Memories of the Year (4)
The girl in yellow-shirt wearing glasses was reading a book under the lamp, and suddenly, a black shadow covered the rows of square characters on the inner page.
She was so scared that she was about to scream, but she heard a gentle voice saying, "Sister Three, I will confess to you."
"Is it the fourth sister?" The girl in yellow was stunned for a moment, then her expression became even more incredible. She stood up and said ately, "You, are you actually calling me third sister? I heard it right? Haven't you called me like this for many years?"
The girl in black lowered her head and said timidly, "Sister, I have been wrong all these years. I don't know why I am obsessed with you and I have to be confused with you everywhere. But when I look back on the past, I suddenly realized that no matter how I do not distinguish between high and low, and how I act recklessly, you have never been concerned about me and have never pursued me."
Speaking of this, she couldn't help but burst into tears and sobbed, "I love me so much and pity my third sister, I not only have no reward, but also hurt her again and again. As a person, I just feel ashamed and regretful. I can't help but feel heartbroken, and sadness comes from it..."
"Sister Four, don't say that, don't say that, I'm all wrong!"
The girl in yellow suddenly interrupted her and said excitedly, "I know you are a strong person, but I don't want to be compared by me in every place, so I have enough energy to prove myself. But as for me, I have no tolerance or understanding at all. I will suppress you to breathe, forcing you to compete with me again and again. In this way, the infamy of not knowing how to advance and retreat, and not distinguishing between good and fortunate, is all the bad reputations that are unfair to you. I have also lost a pure, innocent, tolerant and generous image... In fact, my sin is many times more serious than you!"
The girl in black cried bitterly, and her whole body trembled constantly, "Sister, I am arrogant and unwilling to accept discipline, but you are still expelling me like this. Where should I put this place? I don't know where to hide in!"
"You are not allowed to go anywhere!" The girl in yellow hugged her tightly, and then said in tears, "You are my best and best fourth sister. We have been inseparable since we were young, studying together, practicing martial arts together. We even watched the sunrise and the stars together. At that time, I really didn't think about being separated from you at all."
The girl in black turned red, as if she was muttering in a dream, "At that time, we were eating on the same table, you feed me, I feed you; wipe sweat with the same beat, you wipe me. I wipe you; sleeping in the same quilt, you kick me, I kick you..."
"Yes, yes!" said the girl in yellow. "At that time, we fell in love with each other, and our love was stronger than gold. Why did we have to look like we were like water and fire, and our enemies?"
"I have long wanted to return to my third sister's arms. It's all my fault." The girl in black cried, "A stupid girl like me, has a third sister taking care of me and protecting me. I don't know how happy it is. But I insist on showing off my strength and competing with my third sister again and again. Not only did I overestimate my ability, but also hurt my third sister's heart."
"Nonsense, you are no worse than me, not at all!" said the girl in yellow. "Sister, listen, in my heart, I never felt that you are inferior to me! As long as I can learn, you can learn too! As long as I can do it, you can do it! No matter what aspect, you can replace me!"
"Impossible, impossible." The girl in black murmured, "How could I compare to my third sister? You must be coaxing me, lying to me."
"I didn't lie to you, I really didn't lie to you." The girl in yellow clothes said anxiously, "Fourth sister, you must believe me."
"How do I believe this?" said the girl in black listlessly, "When you see that your elder sister leaves home, she can feel at ease to let you teach your sisters martial arts. If I were to teach you, in her heart, she would not know what would delay her sisters."
"Sister Four, your martial arts attainments are not only similar to mine, but also the good and evil are one and unique, and they are fully capable of teaching them." The girl in yellow clothes said with sincerity, "Let's teach my sisters together, okay?"
"Let's teach together?" The girl in black sighed sadly, "It's true. I knew that in the eyes of my third sister, I don't have the ability to stand alone, and I can only help you."
"No, no, I don't mean that." The girl in yellow said anxiously, "Sister Four, of course you can teach alone, and you will teach very well. You must believe in your own abilities."
"You said I can teach them alone, can you let me give it a try?" said the girl in black, stuttering, "Or how would I know if what you said is true or false?"
The girl in yellow hesitated for a moment, "Okay, after a while, I will let you take over and you will be fully responsible."
"After a while?" The girl in black expressed her disappointment, "Sister, you are clearly ruling. I'd better find a corner to squat. I knew I was still a waste at all and could not be compared with you."
"Sister Four, I'm not trying to give in!" said the girl in yellow anxiously, "There is a reason for this."
The girl in black asked, "What's the reason?"
