Chapter 400 You Don't Understand(2/2)
"I won't leave!!" I couldn't hold myself any longer, so I ran in front of him in two steps and looked at him with half raised face: "Have you ever learned to respect others? Let's not mention that we don't have the slightest relationship now.
Even if you talk about it from my uncle, you don’t have the right to interfere in my affairs, you know?”
"I'm not qualified..."
Zhuo Jing suddenly gritted his teeth and a cold light suddenly appeared in his eyes: "Say it again."
I panicked, and immediately alerted the police to the danger. I took a few steps back, but then replied unwillingly: "Why do you care about me!!"
Zhuo Jing sneered suddenly, his lips parted slightly: "Do I care about you? If I didn't care about my aunt, do you think I would care about your life or death?"
OK, this is Zhuo's style. I bit my lips and nodded: "I can't thank you enough. I can't thank you enough. I thank you. Please consider me begging you. Even if I, Ma Jiaolong, die in
This thing has nothing to do with you, and your current actions are misleading, you know!"
"Misunderstanding, misunderstanding about me, misunderstanding that I still have feelings for you?"
Zhuo Jing looked at me, and the smile on his lips was full of evil: "You really think too highly of yourself."
I took a deep breath, but the tingling feeling in my heart began to spread slightly. I laughed twice, and with a heartache, I raised my eyes and looked at him: "Zhuo Jing, do you feel that it's your business?
, it has nothing to do with me. Whether I think highly of myself or not is my business and has nothing to do with you. I don’t care how good you are in other fields, but here, you are willful, childish and self-righteous. You said we would only meet again.
You will treat me as a stranger. In the past year or so, I have not appeared in front of you on purpose. I even downgraded my plane to avoid you! But you brought me here. Do you think
Who are you! Can you explain your behavior! Don’t talk about little uncle! You are just being mean, you know that!!!!”
The air suddenly became deathly quiet, and the only sound left was my gasping for air after I finished shouting. A suffocating chill gradually accumulated in Zhuo Jing's deep eyes: "Am I being mean?"
It's a lie to say I'm not afraid. In this environment, even if I shout out of my throat, someone will be able to hear me. Besides, I'm no match for him in terms of combat effectiveness. I don't know what's wrong with me to say something like that.
, but I've really had enough. Instead of being entangled like this all the time, it's better to give me a happy result. Anyway, I've always been the bad guy, so I don't care anymore.
Thinking in my heart, my neck was stiffened. No matter whether my heart was as fragile as paper, on the outside, I didn't want Zhuo Jing to see any flaw.
Behind the scenes, just when I thought Zhuo Jing was going to say something, he actually ran over in a few steps. I was shocked and was forced back by him until I reached the door. His hand suddenly moved towards my face.
There was a loud bang on the door, and at the same time, my nose smelled a cold air. My heart tightened, and I instinctively stretched out my hand to push him: "Zhuo Jing
…”
His eyes were red, as if he wanted to cut me into pieces. With the sound of his teeth clenching, he lifted his lips and said, "Tell me, am I also being a bitch now?"
Seeing him like this, my heart felt as if someone had suddenly cut it out with a sharp knife. It was so twisting that I almost wanted to suffocate. Gritting my teeth, I suppressed my emotions and expressions, straightened my neck, and spit out a word.
:"yes."
His eyes were red and glaring, and they were full of words that he wanted to eat me alive. In addition to the anger that was about to come out, there was something I couldn't distinguish. Suddenly, he raised his hand. I think he was in a state of despair.
He definitely wanted to strangle me to death. As arrogant as he was, no matter whether he still had some feelings for me or not, I think he would never allow anyone to use the word "cheap" to describe him. He instinctively closed his eyes.
, there was no struggle, this scene should be expected, he has always been like this, since I dare to offend him with words, I will naturally bear the consequences of offending him!
But after waiting for a long time, until the cool air on the tip of my nose gradually receded, I frowned slightly and slowly opened my eyes, but I only saw his back. He was holding on to the wall on one side with one hand, his back facing
Me: "Let's go."
I opened my mouth, but I didn't know what to say. I didn't mean it, especially to Zhuo Jing. It's just that many times, I feel that I mess up things so easily. If everything was as simple as getting rid of evil spirits.
Okay, no matter how difficult it is, as long as I do the right thing and deal with it cleanly, then it will be clean. But there are always inextricable connections with Zhuo Jing. I can’t hate him, even if I say vicious words to him.
It’s not what I really want to say. It’s just that I don’t know why it is like this. It’s like crawling out of a deep pit. I obviously want to climb out quickly, but when I look back, I’m still standing at the bottom of the pit.
I can't climb up because of him. Maybe if he didn't hate me so much, I would feel better. But, how can he not hate me...
Turning around, I reached out and pressed the door handle. The moment I pushed the door open, Zhuo Jing turned his head and looked at me: "Lin Qiao..."
His voice was very low. I looked up and saw that his face was unusually pale, but there was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth. He was a bit unruly, but also had a hint of helplessness: "Don't worry, I won't be mean to you in the future."
.”
I turned around, feeling sad. I opened the door and strode out. Xiao Tian almost bumped into me, looking at me with panic: "Jiaolong, you..."
"fine."
