But the result, hahaha... I became a slave again, and my life was more comfortable than mine.

Everyone in the world says that everything is determined by fate and no one can control anything.

She used to be a maid, even after experiencing the girl's hardships, she still didn't believe in these things. She always naively believed that man can conquer nature! She always felt that as long as she was willing to work hard, she could live well no matter how difficult the life was.

Therefore, she allowed the dissatisfaction in her bones to dominate everything about herself.

With such a hidden and unnoticed intention, she didn't want to accept her fate and follow the crowd like Ban Xia, and wanted to live her own life, when the eldest young master asked her what her future plans were.

She still remembers what she said to the eldest young master back then. She said, "Sir, please forgive me for being bold. I want to find a scholar who is a good scholar to marry."

The eldest young master didn't say anything to her about this, and even later, when he fell in love with a poor scholar and was about to marry, he, like Banxia, ​​also received a hundred taels from the eldest young master, which was better than the rich landlord.

The daughter of the family received a more generous dowry.

With these money, plus what the girl gave her before the accident, plus her own size over the years, Lin Banqin believed that if she could support a scholar, even if he only passed the examination as a scholar, she would have hope for the future.

It's a pity, man's calculation is not as good as God's calculation.

Scholar, do you think that everyone is like the third master of his family, that he can be a Jinshi at his fingertips, that he can give up literature and join the martial arts, and that he can still live a peaceful life?

No! There are too few geniuses in this world, and it is extremely difficult for a child from a poor family to get ahead.

Without good teachers, without financial training, and even without the talent for reading, it would be too difficult to stand out from the thousands of scholars!

Just like the person she married, she never thought that this would be such a great achievement, and that she would be a useless person who could only study hard in his whole life!

Even though they have always had the help of the eldest young master;

With the support of good sisters such as Banxia;

Even if the master gave him a chance to let the loser study at the Li family's school;

It's a pity that a coward is always a coward. He read and read and took tests. In the end, this damn man didn't come up with anything. He himself got scared and began to blame others.

It was only then that I remembered that when I was determined to marry this person, the eldest young master persuaded me to think about it again.

What was it that got me so carried away at that time? Why did I feel so blind that I had to marry this loser?

But today, she has even given birth to a child. Faced with a stupid husband who has failed over and over again and complained about her background, her sisters, and her eldest young master, she

What can be done?

With no choice but to retreat, she finally had no choice but to accept his grievances and follow him to leave the Yueyang Mansion that she was familiar with and come to the useless Minzhong Mansion, her ancestral home.

Lin Banqin simply didn't dare to think about the days that followed.

I thought that after leaving the circle where useless people called themselves frustrated and useless, he would know how to work hard, know how to work hard, and know how to work hard for the imperial examination for himself and his family.

It's a pity that everything is just wishful thinking.

Haha, that loser is actually just a damn bastard who can only use nice words to coax women and bully his wife!

She had supported him day after day for these years. He spent money every day to compete with his classmates and make friends through literature. In the end, he couldn't even pass the exam and almost lost all her dowry.

He stole her money every day, drank and got drunk, and was depressed and scolded every day. But he got drunk and fell into a ditch and died. He only had pity for her three children, and he became nothing in an instant.

Daddy’s wild boy…

No matter how useless you are, as long as he is alive, the yard and fields that you bought with your dowry are still yours.

But once he died, he never knew that human nature could be so evil.

These so-called members of the husband's family didn't even get into the coffin after they were useless, and they couldn't wait to show their ugly faces one by one.

They robbed her house, occupied her house, seized her fields, and robbed her of her last remaining money. They called it euphemistically that these things belonged to their old Huang family and were ancestral property.

But God knows, their old Huang family - their useless husband, he has a shitty ancestral property!

When I followed him all the way to central Fujian, what was waiting for me were only three mud houses without roofs!

She had fought and worked hard, but if she hadn't pulled out the big flags of master and young master to protect herself, she would have almost been buried with that wimp!

It's just that, after finally escaping with his three children, he was helpless, penniless, and didn't even have the means to return to Yueyang Mansion.

What should I do? I have four mouths. As long as they are open for a day, I will eat and drink!

In order to survive, even if her whole person and heart are soaked in bitter water, even if she has long lost her former beauty and arrogance, even if she is like now, throwing her self-esteem into the muddy water and shaking her bones.

She would not hesitate to break it into pieces and let others trample on it.

Because she, Lin Banqin, has long lost the ability to be arrogant. This is all her fate!

Nowadays, there is not a grain of rice left in the pot, and even if you want to make some thin soup, it is impossible. Sannier, the youngest in her family, is only four years old this year, but she is so hungry that she can no longer cry.

The two eldest children were also pitiful. They wandered around the Nanmen vegetable market all day yesterday and finally picked up half a basket of rotten vegetable leaves. In the end, they were robbed by a group of beggars. The older man and the second man were even beaten.

I'm so tired that I'm still lying in bed unable to get up.

As a mother, if she can't find any more work, the three children in the family will...

Thinking of the situation at home, Banqin ignored her empty stomach, which was roaring like a drum, and looked at the little girl standing by the window on the second floor, her eyes filled with anxious begging.

How much I hope that the kind-hearted girl will bypass me this time, and bypass the little brother next to me who is innocently implicated by me!

With the last stubbornness deep in her heart, Banqin didn't bother to reach out to wipe away the flowing tears, and kowtowed devoutly towards Xiao Yuqi on the second floor again.

After kowtowing for a while, he put his hands together and bowed towards Xiao Yuqi, then kowtowed again, and then bowed again...

Everything seemed to be a silent pantomime, but the other party's pitiful appearance and bruised and bleeding forehead made Xiao Yuqi's heart feel sour and swollen.

Alas! No matter how many times she has experienced it, Xiao Yuqi can never understand why people in this world have to kowtow and kneel down at every turn.

And no matter how many times she experienced it, no matter what kind of person she faced, even if it was a ghost, she would never be able to accept such a so-called gift.
Chapter completed!