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16. Dreams

Gao Jin did not fall asleep all night. Six hours ago, while saving Guo Wen, he had a brief confrontation with the fat middle-aged man who killed his parents at the level of consciousness. At that time, his spiritual power suddenly ran away, swallowing up the "think" of the fat middle-aged man and frightened him away.

It is difficult for Gao Jin to describe what kind of "thought" exists, but there is no doubt that he can learn a lot from it, including the methods of mental exercise and various methods of use. All of this was suddenly known after he swallowed the "thought" of a middle-aged man who had gained weight. Gao Jin had a feeling that he could know everything about him from the "thought" of a middle-aged man who had gained weighttight; but he can't do it now, but this gave him hope that one day, he will know the truth of the matter.

The sky finally got bright. Looking at the grayish white exposed in the dilapidated window, Gao Jin stood up with a tired face. He had not been sleeping all night and had been sorting out the disorderly methods of mental exercise and application methods obtained from the fat middle-aged man's "thinking" and some unknown information. He didn't know what path he was going to take, but one thing he could be sure of was that he needed strength. Pushing open the creaking door, Gao Jin stood in the wilderness of dawn, breathing fresh air, and began to try to use his mental power with the newly learned methods.

From the "think" of a middle-aged man who is fat, Gao Jin has a new understanding of mental power. From a simple material perspective, mental power is not an illusory thing, but can be understood as being generated by bioelectricity in the brain. It will radiate spontaneously outward. However, the mental power of ordinary people cannot leave the body under the balance of the brain magnetic field, but his mental power has become so powerful that it is inhuman, and the balance of the brain magnetic field is almost negligible. In this imbalanced state, within the range of his mental power radiation, he can perceive everything simultaneously.

But this is just theoretically. In fact, although Gao Jin's mental power is very strong, his brain cannot process all the messages perceived by the mental radiation range, and can only rely on instinct to perceive danger. In other words, the radiation range formed by his current mental power release is just a spontaneous unconscious behavior and has not been effectively utilized. Although when he concentrates on paying attention to things within the radiation range, he can clearly and completely grasp everything, no matter how big or small it is. However, no one can always maintain this high-intensity perception state. The consequence of this is that the brain will forcibly cut off perception and turn to deep sleep to repair the fatigued nervous system. It is precisely because of this that when Liu Mei conducted a physical examination for Gao Jin, the concentration of ngf (nerve production factor) used to repair damaged nerves will be far beyond that of ordinary people.

It can be said that Gao Jin's ability used to be like a supercomputer without an operating system. It has powerful hardware but cannot exert its due performance. Now what Gao Jin has to do is to complete the operating system and make his abilities most effectively apply. Gao Jin no longer perceives things like before, but instead consciously adjusts the radiation state formed by the released mental power through the meditation method obtained from the "thoughts" of a fat middle-aged man, turning it from the original disordered chaotic state to the sphere state, and he himself is in the center.

Close his eyes, Gao Jin began to try to feel the spherical range formed by the recombinant mental radiation. Compared with the past, he spent nearly 70% less mental power, and he could maintain this perception state for three consecutive hours.

Slowly opening his eyes, Gao Jin knew that his first step of experiment was successful. The mental exercise method in the fat middle-aged man's "Mindance" was suitable for his mental power imbalance and brain magnetic field. Then he could start the second step and set some perception frequency of his mental power, just like a computer firewall. Once someone he identified as dangerous or abnormal enters his mental power radiation range, he would immediately sense that as for ordinary people, they would be filtered out. In this way, he would be like having a radar that works around the clock without using his mental power constantly to pay attention to the situation around him as before.

Gao Jin kept using his mental power to test the brain wave frequency under various emotions, using the negative emotions such as malice, violence, cruelty, and killing, as the brain wave frequency of the three secret workers he killed in the hotel as perceptual frequency, and set up a "firewall". After doing all this, Gao Jin leaned against the wall behind him and slid on the ground. From yesterday to now, he was so tired. Gao Jin fell asleep in a drowsy way, but after sleeping for a while, he woke up and got up and walked into the dilapidated room. The only remaining relative in the world who had lost his parents was Xiaoyu, a daughter who was not related by blood. For him, taking good care of Xiaoyu was another reason to let him live well.