I threw down those two words, picked up my feet and ran straight away. I went straight to the elevator, pressed the switch, turned around, glanced at the empty corridor, and my eyes turned red uncontrollably. Until I walked into the elevator, I
Looking at my absent-minded face hanging on the wall, what the hell happened to me?!
Isn't this what I want to see? If you say the right thing, do the right thing, and people give you the response you want, what else do you want, why do you feel uncomfortable, what do you feel that you can't accept,
You should be lucky and relieved, at least, his last words were so calm.
In his eyes, I changed from Ma Jiaolong to Lin Qiao, and from Lin Qiao to a complete stranger. When I walked out of the elevator, I suddenly hated myself extremely. I was wrong. If
I made it clear to Zhuo Jing from the beginning that maybe everything before today would not have happened. So, it doesn’t matter if I’m heartbroken now. I brought this on myself. I’m the one who committed the crime.
!!
Looking at the people coming and going in the hall, I took a deep breath and went back to work. Maybe, the only thing that can save me from this mood is work. I instinctively took out the mobile phone in my pocket, and my heart suddenly
I panicked, and I felt carefully before and after, but there was nothing... Did I drop it or didn't bring it with me? I reached out and took out the money in my pocket, but there was no money. I thought carefully about the journey, and looked back at the elevator again.
He raised his feet and walked in again.
If the phone is really lost at Zhuo Jing's place, I can't count on him to deliver it. I have no money and I don't know the address of Mr. Li's home. If I just take a taxi and say I want to go to Li Maocheng's home, let alone anyone else knows.
I don’t know where, maybe they’ll take me to the police station as a lunatic.
When I took the elevator back, I was thinking, maybe it takes time to let go of every relationship. I can't let it go now because the time hasn't been that long yet. As for Zhuo Jing, I really can't understand him, but I think
, he must have more hatred. As long as time goes by, or he invests in the next relationship, one day, both of us will be free.
When I walked to the door of Zhuo Jing's suite, the door was ajar, which meant that it had not been closed just now. I exhaled softly, raised my hand and was about to knock on the door, but the sound from inside made me move immediately.
pause……
"Xiao Tian, do you know that there is a feeling that it hurts when you torture someone, but it hurts even more when you see her smiling, because whether she is good or bad, she does not belong to you. You know this feeling
."
"Mr. Zhuo, when you talk about her, do you mean Jiaolong?"
I lowered my eyes, but my breath was tightly held in my throat and I didn't dare to exhale. If I hadn't come back and heard it with my own ears, I would never have believed that Zhuo Jing would say such a thing.
"Mr. Zhuo, you are talking about Jiaolong, right?"
Although Zhuo Jing did not respond, Xiao Tian used an affirmative tone. Hearing the voice gave him the courage to continue speaking: "Mr. Zhuo, I don't know what happened between you and Jiaolong, but I think if you still love
She should fight for it, Jiaolong is a very good girl, and you are good for her, and you should let her know that although I have never been in love, I think if there is a misunderstanding, it would be good to explain it clearly."
"There is no misunderstanding, it's just that she doesn't want to give up anything, no, she wants to give up on me..."
I stretched out my hand and pulled the ajar door with some trembling. Zhuo Jing was actually sitting on the ground. His face was half-downcast and his head was leaning against the wall. His eyes were dim. I gritted my teeth and looked at the loneliness on his face.
And helpless, the tip of my heart trembled suddenly, here he is still the arrogant person standing in front of me!
"Mr. Zhuo, to be honest, I admire Mr. Zhuo's clean and tidy style at work, but when it comes to relationships, I think you don't handle things very appropriately. In fact, I can tell that Jiaolong loves you very much, with the look in his eyes.
You can't deceive people with your reactions, you..."
Zhuo Jing suddenly laughed, and his smile was full of sarcasm: "What do you think I should do? I don't know how to treat her anymore. I wish I could bring the whole world to her, but she doesn't
It's strange. I don't care what everyone thinks of me, but I can't ignore her. I'm cautious and don't want to let go, but I can't get close. Can you tell me, what else can I do between her and me?
?”
I couldn't see Zhuo Jing's face clearly, and my whole body was shaking uncontrollably. I had been secretly guessing at Zhuo Jing's thoughts. I thought he hated me, he hated me, he hated my intersex body, but I never
I never thought that he would like me and love me as much as before. Because I have low self-esteem, I knew that I was not worthy of him. But one day, in an unexpected situation, I suddenly heard the standard answer.
, I really collapsed. I feel that God is cruel to me and Zhuo Jing. I like him and he also likes me. We just want to fall in love simply. Why did I commit such a crime?
Wedding evil!!
"This..." Xiao Tian was suddenly speechless, "I think you should just confess your feelings to her directly."
"Forget it, let me tell you what to do with this."
Zhuo Jing suddenly stood up, I covered my mouth and hid behind the door, "Go to Uncle Li's place and see if she has come back. Maybe she is still at the door of the hotel. She is stupid, maybe she doesn't know how to do it at all."
I know the way and I haven’t exchanged Hong Kong dollars. If I see her, I’ll send her back.”
"Mr. Zhuo, how about I bring Jiaolong over? You two should make it clear."
"You don't understand. Some things cannot be explained clearly. Remember, if you see her, don't say anything more."
Chapter completed!