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This is probably what it feels like after breathing heavily.

Holding my head on the big bed, looking up at the sky outside the window, looking at the darkening clouds on the horizon, and then began to think... what is the so-called life.

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This is probably how your brain wakes up after the incident.

Kambara closed her eyes and smelled the fragrance of sunflowers brought by the breeze of the manor outside the window.

He doesn't really want to think about what life is, because he has figured it out since he was a child... What he needs is always to have someone who loves him, and then live happily every day.
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Kagura opened his eyes again, and he turned around and looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was sleeping with Xue Jian next to him.

See her sleeping face.

My face smiled unconsciously...

Of course, there is also a hint of embarrassment because of what just happened...

Reaching out and pulling the quilt up to her shoulders, Kanamehara turned to the left, only to realize that Qiyue was no longer here.

Where did July go?

Seeing the empty quilt on the left, Kanbaru took advantage of the moonlight and grabbed the phone in the dark.

The screen suddenly lit up, and Kanbaru was stimulated by the bright light and subconsciously closed his eyes.

He looked at the time carefully and saw that it was already three o'clock in the morning.

It turns out... I've already slept.

But where did July go?

It's three o'clock in the morning.

Maybe she just went to drink water, maybe she went to the toilet...

But for some reason, when he saw the empty space on the left, he felt that his heart was a little lonely this night.

Kanbaru stood up, put on his pants, and walked out of the largest bedroom in the manor.

In a large villa like this, the corridors are usually illuminated at night.

Kagura Raku walked to the nearest restroom and knocked on the door. After waiting for a few seconds and no response, she realized that Tianhai Qimingyue was not here.

Since she wasn't in the bathroom, where did she go?

Kanbaru looked back at the spacious mansion, walked along the spiral staircase to the second floor and walked to the living room...

He walked all the way out of the gate and looked for the courtyard. Finally, under an old tree, he saw the back of a girl standing in a field of sunflowers in the distance...

She was wearing a white bathrobe, bathing in the moonlight, and the evening breeze was blowing the patches of sunflowers in front of her...

Because it is approaching midnight and the temperature this year is higher than in previous years, there is already a crisp chirping of cicadas in the wild at this time.

Kanbaru looked at the hazy back of Qiyue from a distance...

She was looking into the distance, her flaxen hair floating in the night...

Her eyes looked extremely hazy in the moonlit night...

Kagura Raku crossed the path in the sunflower field and walked towards her.

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"Why are you here in July?"

"Come out and get some air." The Seven Bright Moons in the Sky looked away from the invisible shadow of Mount Fuji in the distance, and the lake outside the sunflower field was sparkling.

She closed her eyes quietly... There was a calm beauty on her face...

"Are you... not used to it? I think you should rest now." Kambara's eyes fell directly on her beautiful facial features. Just looking at her face now, I can't imagine what she looked like in bed just now.

Looks like...

"Why did brother come out again?" Tianhai Qimingyue asked as she opened her eyes, her sky-blue eyes shining with moonlight.

"Come out to find you."

"Then why did you come out to find me?"

"When I saw you weren't there...I naturally came out to look for you."

Tianhai Qimingyue looked at his face for a long time, and found that he was only wearing pajamas, so he came out to look for her at three o'clock in the morning...

"Although...there are some words

If I talk to you too much, you will find it annoying...but I still want to say thank you."

[In view of the general environment,

Kanbaru felt strange. He approached her and took her hand, "Why are you suddenly so alienated? Wasn't it... quite enthusiastic before? Did I go too far before?"

"..."

Tianhai Qimingyue shook her head in silence, and she turned to ask another question, "If I suddenly disappeared one day like tonight, would you still come to me like today?"

"...Qiyue, what are you talking about?" Kagura Raku didn't understand the meaning of her question for a while.

Tianhai Qimingyue hugged his left arm with his right hand and continued to ask him: "Will you?"

"Definitely." Kanbaru replied while also observing Qiyue, wondering why she suddenly became like this after sleeping for a while.

At first he didn't understand it at all.

But when she saw the thin yukata on Qiyue's body and ***'s shoulders, she almost guessed her inner thoughts...

That's right, I felt comfortable when I visited before...I also fell asleep after finishing...

He actually forgot that this time it was originally for Qiyue to fulfill the agreement... Qiyue was actually asking for her position in his heart with a very, very serious mood...

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Although Qi Qi seemed to have a lot of fun when Liuli was there.

But what if Liuli is not here...Does this represent this first experience, a kind of contract?

Thinking of this, Kanharale also knew what he should do.

"Qiyue, come here quickly." Kanbaru stretched out his hand to her and motioned her to lean against his shoulder.

"What? Still want to do it?"

"Of course not."

Seeing that she didn't resist much, Kanbaru pulled her to him, then stretched out his hands to hug her.

Tianhai Qimingyue's two hands were pressed against his heart, and her cheek was pressed against his. The girl did not expect that he would do this suddenly.

"July." Kanbaru closed his eyes, and while holding her, he called out the name of the girl in his arms.

"Calling me like that...are you trying to be coquettish?" Tianhai Qi Mingyue didn't understand his thoughts, but she didn't refuse his hug. On the contrary...because of his hug, her body seemed to feel a lot warmer in the dark night.

"You must have troubles in July, right? That's why you came here in the middle of the night. How about talking to me?"

"..."

"Tell me, Qi Qi, I will listen to you carefully."

I will listen to you carefully...

A simple sentence, but it made Tianhai Qimingyue's mind ripple.

Think about it carefully, in more than ten years, how many people have been willing to calm down and listen to themselves?

She even knew that it was useless to express her annoyance to the outside world, as it would only lead to incomprehension from others.

But now, there really is such a person who is willing to listen to me talk about my troubles and is willing to help me solve my troubles...

In fact, what touches my heart is not only that he is willing to listen, but also that he understands my feelings...

"Originally... I thought that handing over my first time would give me a lot of peace of mind... but it turned out that my previous idea was wrong. Now I am thinking, if one day, I no longer have what you are pursuing,

The thing you love...what will happen to you then?"

Kanbaru heard Qiyue in her arms telling herself such words with her eyes closed.

I completely understand her current state.

"You still feel insecure in July."

"Perhaps so. After all, for more than ten years, I was basically walking alone on a path that I didn't even know had any hope."

Kanbaru hugged her tighter and let Qi Qi's cheek touch her.

He held his neck and let her completely rely on his arms, "What Qi Qi is actually most afraid of is being abandoned, right?"

"..."
To be continued...