Looking at Xiaoyu who woke up, Gao Jin took off his coat and put it on her, "Dad went out to find some food, Xiaoyu stayed here alone, and Dad would be back soon." Gao Jin showed a little smile on his face. At least in front of his daughter, he must be strong.

"Dad-Dad!" A somewhat stiff and vague voice rang in Gao Jin's ears when he walked to the door. In an instant, Gao Jin's body stiffened, "Dad-Dad!" A timid voice sounded behind Gao Jin again.

Looking at Xiaoyu who could speak, Gao Jin squatted in front of her at a loss, opening his mouth, but he couldn't say a word. In the end, he just hugged Xiaoyu tightly, and hugged her very tightly. It took a long time to let go of her, take off her glasses, wipe the corners of her eyes before putting on again.

"Dad, you're crying." Xiaoyu looked at Gao Jin who was standing up and pulled his hand tightly, "Did Xiaoyu make you unhappy?"

"No, dad is very happy." Gao Jin tried hard to make himself look less fragile, and smiled at Xiaoyu. After the worst day in his life, he finally saw some hope and he should be happy.

"Tell dad, how can you talk to Xiaoyu?" Gao Jin pulled Xiaoyu and sat down. He wanted to know what was going on with his daughter so that she could speak again.

"Xiaoyu had a dream. In the dream, Xiaoyu could speak, and had a big family. She lived with her father, grandparents, and Aunt Bai, and lived a very happy life." Looking at Gao Jin, Xiaoyu's voice was small and her words were a little messy, "After waking up, Xiaoyu could speak."

Gao Jin's expression was stunned because he found that Xiaoyu was talking about the dream he had just fallen asleep. Gao Jin frowned and tried to understand the relationship. When he adopted Xiaoyu, he heard the director of the orphanage mention that Xiaoyu was not born mute, but suddenly lost his speech when he was six years old.

Although he learned a lot about mind-calculating skills from the "mind" of a middle-aged man, Gao Jin was still a layman. He could only understand that Xiaoyu could speak again as if he was asleep, he accidentally used telepathy to influence Xiaoyu and used hints to cure Xiaoyu's aphasia. Thinking of this, Gao Jin frowned. The dream he had could affect Xiaoyu. It means that when he was asleep, his mental power formed a higher level of mental power, such as "mind". According to Freud's theory, the content of the dream was reflected in his subconscious desires, and it was quite strong, so that he could affect others without intentionally invading others' consciousness.

If you live with Xiaoyu and her parents, Gao Jin can also be understood as the extreme desire for family after losing her parents. However, Bai Su appeared in his dream, which made it difficult for him to understand. He had a good impression of Bai Su, and Bai Su was also the only opposite sex who had a good impression of him after he graduated from college. However, the two of them had not even had a long time together, so how could they appear in that dream? It is obvious that in the dream, she was her own wife.

Gao Jin recalled the dream interpretation theory about Freud's theory. According to his explanation, human psychological activities have strict causal relationships. Nothing is accidental, and dreams are no exception. They are by no means accidental associations, but the fulfillment of wishes. When sleeping, the subconscious mind will bypass resistance and take the opportunity to break into consciousness in a disguise to form a dream. It can be said that dreams are an expression of the subconscious mind that is suppressed when awake.

"Did I like her?" Gao Jin whispered and shook his head, getting rid of the increasingly chaotic thoughts in his mind. For him now, taking revenge and taking good care of Xiaoyu is what he should do. Looking at Xiaoyu who was quiet beside him, Gao Jin stood up, "Don't go around, dad, go find some food."

"Yeah." Xiaoyu responded softly, then lowered her head. Gao Jin, who turned around and left, did not notice that Xiaoyu's pupils turned golden in an instant when he looked at his back. Although it was only a short moment, her eyes did emit a dazzling golden light like the sun, which was so beautiful that it was suffocating.

Looking at the gloomy grayish whiteness in the sky, Gao Jin's eyes fell on the smoke rising from the distance. He looked back at the dilapidated farmhouse with some concern, took a deep breath, and ran towards the village.
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