Chapter 273 Blood, soaked in clothes

"Lilac..."

The throat moved slightly, and the girl's name called out slightly between her lips and teeth.

Jurao Shirahara stood in front of the door of the couple's hotel room and saw Tianhai Jiuli holding a fruit knife in front of him. A helpless look appeared in his eyes.

This is also a very likely situation.

He was not too surprised.

"Le Jun, I'm sorry..."

In front of me, the rain climbed from the girl's wet school uniform sleeves to the back of her hand, then slid from the back of her hand to the tip of the knife, until a cold line flowed down the stainless steel surface.

Tianhai Jiuli's hands were trembling, and the droplets of water dripping on the tip of the knife were trembling at the same speed.

She slowly, trembling, held the knife up towards herself.

......

"Lilac..."

Although the light inside the room was not clear, Surahara could still see the appearance of herself reflected from the crooked knife surface.

Tianhai Jiu Liuli still lowered her head, and it was a face that could not be seen clearly.

With Liuli's personality, she could not make this move to herself.

But she still raised the knife tremblingly.

"Le Jun...I'm sorry..."

She was still afraid, and the trembling fruit knife was always reflecting her true thoughts.

Even though she raised the knife to herself, she still said something apologized.

She knows.

She knew she shouldn't hold that thing up to herself.

Juharara breathed gently with a calm expression. He could hear the trembling sound of Tianhai Jiu Liuliu in front of him.

"It's okay, if you want to stab me, just stab me, I won't hide."

This sentence made Tianhai Jiu Liuli stunned again. It took a long time to recover and look at him:

"...Why..."

She said in a low voice, trying her best to endure the choked voice.

Juharara waited for her to continue talking.

"...Why do you want to tell me about my things, everyone, everyone, together well...Isn't it okay? Mingming, Mingming, everyone has been together happily for the past two months, forming a band together, performing on stage together, traveling together, taking photos at attractions together, leaving beautiful memories together..."

"...Yes, everyone has been very happy in the past two months, everyone has been very happy in traveling together, and the MVs he filmed were very successful... This is how he spent the past two months. However, Liuli, everyone is happy, it does not mean that things have not happened. So, after thinking about it, I decided to tell you."

Why can he say these words to me?

Don't he know how important he is in his mind?

It was him who had been encouraging himself, it was him who was willing to stand up for himself on the day his mother slapped him mercilessly... It was him who was willing to forgive himself without grudges and forgive his wrong actions.

forgive......?

Yes, it must be.

In fact, my brother has never forgiven himself.

I've always been feeling aggrieved about myself...!

That's why I calmly said to myself just now what I was dating with July.

That's why he lied to himself, and he lied to himself...

Lied myself...

......

He still lied to himself.

Just like my mother, I lied to myself...

Tianhai Jiu Liuli raised her face, which was a face that still looked beautiful in tears.

She held the trembling fruit knife tightly with both hands, and her eyes were still red.

"...Brother, I must have not yet calmed down, right?"

"Why are you still thinking about this?" Surahara tried to approach her.

"Brother, I must have not yet calmed down, right..." Tianhai Jiu Liuli raised the fruit knife a little more and forced Suzahara Le to stop.

"Liuli, I don't deny that I was very angry at that time-"

"It's because my brother is still angry with me that he does this to me, right? Because I am not very important to everyone, because I am not very popular with everyone, Ling doesn't like me, July doesn't like me, aunt can't talk to me, and even Lejun...has hated me..."

"I never denied you! Even then... I thought you did that to me for a reason."

"How can I trust you now! You have been lying to me all the time!"

Tianhai Jiu Liuli shouted out loud, and her voice was torn and painful.

The emotionally unstable Tianhai Jiu Liuli held a knife in her hand, which was too dangerous. Jurahara wanted to take the opportunity to pull out the knife in her hand.

"Don't come over!"

"Then how could Liuli be willing to believe me?"

Jurashihara walked straight over.

"Don't come here!!" Tianhai Jiu Liuli's voice became a little louder, and the tip of the knife pointed at his eyes.

Only then did Sakahara stop.

"Liuli, I understand your mood at this time... Because I was like this before, it was very painful and uncomfortable, and I have been denying myself. But now I understand what I do, so I will not defend anything. If you want to leave me, I will respect your choice, but now, I think you should still put your knife down. Now your emotions are very unstable, so don't do some impulsive things."

"Stable...? Am I unstable?"

The girl was suddenly stunned.

Seeing that what he said was effective, Suhara Le added, "Yes, Liuli, you just got wet in the rain, it's very cold, right? Is it uncomfortable? Why don't you put your knife down and say something?"

Tianhai Jiuli sniffed, her eyes red and her nose sore and smiled:

"How can Le Jun still asks me to be stable now... I don't want to see you at all."

"There are many solutions to things. You don't want to see me... I will leave soon, and you will put down your knife and calm down. I'm still worried about you. I know you don't want to talk to me. How about I let A Ling accompany you? She has liked you recently and even called you Sister Liuli. Liuli, I actually always hope that you can make your own choice, no matter whether you choose to leave me or try to continue..."

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Le Jun... is still saying these words.

Le Jun is still thinking about making his own choice.

Why Why Why Why Why Why?

Why do you still say this to yourself?

Tianhai Jiuli closed her sore eyes, and the memories in her mind were from childhood to adulthood.

choose...

Have you ever had any choice...?

piano?

This is given by my mother.

Even the skills are taught by my mother.

She told me that I have a high talent and is the most likely person to win the world championship with the youngest victory in this century.

I still remember that when my mother said these words, her expression was full of yearning, confidence and courage.

At that time, I would not help but look at my hands and ask myself.

‘Really, can it be done?’

‘Really, can you do this for your mom?’

After discovering my mood, my mother smiled and said to me, "Yes, as long as it is Liuli, it will definitely be OK."

After hearing my mother's words, I felt a flame in my heart. The flame made my heart beat faster, making my body temperature hotter, and full of the power to move forward.

Yes, I can.

Glazing...yes.

‘As long as I do this, I will take Liuli to see where my mother lives in England. It is a long street with red maple leaves on both sides of the street, and a café full of guests. Every autumn comes, the whole street is filled with maple leaves and coffee. There are fountains surrounded by white doves, ground paved with shiny round stones, street artists wearing Scottish skirts play bagpipes every afternoon, painters sketch, pianists play Beethoven's Ode to Joy for everyone on the roadside, everyone likes the air here, the season when maples are covered with red leaves, and the quiet and beautiful maple street.’

Ever since my mother said this to me, I have been looking forward to the day she will take me there.

Look at the red leaves all over the street, look at the fountain surrounded by white doves, look at the streets that have been grinded to the shiny time...
To be continued...