Cold...sea water?

How would it feel if you plunged headfirst into it?

In recent years, the treatment effect of Tokyo Bay has not been very good. There should be a lot of pollutants from chemical plants in the seawater, right?

Oh, if you die in there, I'm afraid your death will be ugly...

However, since death is already dead, there is no need to worry about what will happen after death.

Why should things after death be so important?

Tianhai Qimingyue squatted on the beach and gradually became quiet, but the wind kept ringing in her ears with the sound of the returning tide. She felt the wind and the movement of the sightseeing boats passing by on the bay. She didn't know what she should do.

What, what goals should we live for in the future... This kind of hard-to-see future reminded her of the way her sister was abandoned by her mother in the past.

This is probably the feeling of being abandoned by someone you trust...

"Here, take it, I just bought it."

"..."

Tianhai Qimingyue hugged her legs and turned her head in hesitation.

A guy who shouldn't be here appears at an inappropriate time.

And he sat down on the embankment, with his legs hanging outside, holding in his hand the sausage in a biodegradable plastic box...

Amami Qimingyue first looked at the object in his hand, and then looked at Kagura Raku's side face staring across the bay.

His hair was blown by the sea breeze, as if he was sighing.

"Classmate Tianhai Qi Mingyue, the scenery here is nice. How did you find this place?"

"You...why are you here?"

Kanbaru Rakuquan pretended not to hear. He placed the disposable lunch box between the two of them and continued to eat the unfinished sausage in his hand.

While he was eating and admiring the night view of the bay, he answered the wrong questions:

"Well, this should be one of those niche attractions that no one has ever discovered. No, it should be said that it feels like a 'secret base' among children. It only belongs to the two of us."

Tianhai Qimingyue hugged her legs, her expression dissatisfied, but her tone was normal, "I'm asking you a question."

"Speaking of which, is this a place we discovered together? There is sea breeze, city, neon lights, and you can also see the Linhai Bridge not far away."

"Kanahara-san."

"It's very beautiful, and it feels like a good place to rest... Wait, did I say something wrong? You are squatting here alone in Tianhai Qimingyue, doesn't that mean - "

well...

A certain person talks to himself and has a shameless attitude that leaves Tianhai Qimingyue helpless.

"Are you simply thinking too much and thinking that I will completely deny my own value because of certain things? You are wrong. I am Tianhai Qimingyue. I don't need someone, even one person, to live as a matter of course.

And live better.”

"Of course."

Kambara stood in front of the bay and nodded seriously, "You are Qimingyue. Is there anything that you can't do? Is there anything that you can't do? You are so good. You don't know how much you have learned since you were a child. What can others do?

When you are playing, you are trying to restrain yourself. When others are enjoying happiness, you are trying to improve yourself... Who can find someone as outstanding and beautiful as you?

"So Qi Mingyue-san, it doesn't matter whether you have someone or not."

"..." Tianhai Qimingyue didn't know how to continue what this guy said.

Kanbaru put the sausage bamboo skewer in his hand into his disposable box, stood up on one foot, put his hand on his knee, and said softly while enjoying the sea breeze:

"I think someone actually understands that Qi Mingyue has become independent a long time ago and no longer cares about someone's existence... The reason why she still cares is actually because she was restrained by some things in her childhood.

She, she regards that shadow as her lifelong longing, and is willing to give absolute trust to it.

This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! "But once that shadow overlaps with someone now, and she is deceived by someone, she will not hesitate to deny that someone has become no longer harmonious.

It’s the same as before.”

Shen Yuanle turned around, looked at Tianhai Qimingyue, and said with a smile:

"Actually, isn't Qi Mingyue able to run far away a long time ago?"

"...You think I don't want to? Now that things have happened, is there anything in you that I can trust?"

"July..."

"Pay attention to your identity, Kanbaru-san. First of all, we only have an ordinary relationship now. Secondly, you suddenly appeared here. I have reason to doubt your purpose."

The indifference of Tianhai Qimingyue made Kamara Raku feel that she was different from before.

And she stood up directly while speaking, obviously not wanting to have close contact with herself.

Kanbaru saw this and knew that she was really angry and disappointed with herself.

"It was Liuli who called me here."

"......What?"

"Liu Li said that you disappeared suddenly in the middle of the night. She searched for you for a long time and contacted you for a long time, but you didn't reply... She could only ask me to help look for you."

"...And then you went out to look for me early in the morning?"

"Otherwise?" Kanhara asked.

"hypocritically."

"Why is this fake? You disappeared, and Liuli asked me to help look for you, so why didn't I come out to look for you? Not only me, but Ling and Zhixue also came out to look for you."

"hypocritically."

"Qiyue, I have not lied at all in my concern for you."

"hypocritically."

Tianhai Qimingyue was very unhappy and had no trust in this guy at all. "Have you forgotten what you said not long ago?"

"I don't think there is anything wrong with what I said. I must also be responsible for Zhixue's matter."

"Why do you say you should be responsible? Then shouldn't you be responsible for me and my sister?"

Rarely, Tianhai Qimingyue raised her voice when she spoke.

Kanbaru didn't want to offend her, so he lowered his voice and said:

"I will also be responsible for you and Liuli."

"...But it's a pity that someone didn't do it."

"Listen to me first, Qiyue... I know you can't trust me, but please listen to what I have to say... Don't you also know what happened between Zhixue and me? If I put Zhixue

What will happen to Zhixue if she is left alone in the hospital? Her illness has reached a very serious stage."

"She can be sent to her aunt's home after treatment."

"Then what? Qi Qi thinks that Zhi Xue will be fine after going to her sister's house? Qi Qi, don't forget, who looked down on Zhi Xue before? Her fourth sister's family also has a son with a very bad temper. Qi Qi

Do you think it will be fine if Zhixue is sent back?"

"That's better than staying by your side. Her pain for you is only temporary and will be forgotten soon."

Kanbaru shook his head: "But what about the fact? The fact is that Zhixue has forgotten everything, but she has not forgotten me, and she has been looking forward to me visiting her... She is treated every day and takes medicine every day, and her life is very uncomfortable. Even Sakura

Bo also wanted to make her happy by saying, "I will go see her."

"Also, why can you say that Yuki's feelings are temporary? You have been chasing a certain shadow for more than ten years in July, and why do you think that Yuki will forget it so easily?"

Tianhai Qimingyue frowned, "Isn't that a good thing you did? Why do you care so much about others?"

"That's why I have to take responsibility."

Kagawa Raku's expression suddenly became serious:

"Don't forget, in July, I did something as good as this to a little girl under the bus stop more than ten years ago."

"..."

During Tianhai Qimingyue's slightly stunned pause, Kambara continued to speak seriously:

"Qi Mingyue, if I were the kind of person who would die without saving anything, then I wouldn't have chosen to say hello to the little girl who was injured in the fall that day, and I wouldn't have taken care of you in Qi Mingyue at all.

Feel... In July, you can take a good look back. Are the snow conditions you had before and now the same?

"You said in Qiyue that you should be responsible for my own actions. Since I have made mistakes, I must bear the corresponding responsibility. Didn't Qiyue let me be myself before, let me put myself, Kanhara Le, this

If you follow through to the end, it is also a lie to deceive me? Aren't you also deceiving me? "

They both fell into silence.

Kanbaru doesn't want to quarrel with Qiyue.

July is not very rational right now...

Taking advantage of the surrounding environment to calm down, Kanbaru said to her again:

"In July, Zhixue has been blaming herself for her inner thoughts... When she sees us quarreling, she will think it is her own fault. Don't you like Zhixue very much too?
To be continued...