Tired.

Although I feel very good.

But it is still a state of physical and mental exhaustion.

Through the conversation with his uncle in the office just now, Kanbaru Raku probably understood a little bit about his somewhat unclear attitude.

This is something to be happy about, but the two phone calls just now made Kambara less optimistic.

The first call was from Tianhai Jiuliuli.

Her purpose is very simple, to ask herself out.

Kagura Raku had no reason to refuse, but Tianhai Qi Mingyue called him again five minutes later, also asking him to go out.

The two of them are deliberately antagonizing each other.

One of the meeting places was located in the east of the city, and the other in the west of the city, two completely opposite directions!

She was so exhausted both mentally and physically that Kanbaru had no time to get involved in the intrigue between them, so she just rejected them all.

At five o'clock in the afternoon, when she returned home, Kambara threw away her schoolbag and lay down directly on the sofa.

He tapped the screen of his phone quickly with his fingers and replied to Qi Mingyue and Jiu Liuli simultaneously on the line, giving the reply that he really couldn't go.

After thoroughly dealing with the two of them, Kanbaru sighed and put away his phone.

Just as he was about to stand up to get a glass of water, he saw Tianhai Zhixue coming out of the room.

She seemed to want to talk to herself.

"What's wrong?" Kanhara turned around and asked.

"Today, I came back so early." Tianhai Zhixue held her hands on the wall, her voice was empty and light. Only half of her head was exposed by the wall, as if she was peeping, "Yesterday, when I played the song sixty times,

Only when you are happy will you go home. There are only twenty-two times today."

"Repeat sixty times? Do you play guitar all the time at home?"

"Hmm."

"Same as the day before yesterday?"

"It was sixty-five times the day before yesterday."

"The day before yesterday?"

"Sixty-eight times."

"Which song?"

"The band's first song."

"..."

That song can last more than five minutes.

So Zhixue has been playing this song repeatedly at home?

Kanbaru glanced at the time on his watch.

Five past twelve.

It's three hours earlier than usual.

Qijiu is gone, A-Ling has to go to work, and she has to study every day.

Everyone seems to have left her alone at home.

She doesn't have many friends, and she doesn't know what to do at ordinary times, so she just huddles in her room and plays the guitar by herself.

Through what happened before, Kanbaru understood the fact that Zhixue did like him.

"You keep repeating a song and counting, are you waiting for me to come home?"

Tianhai Zhixue shook her head, "I didn't repeat a song all the time."

"Then you are still practicing?"

"Yeah. Once you practice well, you can take videos for me when you feel happy again."

"..."

Zhixue has always been interested in her videos, but in fact, neither Qi Mingyue Jiu Liuli nor A Ling paid much attention to her videos.

Or maybe they are too busy and don’t have anything Kong Guan Zhixue likes.

Thinking about it this way, Kozuki has always been like this.

Because my mother is an advanced maternal age, I can’t learn many things myself and I want to practice them. I also need to ask others for help because I often forget things.

I'm often in a daze, often don't know how to express my feelings carefully, and I often sit alone in my room playing the guitar.

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She has lived like this for sixteen years.

Kanbaru couldn't help but wonder, did she feel the difference in life during the time she came here?

Did you get a good feel for the excitement of life while you were in school, forming a band, and traveling on motorcycles?

The old man sent her here with the intention of asking him to take care of her, but now everyone has left her at home.

Zhixue, who cannot be independent, can only play the music over and over again, waiting for people to go home.

Kanbaru looked at her and couldn't bear it.

No wonder I suddenly ran out to buy something before and wanted to make myself fried ice cream.

"Zhixue, come here." Kambara motioned for her to sit down next to him.

"Do I need to apply ointment?"

"We'll talk about this later. I have something to ask you."

After listening to his words, Amami no Yuki left her hands on the wall, walked barefoot to sit next to Kambara Raku.

When she came over, Kanbaru discovered that she was still holding the "Life Manual" he gave her in her hand.

"Why do you keep holding this?"

"I always forget to carry it with me."

——This is what I said to her.

"I mainly want to ask you, are you bored staying at home?"

"Not bad."

"Okay?"

"There will be something to eat when Le comes back."

"..."

Kanbaru tried to find something in her eyes, but unfortunately, it seemed to be just an ordinary fact to her.

"I see why you avoided me in school today?"

"...Because I did something wrong, Ling said that there will be scars on Le's face."

"..."

Kagura Raku suddenly felt a very uncomfortable emotion from Amami no Snow.

It was a blocked, unspeakable emotion.

This emotion made Zhixue, who could not express emotions, seem to have a weaker voice in front of her, like a child who knew that he had done something wrong.

Now I really want to hug her and comfort her not to take the ice cream thing to heart.

I can do this to A Ling, Qi Mingyue, and Jiu Liuli, but only to Zhi Xue...

Speaking of hugging...Kanahara suddenly wanted to understand why Zhixue likes to get into her bed.

She is not like A Ling, nor is she like Qi Jiu. She has been alone since she was a child, and because her mother died young and the age gap between her father, brother, and sister is too big, there has never been anyone who can make her act like a normal girl.

place.

Ah Ling can still crawl into her arms to seek comfort when she is sad.

Snow in the sky and sea...

Just like her name, she is as pure as the white snow covering the entire sky and sea.

She is so pure and white, maybe she is so lonely that she doesn’t even know how to express her sad emotions to outsiders, right?

"Is yuki hungry?"

"Yeah." Tianhai Zhixue nodded immediately.

"We don't have much food at home. How about I take you out for a meal?"

"Okay." Tianhai Zhixue nodded again, "Do you want to change clothes when you go out?"
To be continued...