Kamihara approached curiously, sat down to her side, picked up the cardboard she seemed to have folded, and finally understood what she had folded.

"What are you doing for folding a thousand paper cranes?"

“……Thousand Paper Cranes?”

She looked puzzled and seemed to hear a strange word.

"You know the Thousand Paper Cranes, right?"

"I don't know." The girl didn't care. She continued to fold the things in her hands. Her legs in a duck-sitting position were folded inward and slender, and her feet were even white and shiny, soft and delicate.

"At least I've heard of the name?"

"oh."

"Oh what does it mean?"

“I haven’t eaten it.”

“…The paper crane is not for eating.”

"That's it...ah, I've done another one."

Tianhai Zhixue said this without emotion, raised her hand, reflecting the warm-toned lights in the bedroom, and she was holding a paper crane that was not like a paper crane at all.

“It doesn’t look very delicious.”

“…”

Kamihara Le had already lost to her and didn't want to complain at all.

"This is for joy."

"What are you giving it to me?" Kamihara Le saw the object that suddenly appeared in front of him, barely called the Thousand Paper Crane.

"Mom said that if you meet someone who is good to me, you can fold this out and give it to him."

Mother?

Speaking of which, Kamihara Le never knew about the condition of Zhixue's mother, but only knew that he died of dying from labor when he gave birth to Xuexue. From now on, Zhixue is in a state where she has no friends and no peers want to know her.

"But Yuki, your mother...hasn't she been away for a long time? How did she say these words to you?"

“In a book.”

"In the book?"

“There are a lot of words in the book that my mother wrote to me.”

Suicide letter...

Kamihara Le probably understood what happened. Many mothers would write a lot of things to say to their children when they were still pregnant.

Maybe she knew she was afraid she wouldn't be able to survive, so she wrote down what content to Zhixue in advance?

"Can you show me?"

"good."

Tianhai Zhixue just glanced at him, ran to the bookshelf, stood on tiptoe, and hugged a wooden box.

She opened the lock with the key in a familiar way, and handed the book inside to Kamihara Le.

It is called a book, but it is actually a diary with yellowed pages.

Kanyuan Le opens up and sees it.

In front of me are some pregnancy diaries, which roughly describe the journey I experienced when I was pregnant with Xue.

It states that it was actually not intended to let Zhixue be born at the beginning. After the parents learned that they were pregnant, they were in a state of being reluctant to abort and fearing that the fetal malformation would be caused by the elderly pregnancy.

[I know that this may be wrong, but maybe this child wants to come out and see the world? Will he feel resentment because he is taken before he is born? But whenever he feels the joy of another little heart in his stomach, he will feel that this child is looking forward to coming to this world to see this beautiful scenery with me. I think no one can deprive the other person of the right to be happy after the child has some consciousness. This child will have his own life, his own path, and he will have someone who is willing to love her... After she experiences these beauty in the world, looking back at the present, she will also thank our current decision? Don't know... Don't know... Don't know...]

After looking here, Kamihara Le was also thinking that out of the prominent family of the Tianhai family, he was actually willing to believe that Zhixue would be happy after birth.

After all, her starting point is already the end point for many people.

So I wrote in the diary that after learning that the fetus was well developed and there were no deformities, my parents chose to give birth to her.

The risks faced by elderly mothers are also quite high, and the probability of difficult childbirth is particularly high. Judging from the current results, this is indeed the case. The mother definitely knows this.

But the second half of the diary is gone without the entanglements and melancholy in front, and the record is full of the beauty of life. The joy and comfort of the sun shining on the face when you wake up in the morning.

Some messages written to Zhixue at the back are also full of mother's care.

She wrote the youth and worries that may arise in each age group at the end of her diary in advance.

It can be seen from the lines that the mother's mentality at this time is sunny and upward, full of affection and love, and full of blessings and expectations for the children who have not met yet.

In the book, in my mother's idea, Zhixue is definitely the kind of sunny and positive little girl.

However, the fact is that Zhixue has been squatting at home for more than ten years... Except for Qijiu, his family, there is no friend of the same age...

Shenyuan Le slowly flipped, and a white paper crane suddenly fell from the book.

While picking up the paper crane, he also looked at the diary in the book.

[Zhixue, I don’t know what kind of person you will be in the future. But I think you will also have people you like, and have someone who can be nice to you, right? I have always hoped that you can find someone who can truly accompany you for the rest of your life, someone who can give you a sense of security, someone who can give you warmth, and someone who can deeply remember your happiness and sorrow. The most important thing is that I hope you can find someone who can truly love you.

[When you first feel that someone is sincerely good to you, please fold the paper crane I drew in the diary and give it to him... This is also a token that mother and your father can get together... I hope you can also get what you want...]

——On the ninth day of winter moon, stay.

"Happy, I'll give it to you."

Kamihara closed the diary and looked at the snow of the sky and sea again while folding thousands of paper cranes for himself. There was an indescribable smell in his heart.

What he was sad that he was actually the first person to make Zhixue feel good, but what he was sad about was why he chose himself...
Chapter completed!