At this moment, Nanami Nanami didn't speak. She noticed that Sakakibara Raku's back suddenly seemed to have aged more than ten years, full of fatigue.

"Tell me why you came to me."

"I said it because my sister begged me to go and listen to you by myself."

"...So what if you heard it now?"

"nothing."

"...Yeah, it's nothing," Raku Sakakibara stood up, went to the sofa, picked up his clothes, put them on, and draped his coat over his shoulders, "In the end, you were just forced to come here to meet me by Ruri...

....Is there any reason why you would want to see me?”

Sakakibara pulled his jacket over his chest and glanced back at Amami Nanamigetsu sitting on the bed.

"Just like what I just said. If you want to say that I am wrong, how can I not be wrong? Of course I know that I have made a mistake... What really makes me angry is that you choose to deny me as a person...

.July, do you understand it yourself? When you believe with all your heart that there is someone who understands you, supports you, and encourages you to move forward... but in the end it is this person who denies you, how you feel... That day I

I guess you know how Liuli felt when she heard her aunt say those words."

Tianhai Qimingyue saw him zipping up his coat and taking away his mobile phone and wallet, and asked, "Why did you say those words to me that day?"

Sakakihara was inexplicably silent for three seconds. He walked at the door of the hotel bedroom without looking at her. He smiled and said, "What else could there be? It's just because you denied me and I hate you."

...

Sakakibara left alone.

Walking alone on the streets of a foreign country, meeting unfamiliar people, walking on an unfamiliar road, and looking at the unfamiliar bricks and tiles under my feet.

Sometimes he looked up at the black sky, sometimes he looked sideways at the citizens and tourists walking in front of Starbucks...

He kicked the Coke cans that were everywhere under his feet and felt that the Japanese people on YouTube were lying when they said that all the streets in the UK were clean and beautiful.

The world is the same everywhere, there are good and bad everywhere.

Just like July, who had a quarrel with me just now, there are good things and bad things.

I...are all useless disadvantages hidden under the "good" surface, right?

Even the words I heard today were made by Qi Qi disguised as Liuli to deceive herself...

While walking, Raku Sakakihara came to the bank of the Thames River. Next to the upper left is the iconic British building - the Clock Tower, also called the Elizabeth Tower.

He squatted on the shore, not looking at the bell tower of the civilized world, but quietly staring at the featureless water of the Thames.

After waiting quietly for a long time, I suddenly wanted to find someone to chat with... so I contacted Ah Ling.

I made an international call but was hung up before I could answer the call.

...Probably, she is still busy.

I found Zhixue's phone number again, but she never got through.

...Based on the time, it's probably... She just went out not long ago and was playing basketball in the park next to the apartment.

There are actually a lot of people playing golf there during the day. Two days before she left, Raku Sakakihara had already seen her starting to learn to play ball with strangers.

Sakakihara wanted to find Ruri...and then remembered that Ruri's cell phone was in Qiyue's hands.

I turned around to look for Qiyue's account, but found that Qiyue had already deleted her contact information...

"Everyone, isn't this great?"

After a moment of silence, Sakakihara burst into laughter on the bank of the river.

Ah Ling took the initiative to hang up the phone, indicating that she was busy with her career.

Zhixue didn't answer the phone, which meant that she also had someone who could play with her.

The fact that Liuli didn't come to England with him meant that she could be independent long ago and didn't care about the agreement with him at all, so she gave the opportunity until July.

July...?

Not to mention!

She had a lively quarrel with herself just now. She has been busy with her company and living her own life a while ago. She is so good that she has become independent a long time ago!

What do you need to worry about?

Mom, I'm traveling around the world with my uncle.

Hmm...very good, everything is very good.

...

Sakakibara smiled, lowered his head, and relied on the weak street lamp beside him to see his own reflection undulating in the river.

This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! He stared at his face that gradually became calmer until it became completely calm... as if he saw another shadow.

A... face that I should have forgotten long ago.

A face that no one remembers... from a previous life.

Sakakihara Raku was completely silent.

What is this life to me?

In my previous life, I was used to being alone. No matter what I did, I was alone... I sang to myself, encouraged myself, and told myself that I just need to work hard.

If you work hard, you will definitely win the game... However, the fact is that no one cares about how hard you have worked. Everyone, the audience, only cares about the results.

On the Internet, in reality, negative emotions are constantly being conveyed to me. I can bear all these voices, and I can also blame all my mistakes on my lack of hard work.

It's okay to bear these negative emotions because you don't have enough strength.

It's fair to bear the insult, because I didn't meet everyone's expectations of "definitely being the first" and won the first place in the competition.

These negative emotions can be tolerated.

But if you get used to this kind of emotion, you will inevitably long for it, fantasize, and imagine that someone different from everyone else suddenly appears in front of you, someone who is willing to give you infinite light, infinite care and warmth in times of suffering.

..to look forward to the little bits of light seen in the gloomy life.

Unfortunately, there was no such character in the previous life, and some of them just had boring endings of being shot to death by the river.

I can be sure that my parents, who have not been involved in my life for a long time, will not hold a funeral for my son who was born unexpectedly.

...Well, it's quite miserable.

This life is good, I have a real family in this life, and I have a sister who can hold my legs and call me brother.

This kind of kindness and warmth that I had never experienced before made me swear when my father ran away. I had never met someone who was full of infinite light and warmth in my previous life, so I would become such a person...

Let my sister and mother no longer feel the indifference I felt in my previous life.

You should focus on helping everyone and your family.

I have to start as an ordinary person and work hard and work harder. Let my sister know that she still has her brother supporting me, and let my mother know that there is a son in the family who is working hard to live with everyone.

These feelings and thoughts... have continued to this day.

And therefore, because of these thoughts, the people around him, including Qiyue, Liuli, Ling, Zhixue, etc., were all hurt by him.

...Strictly speaking, we are not wrong. What is wrong is that we want a relationship that can be 100% responsible after being illuminated by the light.

Yes...no one is wrong.

It was my fault that I was unable to devote 400% of my energy to taking care of them perfectly and handling them harmoniously and harmoniously.

...The fault lies with you.

Raku Sakakibara suddenly stood up in front of the Thames River. He took two breaths of the coolness of the night wind and silently stared at the turbulent cold river surface.

...

"That's it, do you want it to end?"

...

There was a sudden call, and Sakakihara Raku knew who was standing behind him without having to think about it.

"What are you following me for?"

"I just wanted to see what you wanted to do. Now it seems that your guess is pretty good."

Sakakibara closed his eyes and responded calmly, "You thought I was going to jump into the river. You thought I was too fragile. In fact, it wasn't for that. I just wanted to leave and didn't want to see you again."

"Tough talk."

"Oh, everyone has the right to say that about me, but you, who was squatting in front of Tokyo Bay back then, don't have the right to say that."

"Oh, I never thought about it that way."

Sakakibara turned his head and looked straight into the eyes of Amami Nanami, "You have a tough mouth."

"well..."

A sigh suddenly sounded behind Tianhai Qimingyue. Another girl with long flaxen hair, wearing the same white dress during the day, sighed and walked out. Her eyes swept over the two of them and said unhappily, "

It’s really... each one is tougher than the other... In Qiyue, wouldn’t it be nice if you softened your attitude towards Lejun?”

Tianhai Qimingyue looked back at her sister, "Why? What I said was not wrong."
To be continued...