Sakakihara looked back at Shimoyuki again, not understanding, "What's wrong?"

"Look how serious she is."

Tianhai Qimingyue didn't have many words, but the look in her eyes at Yuki clearly showed that there were many words in her heart that she hadn't yet spoken out.

After a moment of silence, she suddenly sighed and said:

"I have been thinking about our relationship during this period. I don't know, brother, if you feel that the relationship between Zhixue and I has become much weaker than in the past."

"There's nothing we can do about it," Sakakibara Raku said.

Tianhai Qimingyue shook her head, "It would be fine if it was from both sides, but the problem is... Zhixue is still as good and fond of me as before, and she still feels guilty for me... Her feelings for you are even more

It’s so small that it’s so discreet…”

"Qiyue, you feel it too..." Sakakibara looked into her sky-blue eyes.

"Isn't it right now to see that? Just because you can accompany her to clean the house, she is very happy and enthusiastic. How can I not understand? During this time, you have been neglecting everyone, and my sister and I can feel it.

Got...my sister and I were able to get some responses, and yuki...just needs you to stay with her for a while."

"..."

What I said in July is so heartbreaking to hear...

Zhixue's emotions have become so small that just cleaning with her for a while can make her happy for a long time.

And her heart is always sincere and sincere...without any distracting thoughts.

Sakakihara Raku was silent.

Tianhai Qimingyue also closed her eyes, "It's very contradictory... I obviously can't accept that your feelings are shared, but I feel worried about Yuki's current situation... I think of what you said before, you are right

, there are too many similarities between me in the past and yuki now. I see my own shadow in her - my hope that she will be happy also comes from this..."

"..."

Sakakibara was not happy to receive the words from July.

July used to be very contradictory...

She obviously wanted to save the "July" in the past, but because her feelings for herself were too deep, the two ideas had irreconcilable conflicts.

She could neither tolerate her own betrayal, nor could she bear to see Zhixue suffer forever.

...Sure enough, people are always complex and multifaceted.

Sakakibara suddenly remembered something.

"How about you take Yuki for a checkup in the afternoon of July? It just so happens that she has to go to the hospital for a review today."

Tianhai Qimingyue understood what he meant and looked over, "You have to understand that the person Zhixue is most eager to accompany her for a check-up is you... I also visited Zhixue when she was sick... But even though she just

After the operation, I was still in anesthesia and coma, but I still shouted your name."

Having said this, Tianhai Qimingyue saw Tianhai Zhixue who was still trying to wipe the sink outside, and remained silent for a while.

"I wonder if you still remember Yuki's mother's diary?"

"Remember."

"Grandma, what she missed most during that time was Yuki who was not yet born. She was worried that she would lose a lot of emotions because she didn't have a mother... She also told Grandpa to be nice to Yuki when she was born...

.You also know the subsequent result. Grandma passed away, and the family was more or less angry at Zhixue, who didn't know anything."

"...That's right. Yuki's autistic character is somewhat caused by her sisters' dislike, right?"

Tianhai Qimingyue acquiesced in this answer, "It can be said that for Zhixue, the only things that cared about her in the first half of her life were the few words in the diary left by her mother. This is why she valued the guitar and diary left by her mother so much.

Important reasons.”

"This is also the reason why Zhi Xue likes guitar..."

Sakakibara heard that something was wrong in Qi Qi's tone, "Qi Qi, why are you suddenly saying this?"

Tianhai Qimingyue sighed:

"I don't know if I have been affected by something, but I have been dreaming about 'mother' recently."

"..."

This is July and she... wants to be a mother?

"I dreamed about Bertha, and I also dreamed about my grandma whom I had never met. Needless to say, my mother's impression of grandma was from Zhixue's diary. You also know that my relationship with her is

Xue is the same age, and we had not grown up when grandma passed away, so to me, grandma is more of a mother figure."

Sakakibara Raku: "...the one left for Yuki, the final diary?"

Tianhai Qimingyue nodded:

"What was written in the diary were what grandma wanted to say to Zhixue when she was pregnant. She knew that she would probably be gone, so she wrote her blessings for her little daughter in advance in the diary... She told her

Be brave and hope that she can find her own happiness in this world. Even if she is gone, her mother will always smile in the sky and watch her grow up..."

"Then...? Does this have anything to do with your dream in July?"

Tianhai Qimingyue continued:

"Recalling the words of mothers who care about their children, I had a very strange dream... I dreamed that my grandma was in the sky, looking at the snow all the time... but there was no smile in it...

She saw her growing up alone... saw her growing up alone, saw her family not caring about her, saw her grandfather paying no attention to her, saw her being so confused that she was at the age she is today... saw how hard it was for her.

She found someone who could truly take care of her and care about her in life, but this person... still had to leave her."

Sakakihara Raku did not speak and listened patiently.

"This dream has always conveyed a picture to me - if you, brother, leave completely, grandma will see the old snow again, and then she... must be so uncomfortable..."

...

After patiently listening to Qiuyue's words, Sakakihara was not happy to answer.

"So, what do you want to do in July?"

Tianhai Qimingyue replied naturally:

"...I think now that I have accepted Yuki's current situation, I shouldn't treat her with the same attitude I had at that time... I was obviously so good to her before, but I treated her more or less because of those things

A little neglected. I think... no matter what, I must make Yuki's guilt towards me disappear."

The relationship between these people is really awkward.

There are too many things and emotions wrapped around it.

But no matter what, the fact that Qi Qi has this heart now means that there is hope for her and Yuki to return to their previous state.

...

Sakakibara thought of something again.

"In July, do you think Zhixue has nothing to do..."

"You mean planning?"

"You're already in high school, shouldn't you have any plans for the future? I still remember when I was divided into classes in my second year of high school, didn't I submit an application to the school? Everyone wrote in, but Zhixue didn't."

Tianhai Qimingyue thought carefully, "That's true. But yuki doesn't like playing basketball very much?"

"She only treats basketball as a hobby and has no lifelong pursuit of it."

"music?"

Sakakibara laughed, "That's right. In fact, our band was quite good last time... But there is a problem. We are all busy with our own affairs, and we don't have time to accompany Zhixue to do this during this time.

band."

Tianhai Qi Mingyue understood what he meant, "You want to say that since you don't have time to accompany her, why not let her find something related to do on her own?"

"That's it. My idea is related to Ling. It just so happens that Ling has been working as an idol trainee recently. How about we take Yuki over and take a look?"

It is related to music, and at the same time it fits the characteristics of Yuki, a little lonely person who likes a lot of attention.

Well...it does work.

By the way... Speaking of A Ling's idol, I haven't seen how she is doing.

I just happened to take some time to see how A Ling was doing.

Sakakibara then told Amami no Yuki about this idea, and Amami no Yuki nodded blankly.

Then I heard that today’s check-up was in July and I would go with her.

There was more happiness in her eyes.

Raku Sakakihara could clearly see this mood from the side. Didn't Yuki's look mean that she always wanted to be with Qiyue?
Chapter completed!