"Do you drink water? I'll pour you some water?" Seeing that Ling Shan had already come in, Ding Changsheng closed the door and said.

"I won't drink, don't be busy anymore," Ling Shan said.

But the moment Ding Changsheng turned around, Ling Shan hugged him from behind Ding Changsheng, which caught him off guard. Ling Shan was no longer the little girl two years ago. He has been used to seeing the affection between classmates in college in the past two years. The more he did this, the more he felt his loneliness.

In fact, it is only a dozen hours' drive from Beijing to Haiyang County, Baishan City. There are buses every day. If you want to go back, you can't go back. But when she goes back, she is afraid of hearing news about Ding Changsheng, so she would rather work in Beijing than go back.

Ding Changsheng's coldness made her lose confidence. She didn't understand what she did wrong, but she couldn't find someone to say what she thought. She could only devote all her energy to studying, but the more this happens, the stronger her sense of loneliness.

Although there are many boys who express their love to her, she can't forget the Ding Changsheng who gave her down jacket at the door of Baishan No. 1 Middle School, the bad guy who took away his first kiss in the cinema, and the bad boy who bullied him in the dark.

She was waiting for an explanation and an opportunity, but she didn't know when this opportunity would come. Before tonight, she never expected it, but everything that happened tonight made her know that if she missed tonight, she might miss her life.

"Ling Shan, don't do this. Can we sit down and talk?" Ding Changsheng said in embarrassment. In fact, he understands Ling Shan's heart, but there is always a plot in his heart. He is afraid that if he lets down such a girl and is romantic, which girl who is full of hope for love can tolerate such behavior? Instead of breaking up in the end, it is better not to hurt others. This is the best result.

"I don't, please give me an explanation. Why do you ignore me like this in the past two years? How many letters have I sent you? Have you replied? I sent you a text message and called you, and you blocked me. Do you want to dump me? Tell you, if you don't give me an explanation that satisfies me, I will die for you?" Ling Shan hugged him tightly behind Ding Changsheng, and did not let go no matter what Ding Changsheng said.

"Okay, I'll explain to you if we can let go first, sit down and say, I'm very tired like this."

"No, if you are tired, will I not be tired? You have been exhausted in the past two years. I am tired, and you will not be able to stand it for a while, hum." No matter how Ding Changsheng persuaded, Ling Shan just refused to let go.

Ding Changsheng had no choice but to let him hold him behind him, but this was another kind of torment. When he entered the door, Ding Changsheng took off his sweater, leaving only a thin thermal underwear, and Ling Shan was not wearing a cotton coat. Her body was tightly pressed against Ding Changsheng's back, making Ding Changsheng feel two soft things that were tainted by his back, and for a moment he felt that the torture was not a little bit.

"What do you want to hear?"

"Why ignore me? If I weren't afraid of being embarrassed, I would have gone to find you long ago, but what I'm even more afraid of is that you ignore me after going to, then I can only jump into the river. Brother Changsheng, do you know that whenever I hear you doing so well, my heart fades when I go to find you. I feel that I'm gradually not worthy of you. Gradually, I feel that my heart is about to die, but I'm not willing to give up." Ling Shan leaned behind him, pressed his face against Ding Changsheng's back, feeling the warmth from the man's body, and murmured to himself.

"I didn't ignore you, I'm busy with work." Ding Changsheng could only give some far-fetched explanations.

"Bah, you are busy, you are very busy. You have become blind. Can't you see that I treat you well? I think you have other women. Don't think I don't know. I know very well that you have other women, and there are more than one. Why didn't I see that you are a fickle woman? You said, what's good about those women? You said, tell me..." Ling Shan said angry, and finally stopped holding Ding Changsheng's back.

But then he twisted Ding Changsheng's ear with his hands. Such punishment would be better than hugging his waist.

"Hey hey hey, let go, it twisted off, it hurts."

"Then you say, what's wrong with those women? You say," Ling Shan yelled angrily.

"Ahh, I don't twist my ears..." Ding Changsheng was so twisted that it hurt, and he said without saying a word.

Now that Ding Changsheng finished speaking, he realized something was wrong. How could Ling Shan know that he had a woman? This little girl probably cheated him just now, but he actually said that those women didn't twist their ears. Doesn't this mean admitting that he has a woman?

For a moment, the room became quiet. Ling Shan looked at Ding Changsheng with big eyes flashing, but her hand had already let go of Ding Changsheng and said with tears in his eyes: "I knew, I knew you forgot me, you admitted it yourself, admit that there is another woman, OK, Ding Changsheng, you are very good, I remember you, hum..." Ling Shan stood up and ran back to his room crying.

Ding Changsheng looked at Ling Shan who left. He wanted to say something, but he still didn't say it out in the end. Maybe he could explain all this clearly by saying an apology. He also believed that as long as he coaxed him, Ling Shan might forgive him, but so what?

After taking a shower and lying in the **, the new year has begun. After tonight, the Spring Festival has passed. Although he drove for seven or eight hours and drank a lot of alcohol, he was not sleepy at all. He kept thinking about Ling Shan opposite him, thinking about her expression when she left, and he felt that he was really a bastard. This time he really shouldn't have come to Beijing or seen her, but all this seemed to be something in the dark and no one could grasp it.
Chapter completed!