I can definitely take the band thing seriously, so why do I still refuse?
Kanbaru frowned.
It seems... not quite right again.
He himself doesn’t know whether he loves music or not. He has the energy to pursue this hobby as a goal just like running.
Can I really join a good band and help Zhixue form the band?
What's the use of forming a band without passion and perseverance?
In the midst of right and wrong, Kanbaru felt that he seemed to understand, but also seemed not to understand.
The questions swirling in his mind made him so depressed that he couldn't think of how to answer them.
So, he had no choice but to say to Tianhai Zhixue:
"Zhixue, wait a moment and let me think about it and answer you."
"Oh."
*
Kanhara Raku has been thinking about this problem all day long.
Going to class, after school, running, making dinner...
This kind of depression followed Kanbaru all day long. He wanted to find someone to learn from, but he could never find a suitable person to start this topic. After all, it involved trying to bring Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli to reconcile...
.At this stage, it is really my best choice to talk to them.
After dinner, Kanbaru was alone on the balcony, looking at Tokyo Tower under the night sky, and at the buildings in the city that were illuminated by lights inside the glass curtain walls.
"Why should I start forming this band?"
I still couldn't figure out the answer to this question in my mind. As the glass door of the balcony was pushed open, I thought it was Tianhai Jiuliuli who came to talk to me after a rest, but I didn't expect that it was Tianhai Jiuliuli who was wearing square-framed glasses, with a handsome face and a handsome dress.
Shimonori Amami, who was wearing a blue-collar suit and walked to the balcony.
He is here to collect clothes.
I happened to see Kanbaru Raku looking back.
"The balcony is very cold." Tianhai Maodian looked at him and said.
Kanbaru Raku heard a hint of Qi Mingyue's words from his uncle's tone.
Should I say they are worthy of being father and daughter?
To be continued...