The girl in yellow sighed, "I just left, and I have only taught my sisters for a day. If you ask you to take over immediately, wouldn't this seem too irresponsible?"
"Sister, what you mean is because I am afraid that I will delay them." The girl in black said dissatisfiedly, "Actually, in your heart, I am not capable of doing this task at all, and I will mess up once I take over it."
The girl in yellow clothes said anxiously, "No, I really don't have the ability to doubt yours. You can teach them martial arts at any time."
The girl in black immediately shone with her eyes, "Since my third sister thinks I can do it at any time, please let me take responsibility immediately!"
"This—" the girl in yellow-shirt was a little hesitant, "Since you can teach them at any time, why should you rush to do it now?"
"Sister Three, I am very suspicious of myself now. I feel that I am completely useless and accomplished nothing. I can't believe that there is something that can compare to you. I have simply lost the courage to move forward in life." The girl in black eyes turned red and she cried, "If you can hand over such an important task to me after my eldest sister has just left for a day, I will feel from the bottom of my heart that you, third sister, truly recognize me and trust me, so that I can reignite the hope of life and find the meaning of life..."
The more she cried, the more heartbroken she became. The girl in yellow clothes remembered her fragile and pitiful mentality, and was still caused by her constant suppression. Unconsciously, Qi Ran said softly, "Fourth sister, just teach my sisters to practice martial arts on my behalf."
The girl in black stopped crying and said in surprise, "Really, third sister, aren't you coaxing me?"
The girl in yellow clothes said, "Since I promised you, of course I will do it. How could I coax you?"
The girl in black clenched her fists secretly and looked at her nervously, "Sister Three, please take off your glasses and promise me again, okay?"
"Why take off your glasses?" The girl in yellow was puzzled, but when she saw the fourth sister's expectant gaze, she took it down as she said.
In a blink of an eye, the temperament of the girl in yellow changed, as if she was unfathomable, and the light of wisdom that could see through everything shot out from her eyes.
The girl in black was beating even more violently and she shouted tentatively, "Sister Three?"
A gentle palm fell on her shoulder, almost causing her to sweat all over, but only a gentle voice could be heard saying, "Fourth sister, I am so ashamed."
The girl in black said strangely, "Sister, what's wrong with you?"
"For the years, no matter how you don't accept me, you never bullied me when I put on glasses." The girl in yellow sighed, "You sister, you know that you have tolerate your sister. I, a sister, have never cared about your mood. It turns out that my mind is so narrow, I don't know how to face you."
"Sister Three..." The girl in black had a sore nose and sobbed, "What did you say just now?"
The girl in yellow nodded and smiled slightly, "You teach me is equivalent to me teaching me, let go of it, I completely believe in you."
"I will do my best to teach everyone well and never let my third sister down." The girl in black wiped her tears and continued, "Sister, I know you have planned to go out for a long time. Now that you are free, you can visit famous mountains and rivers. Meeting various experts will definitely benefit your martial arts state."
The girl in yellow shaved her nose and smiled, "You little girl, are you still worried that I am at home, so it can't be considered as if you are alone in your responsibility?"
"Only a journey that can make your life more complete." The girl in black hugged her sister's arm and said coquettishly, "Sister, you can just fulfill me, okay?"
"Okay, okay." The girl in yellow dress praised, "Fourth sister, what you said just now is really philosophical."
The girl in black also laughed, and then said solemnly, "Sister, be careful when you are outside. Also, don't go out with glasses."
"I can't go out with my back, so I naturally don't wear things."
The girl in yellow squat pinched her glasses and sighed, "I still don't have enough self-control and insufficient concentration, so I used this method of tricks. Although it is quite helpful for practicing martial arts and reading, I always feel a sense of personality split."
The girl in black said, "But I think, after you put on your glasses, you seem to be able to sense the existence of your deity gradually. I think it's not far from the complete integration."
"If it can be fully integrated, there will be no difference between me wearing glasses or not." The girl in yellow suddenly smiled, "To put it bluntly, this method of creating distraction is still the magical magic skill you told me."
"But third sister, you dare to practice as soon as you hear it. They don't have the courage to try it yet." The girl in black sighed in annoyance, "Third sister, can I say that you are actually more like a witch than me?"
"Dare you dare to say that?" The girl in yellow looked straight, "Since you know I am a big devil, do you still want to escape from my devil's clutches tonight?"
"Wait, what do you want to do? Don't! It's so rude!"
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After the girl in black came out, she looked at the dark night and slowly showed a sarcastic smile on her face.
Chapter completed!