I walked aimlessly on the cold street, not knowing what choice to make, my brain was in chaos, I love Yaoyao very much, I really love it. I am not a pretentious person, nor is it a pervert who just takes his pants and leaves after sleeping with others. When I heard Wang Lihai’s words, I thought more about responsibility, a responsibility that I cannot take on now.

I asked myself over and over again, what can I give to my loved ones, a gangster who is confused about the road ahead? Maybe I won’t even have the minimum stability, so why should I talk about my love for her?

Actually, I know that if I don’t listen to Wang Lihai’s dissuasion and continue to be with Yaoyao, he will never have any way. Yaoyao would rather elope with me and hide in any corner of this city than choose to go abroad.

But I really can't do this, I can't be so selfish. Since I'm a man, I have to live like a man, be able to take it and let go.

I was like a lonely ghost, wandering on the street, drinking, drinking in big mouthfuls. The spicy Erguotou brushed across my throat, making my internal organs feel hot. I didn't drink to make a decadent posture.

Instead, I can muster up the courage to call Yaoyao, so that I can tell him the word "breakup"...

"Hey...what are you doing?" I dialed the phone tremblingly.

"I'm walking with Qiao Mimi outside!" Yaoyao seemed to be in a good mood.

"I have something to tell you...!"

"What's the matter? Just tell me!"

"Let's break up!" After saying this, I lost all my strength and sat directly on the curb.

"What did you say?? You say it again?" Yaoyao knew my personality very well. I wouldn't joke about it, so her voice immediately changed. I couldn't hear it at all if she was panic or at a loss.

"Break up, I don't love you anymore!" I gritted my teeth and endured my dry eyes, and said slowly.

"Where are you?" Yaoyao calmed down after panic, and said without any color.

"Road forward, a new concept restaurant!" I didn't want to meet her, but when she asked, I answered it in a strange way.

"wait for me!!"

After hanging up the phone, half of the bottle of Erguotou was left. I leaned against the telephone pole with dizziness, and sang loudly in my mouth against the bitter north wind.

"If two people are paradise"

"Like a warm wall"

“…”

"If romance becomes a ties"

"I would like to choose to return to loneliness for you"

"If lingering becomes a chain"

"Leave the promise"

"There is a kind of love called letting go"

"Give up for love forever"

"If we stay together, you will give everything"

"Let true love take me away..."

“Say break up…”

I have always naively thought that there are too few things in the world that can make me cry, but I still realize today that I am so fragile, lying under a telephone pole like a beggar, crying like a child.

I don’t know how long it took, a beautiful figure appeared in my sight. The figure walked quickly like me, swung his arm and slapped my face.

"Bang!!"

A loud slap on my face, and I woke up a lot. Yaoyao pointed at my face expressionlessly and said, "I'm planning a mom! Meng Fei, you're not a man!!"

"Yes! I'm not a man! I don't fucking love you anymore, okay!" I shouted at her with a roar.

"You don't love me anymore? When you fucking sleep with me, what are you thinking? Have you played enough? Have you patted your butt and left?" Yaoyao was already crazy. For the first time, she was shouting on the street like a stingy little girl.

I saw her speechless. She was right. When I was with her, I thought everything was too simple. I thought that it was enough for two people to be together and love each other. What if I do so much!!

But life is not like this!! Reality is not like this!! They are like a lewd demon who seeks extreme qualities!! They keep pushing!! Ordinary people without resistance! Three months of gangster career have made me mature a lot without realizing it. Now I look at it on the other hand. I feel that I used to be very ridiculous. If I don’t love each other, I will definitely have results, nor will I be willing to give. In most cases, your efforts can only turn into bubbles and drift around...

"You go!! Is it okay! I don't want to see you anymore!! Can you make everyone die more happy and scratch it hard with a knife! Don't you fuckingly feel it hurts, I still feel it hurts!!" I was completely incoherent.

"My dad has found you? Have you chosen your brothers?" Yaoyao ignored my words and sat on the ground.

"Do I have a choice? Haha? If I could leave a lot of things and turn around and run away with you, you wouldn't fall in love with me, right?" I glanced at him and said helplessly.

"That's the same! Your choice is nothing wrong, and it's in line with my imagination. In fact, I knew that we would have this day, and I didn't want to ask anything anymore. It's boring. After we drink this wine, we will beat it apart!!" Yaoyao said calmly, picked up the bottle of wine in my hand and poured it into her throat.

None of us was in Moji. You drank Erguotou in one bite at a time, looking at the brightly lit streets, silent.

"Xiaofei!! If you finish these things, will you go abroad to find me?" Yaoyao walked shakingly on the curb with an empty wine bottle, and I also supported her tremblingly.

"If I am lucky enough to die, or if I have no arms or legs, I might go back to find you!" I said sincerely.

"I'll wait for you for five years. If I can't see you in five years, I'll marry myself as fast as possible!!" Yaoyao pouted her mouth and pointed her finger in front of her, and said firmly.

"Thank you..." I didn't know what to say, and there was nothing to say, but thank you still seemed too pale. I owe her too much and I wouldn't pay off the emotions I'll be fine in my life.

"Okay, I'll slap you in the mouth. I feel much more comfortable. You go!!" Yaoyao bit her lip and said calmly.

My heart was as if my heart was thorny, but I still gritted my teeth and turned around and walked forward. After about four or five meters, my arm was grabbed by Yaoyao. Then Yaoyao's hot red lips kissed my lips deeply. The tears in her eyes could not be controlled and slid down.

The two of us were dragged by the street lights for a long time. After this kiss, we buried each other's emotions in our hearts, and this burial lasted for three years.
Chapter completed!