"Because I can't find anyone, Ling is easy to talk to."

"..."

It’s a simple and easy-to-understand reason.

"Joining the band...well, no problem, but I don't have time recently. I'm about to face the end of the semester, so I have to study hard."

"Le Shuo Ling can put his name on it first."

"That's no problem." Kanbaru Suzu nodded. Of course it's no problem to help a good friend. You know, Zhixue will give her her favorite things to eat!

"Wait!" Kanbaru Suzu suddenly realized something again, "Zhixue, are you saying that my brother told you that you can put your name on it first?"

"Yeah."

"He's in the band too?"

"Happy."

"Where are Jiuliuli and Qimingyue?"

"Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu will also be here."

"...Then I won't join." Kanbaru Suzu suddenly became depressed, but recovered quickly.

"Why?"

"Zhixue, you don't understand. Anyway, if the three of them are together, I won't join, because... I have nothing to do..."

"Got it."

As soon as Tianhai Zhixue finished speaking, she turned around and left without emotion. Her figure drifted away at the other end of the corridor.

This made the unresponsive Kanbaru Suzu quite messy.

"Here, are you leaving like this?"

Kanbaru Suzu, who didn't understand, stood there for a minute.

She really didn't want to understand, so she had to go back to the classroom. She explained the situation to Kai Chitian and talked for half an hour about the second grade topic, and it was time for class.

On why he didn’t agree to Zhixue joining the band.

Kanbaru Suzu knew that she just didn’t want to see the intimacy that those few people might show in the band.

I don’t want to see it, not at all.

I won’t join in!

......

It's time for school to end in the afternoon. Because there are two more classes, the time is much later than before.

"Ling, join the band."

After Kanbaru Suzu said hello to her classmates, she met Amami Nozuki in the shoe changing room.

She didn't want to target this good friend, but she felt she should refuse.

"No."

"Well, I'll ask later," Tianhai Zhixue, who was carrying a small schoolbag, nodded slightly, "Then let's go to the convenience store to buy something to eat?"

"Why don't you ask again later... You can eat, this is good."

After walking out of school and going to the convenience store to buy sweet chicken steak and teriyaki skewers, Kanbaru Suzu thought that Amami Yuki would continue to ask whether she wanted to join the band, but she didn't expect that she would just eat quietly at the bar table.<

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The side facing the street.

"My brother asked you to create this band?"

"I created it myself."

"Why do you suddenly want to start a band?"

"Because I want more fans."

"Oh...Nazhixue, how is your video?"

"There is no fire."

"I think so...how could I become famous as soon as I came out," Kanbaru Suzu said with emotion, "I used to think that as long as I had the strength, I would become popular. Everyone should be able to hear my efforts, but in fact? There is nothing.

People care about me. I spent the first year playing small roles, and I had to prepare and be nervous for several days just to audition."

"But Le also wants to help me continue to make videos." Tianhai Zhixue continued the topic, "Le wants to help me get more fans."

"Why is he helping you so much?"

Tianhai Zhixue thought for a while: "I don't know..."

"Forget it if I don't know. Anyway, it's a central air conditioner. That's the kind of person he is."

"Le also said that he wants to find his own goals through the band."

"Humph, that's really gratifying, but I won't join in." Kanbaru Suzu twisted both ends of the teriyaki chicken skewers with both hands and took small bites. It was full of fragrant heat.

"Le also said that he likes Ling very much."

Amami Nozuki's light words almost made Kanbaru Suzu choke, and she hurriedly asked:

"Did he really say that?"

"The band, the bell is the most indispensable thing." Amami no Yuki imitated Kambara's words at that time, her voice was as thin as withered ice.

This sentence made Kanhara Suzu feel strange and warm, and it also reminded her of many scenes.

The clearest thing is the time when he ran away from home... I went to find him by myself, and he smiled and cooked himself a king crab dinner to entertain himself.

Not only do you not have to wash the dishes, you can even fall asleep on his lap boldly when you are tired.

That was the happiest dinner that Kanbaru Suzu had had in recent years.

But what about recently?

Recently I have paid less and less attention to myself.

He doesn't pay attention to himself at all now, why would he want to get himself into some band?

"Tsk...tsk! Just, even if that's the case, why doesn't he come and invite me? I won't go!"

"The music invites the bell, will the bell come?"

"No way! Sorry, this is not directed at you, Yuki-chan, but I won't join."

Kanbaru Suzu stood up and looked like she was about to leave. She packed up the boxes of leftover food and picked up her schoolbag.

"Okay, okay, that's the end of this topic. Anyway, I won't join, that's it."

......

Kanbaru Suzu escaped from the convenience store.

Even she herself didn't know why she ran away in a panic.

Looking at the darkened sky above, the tram makes the sound of running on the elevated track, and the glass curtain walls of high-rise buildings are filled with bright lights like glass.

Kanbaru Suzu was carrying her small schoolbag in despair, pulling the shoulder of the schoolbag as she walked through the large shopping street filled with cold air.

My head is filled with memories of a certain stinky guy.

[A Ling, actually I like Jiuliuli]

[A Ling, Qi Mingyue seems... to like me too]

[Aling, actually I don’t like Tokyo very much. If possible, I will go to Kyoto to study in college]

...The words that sounded like memories made Kanbaru Suzu purse her lips.

She is so annoyed, obviously he only cared about herself before.

But now...

I am not taken care of at all.

Why, why should we be so nice to everyone?

Why, why did you still forgive Jiuliuli at that time?

Why, why didn't you think about it because of me? Think about staying in Tokyo to study because of me?

Am I that unimportant?

Why, why can't you see through my thoughts?

All kinds of uncomfortable thoughts fermented in the cold wind.

Kanbaru Suzu walked into the residential area, entered a nearby children's park, and sat down on the sand pit covered with snowflakes and the swing between the slides. Sitting here like this makes no sense, but this is the only place.

The cold corners without light made her feel more comfortable.

Kanbaru Suzu remembered a certain guy's reaction to her.
To be continued...