"Are you going to plead for him in July?"

"Yes."

"How are you going to convince me?"

"I can't convince you, Dad. I don't think you are wrong, Dad, but I can't stand it anymore."

"You have to use reason to plead for mercy, or do you want me to use this to plead for him for the sake of our relationship as father and daughter?"

"Yes."

Tianhai Maodian looked into his second daughter's sky-blue eyes and was silent for a moment.

This is the first time that July has come to plead with him as his daughter.

He couldn't help but feel that this was a bit ridiculous and ridiculous.

The first time his daughter used her identity to plead with herself, it was for such an unreasonable thing.

He suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness in his heart.

In other words, things that have been understood for a long time but have not been mentioned have resurfaced.

Kambara is more important in her mind.

Kanbaru spoke at this time: "I wonder if uncle can let me say a few words at this time?"

Tianhai Maodian looked over, "What do you want to say? Or do you want to explain something to me?"

"In my opinion, my uncle is actually not qualified to stand here and criticize what I just said."

"Interesting. Why do you say I'm not qualified? If you're not convinced, why are you willing to stand there and let me fight?"

"Because the beating I received was because I felt sorry for Liuli, not because of what I said just now. Does your uncle know the reason why both Qiyue and Liuli chose to like me?"

"Is this important?"

"Of course this is important," Kanbaru said seriously, emphasizing his tone, "If it weren't for this important reason, Liuli and Qiyue wouldn't waste time on me at all, and they wouldn't waste so much time on a useless person like me.

But why, why do the two sisters still fight against each other even though they know that they both like me?

Isn’t this kind of thing ridiculous?”

Tianhai Maodian fell into thinking: "..."

Kanbaru welcomed the moment of silence to his uncle, endured the pain on his face, and continued talking.

"Qi Qi fell in love with me when she was a child, at a rural bus stop. I remembered what happened before, so now I remember what Qi looked like at that time. She was only five years old at that time. Five years old!

A person, a little girl, sat alone at a rural bus stop on a rainy day.

She was alone, her legs were injured, her skirt was dirty, and she sat there waiting for several hours.

What is she waiting for?

She is waiting for her mother to come to her.

But what’s the result?

The result was that she was injured there, and no one looked for her after sitting there all day.

Liuli really fell in love with me recently, half a year ago.

I also clearly remember what Liuli looked like at that time.

She hugged her legs alone, crying and squatting on the edge of the flower bed. Her mother directly said to her that she was not treated as a daughter at all. Her persistence for more than ten years was just

The idea of ​​getting some attention from my mother was rejected like this.

And at the most critical moment like this, where is uncle?

Uncle, have you fulfilled your responsibility as a father to protect them?

Could it be that uncle, you have always focused on work, which is why they are so dependent on me in life?

I cook breakfast, lunch, and dinner for them together;

I go shopping with them to buy spring, summer, autumn and winter clothes;

I study with them for homework;

I traveled with them on their birthday;

I accompanied them to the opening ceremony;

Even at the school's parent-teacher conference, I, as the elder brother, attended on your uncle's behalf.

I admit, I don’t have as outstanding a net worth as you, uncle.

I don’t have the working ability like you, uncle.

But no matter what my future prospects are, I definitely have a way to satisfy their affection and care in life.

And it just so happens that these are all the missing parts of you, uncle.

It is the most important part of their lives.

As a father, of course you have the right to slap me for that sentence, which is as it should be.

But as a father, you are not qualified to completely deny me on that sentence.

It’s because I took care of them that I like them.

Uncle, you may ask, what does what I said have to do with that sentence? Isn’t it better if I just choose one?

But how can the matter between Qiyue and Liuli and I be explained clearly in one sentence?"

......

Having said this, Kanbaru spent a lot of time explaining to his uncle the emotional entanglements between himself, Liuli and Qiyue, and the various incidents he had experienced.

After listening, even Tianhai Maodian couldn't help but frown.

Why do the three people's emotional experiences sound so many times richer than their own?

How did the three people's emotions come together in a circle?

Kanbaru continued:

"If I give up July on my own initiative, won't July be sad?

She persisted for more than ten years for my promise.

If I gave up Liuli on my own initiative, wouldn’t Liuli be sad?

Because of my encouragement, she was willing to believe in me unconditionally.

I also want to choose just one of them!

But the reality is that as long as I choose one, whether it is Qiyue or Liuli, they will not be willing to accept it.

I want to completely cut off the relationship with them, but I can't do it because of my status as step-siblings.

Can I be happy while enduring to see the other one of them sad in the corner?

Not to mention that Qi Qi was so proactive, helped me so much, and was hurt by me so many times...

I'm in the middle and it's hard for me too.

I always feel guilty when I come into contact with different people.

But what can be done?

I don’t want to bring a bad mood to them when I face them, so I always pretend to be fine.

During that time, I was always in pain and confused.

Caught in the middle between them, I don’t know how to make a decision or how to choose.

If it were you, uncle, what would you choose?

——In order not to let this situation continue.

That’s why I came up with the idea I have now, confessed to Jiuliuli about me and Qiyue, and confessed to uncle about what happened between us!

I know that these things cannot be put on the table, but these feelings are the confidence that I have received dozens of slaps from you, uncle, but I have not changed my mind at all.

I like them and the warmth they bring to my life. Compared with my uncle who is busy at work all day long, I believe I can take better care of them and not let them spend every night before meeting me.

They were all holding instant lunchboxes and eating cold meals in an empty room."

......

Kanbaru spoke these words in one breath, feeling a little out of breath from exhaustion.

He knew there were some loopholes in these words.

I haven't made the two sisters feel happy at the same time.

There was even a time when Jiuliuli's feelings exploded because she was too straightforward.

But these are all roads that must be taken. If there is no inner journey, there will be no growth.

——Even though he made many mistakes and made many mistakes, compared to his father-in-law who has not made any changes for more than ten years, today's Kambara has always wanted to stick to his inner thoughts and constantly correct his mistakes.
To be continued...