?After eating for a while, the big lobster slowly spoke, "I shouldn't have gone to find my brother. If I don't look for my brother, I won't implicate him."

"After saying that, the big lobster took another sip of wine. Actually, before I joined the army, I started to be very good at expressing myself and had a very extroverted personality. You all know me. I loved talking much when we were together, but since I joined the army, I didn't know whether it was because of the environment or the age, so I didn't want to speak. I became very autistic and didn't like to communicate and communicate with strangers. The suffering I suffered in the army was something you would never imagine. The duty of a soldier is to obey, and we only obey. We were not used to it when we first went there. We were bullied a lot, and we were often restrained, especially in the wild.

When I was practicing, it was worse than death. I cried in the bed at night and regretted it. I miss home and friends, but I couldn’t be a deserter, I couldn’t be so cowardly, and I really couldn’t force myself to adapt and work hard. There is nothing difficult in the world, I’m afraid of those who are determined. Later, I gradually adapted to it. Although I adapted to the life of the army, I was very unhappy when I was not in the army, and I was not bullied. However, I couldn’t find friends anymore, and I didn’t have any common language with many people. I was very autistic and had nothing to do.

What can make me happy? Later I thought about it, maybe it was like this. And when I was in the army, I felt very arrogant because I didn’t like to talk. In fact, I didn’t know how to be professional, so I had some conflicts with some people. I was not in the same way as me, but there would be conflicts between people. The conflicts between others and me were small conflicts, and they couldn’t do anything about me. Even if I fought, they were not the opponent. But I had always had conflicts with our company commander. The conflicts between us, since I first joined the army, he always targeted me, and there was no original.

Because he targeted me, he didn't like me, and I couldn't afford to offend him. No matter how he targeted me, I could only endure it. Because he became less talkative and I wouldn't resist him. After all, resisting was useless. It was too easy for him to deal with me, so I could only endure it. In fact, my life there was actually dire straits. My daily training volume was basically twice that of others, because I was always punished, then I would say I would endure it. I should exercise, and it would be the same anyway. I just hope I can get through early, leave the army, and leave the company commander."

"Later, I finally left the army. I asked me to continue serving in the special forces without my consent. I was almost crazy at that time. My father told me to arrange everything for me. If I leave the army now and retire, it would be useless to come back with a resettlement card. My family would have to spend a lot of money on me, and then find a very ordinary job and have been mediocre for the rest of my life. The suffering I suffered for the past two years was wasted, and he asked me to bear it again.

Two years of hardship, I said that everything was arranged for me and asked me to choose myself. I thought about it all night, and I left the company commander anyway. When I went to a new environment, I learned to adapt and adjust my mentality. Don’t repeat the experiences of the troops again. Moreover, our family’s situation is not good now. If I don’t continue to serve in the special forces, I will spend a lot of money to find a job for me after I leave the army. Moreover, not everyone can enter the special forces. I must also be a soldier.

I started to serve in the special forces again. Although I was autistic when I was in the army and didn’t like to communicate with others, I trained very hard and developed good habits. In fact, if I had to serve in the special forces, I still had many requirements. In addition to helping me manage my relationship, my father also worked very hard. The special forces must have strong psychological qualities. Remember that at that night, I would sleep alone in the morgue. Or lie in the bush where there were many wild animals and venomous snakes around me.

Don’t move. I like to play with guns, and my shooting skills are still very accurate. Although the shooting accuracy cannot reach the level of a sharpshooter, it is still okay to continue to have about 90 rings, let alone physical fitness. Since I became autistic and disliked to speak, exercise is my only outlet. I like the feeling of sweating profusely. Later, I was indeed selected to serve in the special forces. I only realized that when they were in the army, they often said that special forces are not the only ones."

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