111. Painful Memories of the Past
"So, he never thought about why this was, and he had never thought about himself carefully. ◇↓◇↓Xiao◇↓ said that all day long, he only thought about fulfilling his promise, just thinking about being kind to me. But he never thought about how much price he would pay after being kind to me, and how painful things he would encounter. He had never thought about these things."
Long Ji took a deep breath, raised her hand with black gloves, gently touched Tao Zhaide's face, and her fingertips slid past, and the sound was also melodious.
"I can't be his wife at all. I can't do anything for him that an ordinary woman can do. He is with me only pain, endless pain. If he continues to chase me, then he will only get more pain."
Xingli picked up her arms: "So, you want to end this so that he will no longer miss you?"
Long Ji nodded and continued, "Only by letting him understand how painful it is after being with me, and only by letting him recall the things he had encountered that he would never have encountered at all, he would understand and leave me. And I did these things for his own good, and it was the last thing I could do for him..."
His fingers still gently touched Taozhaide's cheek.
Just like when he was sleeping on the edge of her bed twenty years ago, she touched it gently.
This is a fool.
A fool who knows nothing but knows that ******* is good to him and can't think of anything else.
Even if a fool would be killed by himself, burned out of his body by black fire, and thus would be short of life, he would always want to be good to him.
Looking at him through the veil.
Unconsciously, something called tears slowly rolled down from the corners of her eyes.
It dripped onto the veil, but it could not fall onto the fool's skin.
The debt came up, with his hands on his waist: "Are you sure that Dad will really hate you after experiencing those things again? Perhaps twenty years of life have really made Dad a little beautify the days he had been with you, but if you hope that my Dad would relive the painful life with you, he would feel that he could not continue with you. Is this reality?"
Long Ji stood up from the bed, took a breath, and his voice became cold: "He can do it. You can't imagine what the pain is like after the miasma in his body is. When he savored that pain again, he could understand how dangerous it was to be with me. Then he would also recall that in those years he was with me, he had basically not lived a day without illness or disaster, and was suffering from all kinds of pain every day. Now, he is also experiencing that time again. I don't believe in him now. He can still want to come to me without hesitation."
After saying that, her steps moved towards the door. The two maids also followed her and walked towards the door of the bamboo house.
"Slow down." Xingli shouted, "What are you going to do next? Your brother said you are going to rebel. Are you really going to rebel?"
"Hmph, rebellion?"
Long Ji's steps stopped, she turned her head and glanced at Xingli with a sneer, and rushed out without reservation after the veil.
"Do you think I will miss this country that I have to pay attention to when I need care the most and care the most? Rebellion? What is the point of being the queen of the sea country? I won't care about the life and death of those sea country subjects."
Xingli took a step forward. At that moment, the two maids turned around, looking ready to fight at any time.
"You should be very clear about what I want to do."
Long Ji raised her head and said slowly
"My task is to unseal the seal. Time has been delayed for a long time... But now it is time to unseal the seal and release her."
In an instant, the ribbon in Xingli's hand turned into a long sword again and held it in her hand! She said with a little nervous mood: "Do you want to release the ancient beast's remains?!"
Long Ji smiled and walked out of the bamboo house: "Of course, this is the promise I promised twenty years ago. After so long, it should have ended long ago. Don't worry. The remnants released contain my memory, and maybe they will also have feelings for Ling Tian, so they won't do anything to you. But...huh, I don't know about this Haiguo."
Xingli looked at the two maids and finally put away the ribbon sword in her hand. She said, "According to what you said in the illusion, once the seal is untied, you will die. Are you really planning to cut off this cause and condition with the city lord? Once you die, no matter whether the city lord really doesn't want to be with you because of pain, you will never see him again, and he will never see you again!"
“…………”
Silence, accompanied by the sea breeze outside.
Under the escort of the two maids, Long Ji shook her head gently, without saying a word, and walked out of the gate of the bamboo house. The only one left...
"well…………"
Perhaps, there was only that helpless sigh.
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Two days later, Tao Zhaide's eyes opened again.
Although he was not injured, once he woke up, Tao Zhaide immediately rubbed his hands, feet and stomach. After confirming that there was nothing unusual in his body, he finally breathed a relaxed breath and calmed down.
"Dad? How do you feel...?"
I asked about debt, feeling a little nervous.
Tao Zhaide got out of bed, shook his hands and feet, but did not reply immediately. He walked around the room, as if to confirm that his body was really not strange at all, then turned his head and looked at the debt.
"I... remembered something."
Taozhaide breathed a sigh of relief again
"I remembered many things, many things that I had forgotten, but were very painful and very uncomfortable."
Xingli and Okun stood beside him, without saying a word.
Tao Zhaide raised his hands and looked at his palms, and slowly said, "I originally thought that I would endure it and would never encounter more painful things in my life. But I didn't expect that after experiencing it again, I realized what kind of experience I was suffering in those years. Even now, if I want me to experience it again, I will be frightened and scared. How did I endure it at that time?"
Chapter completed!