...

Probably this sentence means too much to the two of them.

As a result, neither Qiyue nor Liuli responded for a long time.

Sakakibara Suzu could hear the sound of rain outside the balcony, and smell the meals prepared in advance by Sister Ruri on the dining table...

The three of them stared at each other for longer and longer, and Sakakihara Suzu became more and more frightened and afraid to see what was going to happen next...

She turned her back, and then she heard Tianhai Qimingyue's plain questioning from behind:

"You... know what you are talking about, right?"

This is what I asked my brother.

Probably because I didn't know which tendon was connected wrongly in my head today, this guy actually answered without hesitation: "I understand."

This tone...

This attitude...

This is a straightforward admission.

Even though Sakakihara Suzu was standing at the entrance of the living room, far away and with her back to several people, she couldn't help but touch her forehead.

oh——my——god!

Brother is going to die.

Completely finished!

Sure enough, after a while, Tianhai Qimingyue asked again:

"You know what you are talking about, and you dare to say it to me and my sister?"

"I just know, I just understand, that's why I said this to you and Liuli."

...

Sakakihara Suzu knew that several people fell into silence again because of this guy's shameless discovery.

She didn't even need to turn around to look, she knew that Sister Qi was staring at her brother with a look that was so plain as to kill.

When this bastard said this, he was undoubtedly provoking the feelings between several people and provoking the bottom line.

"Brother, is there anything else you want to say?"

"Yes, of course."

Sakakihara Raku's expression is extremely serious and sincere.

"It's just that what I'm going to say next is very long. It's all my thoughts about Zhixue. Can you listen carefully to what I have to say?"

"..."

"..."

Tianhai Jiuliuli and Tianhai Qimingyue both remained silent.

"I understand. Since you are willing to listen, I will tell you everything that is in my heart... No matter what Qiyue and Liuli decide, I will respect your choice and will do my best to retain them."

call......

Sakakibara looked away from the identical faces of the twins and took a deep breath.

Then, he slowly told the two of them:

"July...and Liuli...These days, I'm not the only one thinking about Yuki, right?

"I know you don't have no feelings for Zhixue... After getting along for so long, her existence and the time spent with her have built the foundation for this.

"I also understand, Qiyue Liuli, you regard Zhixue as your family...otherwise you wouldn't have specifically told me to take care of Zhixue..."

"To be honest, in order to deal with the relationship between us a while ago, I have been avoiding Zhixue and deliberately staying away from her.

"This was an unreasonable alienation for her...it made her feel at a loss...it made her often wonder if she had done something wrong or if she had done something wrong somewhere, which annoyed me.

.....Furthermore, she derived the idea of ​​wanting to be nice to me and wanting me to be happy...

"...Perhaps this alienation has caused some harm to Zhixue. From the beginning of this alienation, she began to feel inferior in her heart. She began not to recognize herself or believe in herself... She desperately wanted to

To make me happy.

"But she didn't have much ideas to begin with, and she couldn't think of anything that would make me happy. She wrote a song for me before, but I rejected it...

"Over time, Zhixue's feelings of inferiority began to accumulate."

When Sakakihara Raku said this, he paused and glanced at Amami Nanamiyue and Amami Kuruuri who were listening patiently.

After resting for a while, Sakakihara continued:

"After what happened a while ago... Zhixue gradually began to realize that her existence is a trouble for us... a burden... During that time, she has been apologizing to you.

Not as lively as before... She began to realize that maybe we didn't need her at all, and her existence was just causing us trouble... She became even more inferior and sensitive because of this...

"Qiyue and Liuli still remember that Zhixue kept herself locked in the house during that time, right?

"Actually, that's because Zhixue keeps reciting the manual I gave her...she doesn't want to make any more mistakes and make you unhappy.

"Later, just recently, grandpa came to our house frequently and wanted to take yuki back... Because we argued with grandpa too many times, yuki may have secretly hid in the corner and witnessed our discussion for her...

.Her inferiority complex further deepened... She completely weakened her own existence and continued to belittle it.

"She completely thinks that she is a trouble. Staying here will only make things difficult for you, Liuli and me... She doesn't want this... She doesn't want this... The guilt in her heart for us makes her take the initiative

The idea of ​​going home was brought up to me...

"Even if she likes me, us, and this family very much... Even if she still wants to have dinner with us and go to school together... But when she thinks of the fact that she caused, she feels inferior and thinks it is

Her existence made us unhappy...so in the end, she chose to take nothing away, put all her favorite things here, and went home silently alone...

"

Sakakihara laughed bitterly:

"Even if grandpa blocked all the news, you can probably guess what happened after Qiyue, Liuli, and Zhixue returned. Because of the intense emotions in her heart, her original disease relapsed... Just now I

When she went to visit Zhixue with Ling, she not only couldn't remember Ling, but she also completely forgot her father's identity...

"Only, she never forgot my promise to take her home and make her fried ice cream.

This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! "Actually, this is not bad, but the pain is that she still remembers the fact that she made things difficult for us... She was reminded of these things, and even developed an anxiety disorder

She was still holding her head and showing an extremely painful expression on the hospital bed... This was the first time I saw Zhixue like this... In my impression, Zhixue has always been that innocent and stupid person.

The way...

"Although Uncle Ying said it was just a small thing and nothing serious... Yuki has never had such anxiety symptoms before. In fact, if you think about it carefully, you can see that Uncle Ying is hiding... In fact, Yuki's condition is due to this incident

Things have deepened...

"Yuki has never had any friends, she can never remember any friends, and she always studies alone... Not only does her sister dislike her, but her father doesn't take her seriously at all at first.

"She has been holding the guitar her mother left her since she was a child, playing alone in her room since she was a child, and growing up lonely.

"Because she has no friends, no topics, no social interaction...she can only look at the blue sky and the leaves outside the window...This is how her habit of being in a daze comes...

"Finally, she found a home where she could stay and be happy...but she felt guilty towards us again and chose to give up everything on her own initiative and bear the pain alone."

Sakakihara Raku suddenly smiled at Tenkai Kuruuri and Tenkai Seven Mingyue:

"In the past two weeks, I have been thinking...if Yuki hadn't met me, would things have been better?

"Although she failed to realize everything she liked recently, at that time she was not sad and basically had no emotions...she could not care about anything...

"It was me who made her have feelings, it was me who made yuki become like this. It was me who gave yuki hope, and it was me who chose to abandon yuki and let her return to that lonely home with her feelings...

..

"Qiyue... Liuli, I'm sorry, I was wrong... I really can't bear to see this.

"When I see her in pain, I will also suffer. Just like I sympathize with your experiences, I will also sympathize with Yuki and have the idea of ​​​​saving her and compensating her.

"I just called Aunt Zi to ask about the new home that Yuki is going to. Although it is the best choice at the moment, Yuki has not been well received by her fourth sister before...

"Just like when I was a child, I saw July sitting alone at the bus stop and Liuli hiding in front of the flower bed crying alone. I hope that everyone will not feel so uncomfortable. What's more, it's because of me that Zhixue is like this...

"So...these are my thoughts, these are the reasons why I want to take yuki back."

...

He firmly finished a long speech that he had never had in his life.

Sakakihara hopes that his meaning and thoughts can be well conveyed to the ears of Qiyue and Liuli, and hopes that they will understand this thought and feeling.

It doesn't matter if you don't understand...

Now that they can still stand here and listen to themselves say these words, Sakakihara Raku is extremely grateful.

.......

"Um..."

Afterwards, Tianhai Qimingyue spoke first:
To be continued...