I dragged my tired body back to the room, and then sanitized it again, washed it inside and out, soaked my clothes all over my body, and finished all the disinfection work. More than an hour passed. The night outside the window was already rising, and the lights were as bright as stars, but they were also lonely as stars.

Tao Ran lay down and a gurgling sound came from her stomach. She remembered that she had had a meal this morning and had no time to eat at noon. However, between hunger and fatigue, fatigue finally overcame hunger. She lay down and fell asleep in a drowsy sleep.

The sound of the cell phone woke her up.

Ms. Lan invites her to video!

How would she explain her in City W?

She refused to answer and replied: Mom, I'm busy in the hospital, it's inconvenient.

Ms. Lan quickly asked her: I heard that your hospital has a medical team to help us, didn’t you come?

Tao Ran was stunned for a while, and then deleted the words he typed, and finally lie: No, our hospital is also very busy.

It’s not that I’m afraid that Ms. Lan’s level is low, so why bother to worry about her elders?

Ms. Lan then said that she and Lao Tao were good, and told her not to worry about it, and not to forget to take good protection while working, etc.

After chatting with Ms. Lan, Tao Ran lost her sleepiness and hunger came fiercely again.

It was already midnight, and she had made a bowl of instant noodles. Thinking of the person who returned to the hospital, he shouldn't have eaten anything in a day, and I don't know if he came back? Will he have supper?

Before his eyes, he looked like he was in the bus: his blue eyes and swollen eyes. Is there a slight sadness between his eyebrows?

Some people say that human joys and sorrows cannot be connected, not to mention that he has always been the god she looks up to, and she has never been close to him.

She has both parents and a happy family. She was loved and grew up since childhood. She could not feel his life with empathy. She just started from her heart and felt sorry for such a person. What kind of pain would it be to lose deep love again and again? He rarely laughed...

But she really hopes that Su Hanshan can be happy, and hopes that he can laugh happily one day!

Xiaodou said he lived downstairs...

She lay down to the window and looked down. There was light coming out of the window downstairs. He was back! Didn't he pull the curtains?

She didn't know what he was doing, would she fall asleep even if the lights turned off?

She had only seen him leak out twice in total, once six years ago and now today.

No matter which time, she actually wanted to hug him, even if she didn't say anything, she just hugged him. However, six years ago, she didn't dare, but today, she couldn't.

She was dazed with a piece of noodles, and suddenly had an idea, threw down her chopsticks and started looking for paper and pen.

Cut a piece of paper to the size of a postcard, write and draw on it, then seal it in a plastic bag, hang it on a rope, and put it down from the window. Seeing the "postcard" fluttering in the middle of his window, she closed the window with satisfaction.

Teacher Su, no matter how difficult the road ahead is, no matter what we are experiencing, we will face it with a smile!

Su Hanshan is dreaming.

How old is he in his dream? Five or six years old? What he doesn't like most is that his mother goes to the evening shift, but his mother is either working at the evening shift or going to the evening shift.

"Mom, when will you be back?"

Mom pointed at Doraemon's small alarm clock, "Look, it's twelve o'clock here. When the needle reaches twelve, mom will get off work."

So he held the alarm clock and waited. He refused to let the lights go out. He wanted to watch his mother come back, but he was far from the lights. The lights were still on when the mother came back, but he always fell asleep first.

Or maybe my mother was watching him sleep, but she disappeared when she woke up in the morning.

He asked: Mom, when do you go to the evening shift?

Mom still pointed at the small alarm clock: twelve o'clock, after you fell asleep, the alarm clock quietly walked to twelve o'clock, and mom went to work.

He wanted to watch his mother leave and not let the lights go, but he still fell asleep before twelve o'clock.

Later, he forced the alarm clock hand to the number 12, and he held the alarm clock and waited. Why didn’t my mother come back at twelve o’clock? My mother hasn’t gone to work yet?

Mom lied!

In his dream, he grew up gradually and no longer stuck to his mother like he did when he was a child. The small alarm clock became the decoration of his bedside. As the years grew, it was no longer accurate. No matter how he repaired it, he would stubbornly walk its own time.

He was seventeen that year.

Schools are closed and the city is closed.

It was a panic night.

My father has not returned for many days, and my mother hurriedly left home. Before leaving, she told him not to go out.

That was the last time he saw his mother.

He thought she would come back from get off work as usual, and he knew that it would be longer this time, but he would always come back on a day after dawn, so he would wait a little longer.

Unexpectedly, he could never wait for it again...

Many people...many, many, swaying in front of him, telling him that a man should be strong and praise her as a hero.

He doesn't want a hero, he just wants her to come back;

He is a man, but he doesn't want to be strong. He just wants to wait for her to come back from get off work like he did when he was a child, and ask him Xiaoshan to hug him.

The conversation between him and his mother was echoing over and over again when he was a child.

"Mom, can you not go to the evening shift? Why do you have to go to the evening shift? The mothers of other children don't go to the evening shift."

"Xiaoshan, mother is a doctor, it is her responsibility."

“What is responsibility?”

"Responsibility is what a person should do, it is a promise, a norm, and a requirement. Everyone has their own responsibilities and makes efforts and strives for it. The responsibility of a doctor is to cure diseases and save people, without quitting hardships, regardless of the consequences."

When he was a child, he couldn't understand what she was saying, but at the age of seventeen, he never thought that the consequences of this "regardless of consequences" also included life and death...

The picture kept changing between her gentle smile and the blue fat man's alarm clock. Her smile remained on the wall forever, and the alarm clock's hand also stopped at twelve o'clock.

Twelve o'clock forever.

Fatty Lan finally kept her forever.

Her smile stopped when she was young, stayed at twelve o'clock, and never left again.

Time jumped in his dream, and he met the girl with a gentle smile and a firm heart to save lives and heal the wounded.

That year, he was twenty-eight years old.

She persistently embarked on the road to helping the doctor, and went to the place where she needed the doctor the most.

She said: When the lilac tree in your hospital blooms three times, I will come back, and we will get married at that time.

The lilac tree blooms every year, but he didn't wait for her to come back.

In the dream, she called him Hanshan.

Hanshan, Hanshan...

But she was so far away from him that he couldn't see her face clearly.

He went after her, but her voice became smaller and smaller, gradually disappearing into the clouds.

"Aqin!" He shouted and woke up.

In the misty, there was a short moment, and I couldn't tell what tonight. The sound of the call seemed to be ringing in my ears: Dr. Yu Qin encountered a mudslide when he entered the free medical consultation in the mountains... Sacrifice...

Sacrifice... Sacrifice...

He closed his eyes tightly, resisting the lights as if he was resisting these two words.

His hands fumbled around the wall and finally turned off the light.

He slowly opened his eyes in the darkness and released a long breath.

Don't have lights, don't... don't have any lights!

If you can't wait, don't wait with the lights on, no one can wait...

No curtains closed!

There is still light outside the window!

He jumped out of bed, a little panicked, and threw himself onto the windowsill to pull the curtains. A swaying thing outside the glass window attracted his attention...

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Twelve o'clock meme!
Chapter completed!