The little guy cried very little, almost all of it was destroyed in this dark space. The most important thing was that when the little guy said this, he did not have any resentment.

It's just a helpless child talking to himself.

Even though he had never met his mother, he was full of attachment to this existence that had nurtured him.

Maybe the little guy knew in his heart that he was not accepted by his mother. Before he could be born in this world, the other party could not wait to kill him.

The little boy's spine was trembling, burying his furry little head deep on his knees, and his voice was very small.

He knew that he was the one who shamed his mother, and it came from a relationship that was not recognized by others, but he also felt that he wanted to be a good child.

Don't cry, and don't bother your mother...

Zhu Xinrui's heart seemed to be held by his crying, and even his internal organs were stirred up together.

She also sat opposite the child with some condescendance.

The child opened his big eyes, his eyes as red as a little rabbit, and his face was full of wrinkled tears, but he still bit his mouth and looked at Zhu Xinrui carefully.

Zhu Xinrui saw his cautious look, and her heart felt like a knife was cut.

She is the mother of this child. She should have sheltered him from the wind and rain when he was young, instead of completely erasing this child from this world because of Ji Yan.

It was only at this time that Zhu Xinrui realized that compared to the shame brought by Ji Yan, this child was an independent individual.

It is a living life. It has a furry little head, chubby little arms, and even a sense of innate attachment to his mother.

Zhu Xinrui began to struggle.

She really wanted to obey her instinct to hug the child, kiss his tender little face, comfort him softly, and tell him, "Mom is here..."

However, another thought in her mind would break out from time to time and interfere with her, making it impossible for her to come forward to do all this.

This is her and Ji Yan's child. If she really wants to keep this child, then she will not be able to get rid of Ji Yan's mark in her future life.

She wanted to start a new life without Ji Yan.

Two completely different thoughts repelled each other in her mind, which made Zhu Xinrui's head feel like it was torn apart. At the same time, her chest was like a huge rock pressing on her, which made her almost breathless.

Zhu Xinrui covered her head with a split headache and extremely hypoxia. She was almost breathless and was bent by a huge pain.

But while suffering the dazzling pain, her hand couldn't help but reach towards the little boy...

As her fingers were about to touch the little boy's short stubble, the little guy's young figure suddenly disintegrated without warning and became countless spots of light.

Zhu Xinrui widened her eyes and grabbed the dispersed light in vain. However, in the blink of an eye, all the dispersed light spots disappeared.

Everything around him returned to darkness and nothingness, as if the vivid little guy had never existed just now.

Zhu Xinrui suddenly opened her eyes. She breathed rapidly, like a dehydrated deep-sea fish, her pupils were scattered, and her whole body couldn't help trembling.

The doctor there didn't notice that she had woken up and was taking down her gloves and instructing the nurse holding the tray of the surgical instruments next to her.

"The patient has an allergic reaction to anesthetics and has already developed spasms. You can apply to the director and the operation should be postponed..."

After the doctor said that, he was a little confused: "I have seen you for a long time. This is the first time I have seen such a big reaction to anesthetics..."

The nurse nodded and went out with her stuff.

Zhu Xinrui opened her eyes wide.

After a long time, the fragmented sounds from outside reached her ears, and cold sweat flowed down her forehead to the corner of her forehead. She closed her eyes, her strength was recovering little by little, and her consciousness became clear.

After Qingming Festival, she subconsciously struggled: "I..."

The doctor there heard her voice, turned around, and saw that her expression was extremely intense, as if she was struggling to get up...

However, because the anesthetic force has not been completely eliminated, most of her body cannot move, so the doctor could only see that she bit her teeth hard and her whole body was working in vain.

The doctor was startled, turned around and began to comfort her: "What's wrong? This is, don't worry, the anesthetic has not been passed yet."

Zhu Xinrui didn't wear gloves when she saw the doctor, and her hands were empty. She just thought that he had finished the operation. Her face suddenly turned ashamed and her lips trembled.

When the doctor saw her depressed face, his expression changed. He hurriedly greeted the nurse: "Test the patient's physical signs to see if the anesthetic rejection is severe."

The nurse was busy, but all the tests were completed. After the allergic repulsion reaction was over, everything else was normal...

The doctor was puzzled again, looked at Zhu Xinrui's pale face and muttered: "Can you be scared by the operation? What about the family members? Are the family members still waiting outside? Call the family members in to comfort them..."

Qiao Ansheng learned about the situation through the nurse outside. She thanked the nurse and hurriedly walked in. As soon as she walked in, she saw Zhu Xinrui lying on the hospital bed.

Lying there with a look of loneliness.

When she saw Zhu Xinrui's face, her heart skipped a beat. She walked over quickly and grabbed her hand: "Xinrui?"

Zhu Xinrui stared at the top with a blank look on her eyes, and she didn't hear Qiao Ansheng's voice at all. She was in a daze, thinking that she had already had the surgery.

The little guy seemed to appear in front of me again, curled up on the ground, pitiful and lonely, with his thin shoulders constantly trembling.

Just crying alone in the endless darkness.

In the end, she was unable to keep the child.

Zhu Xinrui encountered Ji Yan's wall and hit her head. The person was not dead, but the innocent child killed her...

A pure sadness evaporated in the blood vessels. Zhu Xinrui's throat first became dry, and then felt her eyes very hot, and even her breathing was filled with a burning and sour smell.

Her heart was full of pain and regret, and the regret even exceeded her determination to have the surgery at the beginning. If it weren't for her whole body being anesthetized now.

She wanted to sit up and cried.
Chapter completed!