Chapter 365 Sister, let’s stay today(4/4)
"As expected, Qi Qi really likes to steal my sister's food."
"So...sister, this time, just like before, give it to Qiyue, okay?"
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Tianhai Jiuliuli doesn’t know what to say.
Understand his sister's feelings, his persistence, his love for him...
Until now, he is willing to admit his sister’s identity by his side.
But in my heart, I will always be secretly jealous.
Tianhai Jiuliuli doesn't like this.
I don’t even like myself who gets jealous in July...because jealousy will make the relationship between them very tense, and they will go back to the painful time in the past.
Sisters should be happier and happier with each other.
It's like Qi Qi secretly ate his favorite thing that was kept in the refrigerator when he was a child. When he saw it, he just smiled and said, "Qi Qi, you ate it again!"...
Of course Lejun cannot be represented by these things.
Ke Kejun is the most precious and important person in my heart. Can I really share such a person with my sister without any grudges?
Alas...
Tianhai Jiuliuli wants to sigh.
In fact, she already understood.
Just like love, the person who falls in love with the other person first must be the loser...
You can't have your cake and eat it too, and you can't have it both ways, including the feelings of total possession and the feelings of your sister.
If you want to find this kind of point in the middle, you always have to give and take.
If you think about it carefully, what else do you feel dissatisfied about now?
I received support that I had never had before, and I picked up the piano again, willing to play for myself on the world stage.
Just like what I thought this afternoon, Lejun gave me too many things...
So, what if you try to let go a little more?
Lejun promised himself that he would still like him, promised himself that he would take him to England to see the maple leaves, and promised that he would take care of him from beginning to end...
Love is selfish, but various conditions make Tianhai Jiuliuli understand that if she wants to maintain her relationship with Qiyue... the love she needs cannot be so selfish.
If you are selfish, not only will Qiyue Lejun, who cannot be abandoned, leave, but Qiyue will also leave...
That way, there is really nothing left...
"July."
"Huh?" Tianhai Qimingyue, who was eating ice cream, looked at her sister.
"I decided to let go and take a step back."
"Let go of what?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli folded her hands in front of her pleated skirt. She stared at her hands and whispered:
"I know that compared to you, I have helped Lejun too little, so I am actually not qualified to ask Lejun to do anything for me. He has done so much for me, but he is actually considerate of my mood.
Thinking about my feelings... In the final analysis, he did so much for me unconditionally because he liked me... I am very grateful to him for doing this, but at the same time, I also feel sorry for him
I feel ashamed that I deserve to enjoy his kindness...
"So, today... I really don't intend to stop you. This is the promise you should get in July... Compared to me, you have done much more..."
Tianhai Qimingyue stopped eating ice cream and stared at her sister's face curiously:
"Sister, why do you suddenly think like this?"
"The main reason is probably because of what Lejun said to me in the afternoon... He didn't mean it, but I deliberately thought about it. Since Lejun wants to take care of you and me at the same time, I can't bear to be with you in Qiyue.
Completely sever ties... Then I agree to your relationship. Since you and Lejun made an agreement in July, on a first-come, first-served basis... I will also agree."
Tianhai Qimingyue stood up from her shoulders:
"Sister, do you plan to go back now?"
Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled slightly:
"What else? I came to follow you because I think you can't do that kind of thing in Qiyue in front of me... Because in Qiyue, you take this relationship too seriously, with a sincere heart.
I have been entrusted with my whole life...There is no way you can still joke with me when you are about to get down to business."
"..." Tianhai Qi Mingyue lowered her head and took a small bite of ice cream, "Sister's guess is really accurate."
"Well, so I thought about it, since Lejun will not abandon me? Why should I argue with my sister... They are all people I have loved and will love... I can't ask for too much
As long as I still have your love and Lejun's love for me, that's enough..."
Tianhai Jiuliuli stood up as if she had figured it out. She stretched and took all the newly bought clothes bags in front of the bench into her hands. At the same time, she also handed her the ice cream from Kanbaru Raku.
"Sister is really going back?" Tianhai Qimingyue asked.
"Of course, I can't see that kind of scene. And you will be jealous of me in July, right? Otherwise, why did you secretly drag Lejun over there and kiss you for so long... It made me feel it all here?
Here we are..."
"My sister keeps saying that she doesn't feel anything."
"Idiot, that's a lie," Tianhai Jiuliuli stretched out his finger and flicked Tianhai Qimingyue's forehead, and smiled at her, "I have always known about the "good things" you secretly did in Qiyue behind my back.
Come closer, and I will know that there is a sweetness in your heart that has been lingering for a long time... I could not feel this kind of thing from you before."
"What did my sister think of me before?" Tianhai Qimingyue asked again.
"Ashes, a ball of ashes."
"What now?"
"Red, there are many, many reds... It is the smell of sunshine. I first felt this feeling in Ehime Prefecture when you were five years old. After I returned to Tokyo, the red color disappeared a lot
, and then you ran out secretly, but failed to find Lejun. After being brought back to Tokyo by your father, the red color completely disappeared and turned into a cold gray... Qiyue felt desperate, right? She spent all her efforts to find it.
There is no news from Hou Yao, even my mother-in-law’s house has moved away, and you don’t even have a chance to write a letter.”
Tianhai Qimingyue silently ate the last bit of ice cream: "What's even more desperate is that after persisting for more than ten years, he doesn't remember me at all, or the agreement between us... and he also fell in love with my sister."
"Sorry...July, sister apologizes to you."
"It's not my sister's fault, it's that scumbag's fault."
Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled again and said: "So, it is right for Lejun to compensate you now... You also deserve to be happy... Okay, I wish you a happy evening, I will go back first
, remember not to come back tomorrow, be careful of dad and aunt seeing the clues."
Tianhai Jiuliuli waved her hand to her sister. She quickly finished the ice cream in her hand, picked up the canvas bags on both sides of her feet, and was about to leave.
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Alas...
A long helpless sigh.
"Sister." Tianhai Qi Mingyue suddenly stood up from the bench and shouted.
The silhouette of someone about to leave.
"What?" Tianhai Jiuliuli turned around on the street.
"Sister, you'd better stay here today."
Chapter completed!