Chapter 854 It's so painful to leave him alone

In fact, Xi Cheng knew the feeling of missing someone.

It is particularly obvious when the night show is over.

I want that person to appear at his dining table, I want that person to appear in his room, I miss that person's voice, my appearance, and I want to know the person's emotions and whether he is doing well today.

So, he went to Deng Linshan’s Weibo, looked for her ins, and wanted to know every bit of her life.

However, after going abroad, Deng Linshan did not have the habit of updating social software because she was too busy and didn't even have free time to sleep, and drown herself in the endless ocean of words all day long.

Sometimes Xi Cheng would want to ask Deng Cong directly for contact information.

But what if Deng Linshan is no longer interested?

After Shi Lan left, Deng Cong and Xi Cheng Dayang met Xiaoyan.

In the end, Deng Cong admitted the loss, took out his mobile phone, and showed him his daughter's latest WeChat account: "I don't guarantee that she will pass through friends."

Xi Cheng wrote it down, but was ready to apply for a small account.

This is a punishment for hurting others. If you change your role, you will become that cautious person.

...

Shi Lan looked at the interaction between the two and smiled. The movie progress was very good, and she had nothing to worry about. The reason why she came to visit the set was that she wanted to untie the knot between the two.

So, after chatting with the two, she planned to get on the bus and ask Xu Yinghua to take her to Shuangshi to get her off work.

However, after she got into the car, Xu Yinghua started the car before she could speak.

Shi Lan suddenly raised her eyes and frowned and looked at the driver's seat in front. Then she found that the person was not Xu Yinghua at all, but someone she had always been very confident in meeting.

"Where is my driver?"

"Don't worry, he just fainted, it's very safe." Gong Lixin was dressed in black and wearing a black hat, and pressed the brim of the hat very low. When she spoke, her voice was a little hoarse, but she didn't have a good time during this period.

But while she answered, her feet were also accelerating wildly.

Originally, the crew was in the suburbs, but now she drove the car to a more remote place.

Shi Lan looked out the window, calmed down, and then his words were calm: "I guess you would come to me, so you don't need to be so extreme."

"Do you know? Do you think you are a god?" Gong Lixin snorted coldly.

"If you really want to talk to me on an equal footing, tear off your ridiculous disguise. I am just a pregnant woman, and my life is in your hands. I know you are here to ask for help, you are different from Mei Fenglan."

At this moment, Gong Lixin couldn't say anything, because no one could see her thoughts so thoroughly.

"You are just too helpless and too hateful. But if you want to live, you have someone in your heart, and you still hold the one-percent possibility, so you don't allow yourself to fall into the abyss, but you don't want to harm him. Therefore, every time you come here, you hate the people who have hurt you, making you unable to live a normal life and have the right to love others."

"You..." At this moment, Gong Lixin could only look at Shi Lan from the rearview mirror with shocked eyes.

"You are very dangerous now. While thinking about relief, you also think, will it get better? But the cost of getting better is very huge, and it even needs to be scraped to cure the poison. Therefore, I am sure you are coming to me because I am the possibility of you getting better."

"Do you think it's possible? A man will accept that you have been violated and instigated others to kill people, and now he has to go to jail."

Shi Lan couldn't answer her question, but...

"Is that important? You know very well that if you don't completely remove these dirt from your body, you will never be able to return to a peaceful life through the mountains and seas. Only those who are upright can walk calmly in the sunshine and accept the love and blessings of others."

"The one who has never given you a chance is not someone else, but you. After all, what's wrong with longing for happiness?"

After Shi Lan finished speaking, she reached out to stroke her lower abdomen.

Gong Lixin still looked back, but before she knew it, she had slowed down the speed of the car. Although the speed was really nothing to do with slowness.

"I have always been very unwilling to give up. Why do I suffer from those inhuman tortures? What happened to my childhood adoptive parents? I once gave Mei Fenglan a chance. I kept convinced myself in my mind that she just hoped that I was good, not intentionally pushing me into the fire pit until...she introduced her admirers to me."

"I will never forget the contempt that emanates from the other person's eyes. It seems that it is not because of Mei Fenglan, and he will not look at me more. Although Mei Fenglan knew that I had surrendered, she still arranged a second blind date for me. Unfortunately, she was one of her suitors."

"You said she, what's there to show off with me?"

"So, from that time on, I swear that I will ruin Mei Fenglan."

"He was an accident. When I fell into the abyss, he accidentally pulled me, but did not let me go completely crazy. That person was very good, really good, so good that his neighbors were willing to get along with him. Even if fate ruined his family, he never blamed others."

"But how can I match someone like that?"

Gong Lixin is self-deprecating.

"So, the more inferior you are, the more you hate Mei Fenglan."

"Yes...I'm not willing."

The two of them were chatting like this, and they didn't know how far the car had been. The journey had no end, and perhaps they could only wait until the gasoline ran out.

At this time, Yan Shixiu called. The ringtone of the phone broke the silence in the car, and Gong Lixin immediately became alert, but Shi Lan hung up directly and turned off the phone.

"We'll do it before you think about it." Shi Lan said on his own initiative.

Gong Lixin has no objection.

"I thought you would advise me to turn back."

"I don't deny that I don't want to have any problems, because I promised my husband that I would never leave him again. But I will not advise you that if you really want me to die, at this moment, the car has been destroyed and the people have died, and there is no body." Shi Lan said calmly, "You are looking for me because you know that I will help you, help you make your years of grievances public and help you clean up the dirty."

"To be honest, I can do it, it's you who just peel off the skin and bones. You're not ready yet."

Gong Lixin agreed that the car had returned to peace.

After a while, Gong Lixin suddenly asked, "Do you love Mr. Yan very much?"

"I didn't love him much, I even agreed to him, and I would take him away with me."

"Why?"

"Because it's so painful to leave him alone."

...

Shi Lan disappeared and everyone was in panic again.

However, the lost contact with the feast is calmer than ever.

Because he remembered Shi Lan's promise.

(End of this chapter)
Chapter completed!