Chapter 1509 Confused years
He Xiaolong unbuttoned the buttons of his shirt, took out his handkerchief and gently wiped the sweat dripping on his forehead. Xiao Na smiled quietly, "Are you hot?" "A little bit, because I'm very weak recently, I sit in front of the computer to play games every day, and I almost don't move much."
"You should exercise more, and sitting next to the computer for a long time will make you sick."
"It's okay, because I'm still young."
Xiao Na grinned and said that for a long time, computer radiation will induce myopia. Secondly, her appearance is prone to aging. There are also diseases such as spondylitis and periarthritis of the shoulder. So I think you should control the number of times you go online and never sit there for a long time.
"Thank you for your concern for me. I will regulate my time online in the future." After saying that, He Xiaolong stood up, pulled a green leaf from the branch and put it in his hand: "Last time I met you, why was your mood so bad? I kept thinking about you since I went back and was a little worried about you, so I wanted to find some time to see you, but I was relieved that your condition was so good this time."
Xiaona said gratefully: "Thank you for your concern for me. Last time something happened at home, which made my mood suddenly become dull."
"Oh, what happened to your family? Can you tell me?" He Xiaolong asked.
Xiao Na did not hide the pain in her heart, and suddenly threw herself into He Xiaolong's arms and cried. He looked at her sad look and felt uncomfortable, and said, "Don't be sad, what happened in your family."
"My family has always been in a bad state. But now my life is just around the corner, but my father has cancer, so my heart hurts." Xiaona said, crying and almost fainted.
"Okay, don't cry anymore. Anyone is very sad when encountering such a thing, but you must have the courage to face all misfortunes. Always be sad about it and will ruin your body if you continue to be sad." He Xiaolong persuaded.
"Oh, actually, my fate is not good at all. The most devoted person to his life was to a man twenty years older than me. He was Fang Shiqi, the former secretary of the Tongbei Municipal Party Committee. He unfortunately died in a car accident." Xiao Na said extremely pessimistically.
"You had such a good relationship with Fang Shiqi back then, but I think you are stupid. Fang Shiqi is a family member. He is completely lustful and plays with you, and he has no feelings for you at all." He Xiaolong was denying Fang Shiqi's personality.
Xiaona shook her head and said that although Fang Shiqi has a family, I admit this, but he treats me very well, respects me very much, cares about me, and loves me. He feels that being his lover is also a kind of happiness. No matter how others evaluate Fang Shiqi, I think he is a very good man, and I have never said his badness.
He possesses many virtues of an excellent man and the uniqueness of a successful patriot. Although he is much older than me in age, I can't feel his old side at all. Instead, his maturity and his profound cultivation have become dazzling in my heart.
At first I only thought he was an official leader and could only do economics. Later I realized that he knew too much. He could not only analyze the changes in human nature from a philosophical perspective, but also explain the current situation from historical changes.
Sometimes when he is interested, he will tell me about the aesthetics of dressing. His quick thinking is simply an encyclopedia that I can’t finish. I have to admire him from the bottom of my heart. He is the most talented of all men I know so far.
In fact, it is really not like some people say. I like other people’s money, and half of the reason is that I like his talent.
He Xiaolong couldn't even interfere when he heard Xiao Na's endless praise of Fang Shiqi. He thought to himself that this woman was obsessed with evil and loved Fang Shiqi very deeply. Now he is dead. If he is still alive, I will never get what I can get.
Then Xiao Na said, at that time, after hearing the news of Fang Shiqi's car accident, I collapsed. That cold night made me tremble all over. I knew what Fang Shiqi's departure would mean, and from then on I would be with pain.
The pressure put on me by the cruel reality at that time made me unable to cheer up and became very cold. In the end, I hid alone in a corner without anyone, like peeling off ice and snow drowning in the water and began to melt myself. No one would know what my future fate would be like, and few friends could approach me. For a moment, I seemed to be blocking myself and rejecting anyone's interactions.
After that, I fell seriously ill and lay in the hospital ward. Several colleagues who worked together went to see me. They were all shocked at that time. I didn't know what happened. I suddenly became so different. My expression was no longer as enthusiastic, cold and dull as before. My colleagues seemed to be silently sad for me.
After I was discharged from the hospital, Mayor Tang also went to see me and asked me if I felt better after being discharged from the hospital. I shook my head and said coldly that the physical injuries were healed, but the mental injuries had not yet been achieved.
Mayor Tang said to Xiao Na, you have to hold on. If you always stay negative like this, your situation will be very dangerous. I swallowed and replied with a tense face that I would be treated by myself, and no one can help me.
I was like I was washed by an alien at that time. It was completely different from the past. I actually had a temper. When I was irritated, my eyes were glowing; when I was quiet, I was cold like a stone statue.
So the mental numbness at that time had a great impact on my life. My abstract change was actually the confusion in life every day. But when I was drinking and playing mahjong every day, you appeared in front of me, and in the end you helped me get rid of my spiritual burden. Therefore, I am very grateful to you.
After Xiao Na finished speaking, she threw herself into He Xiaolong's arms again. He Xiaolong hugged her tightly and said that your experience was indeed very unfortunate, but pain was the best teacher. Experience was a wealth. I will treat you well. Although my damn wife is always disturbing our tranquility at present, she will not be in the climate. The power is still in my hands. As long as I like you and love you, nothing can be stopped.
Xiao Na was moved by He Xiaolong's sincere words and burst into tears. Yes, um, I said I love you.
Since meeting Xiao Na, He Xiaolong has been thinking about Xiao Na every day. He was afraid that Xiao Na would be sad because his father was terminally ill, so he sent him a text message: "A person has to do three things every day, the first is laughing, the second is smiling, and the third is laughing."
Then Xiao Na replied to He Xiaolong: "I smile every day, but the smile seems to be far away from me. I can hear the pulse beating, which means I am still alive, which is enough to be happy."
After reading it, He Xiaolong immediately knew her current living conditions and was still in a very depressing space. Then he called Xiao Na to comfort her for a long time. Xiao Na was so grateful that she was crying.
Xiaona said that I had experienced a very painful love in the past, but I also met you, the most precious friend. At the saddest and most sluggish moments, you cared about me and comforted me again and again, so I thanked you from the bottom of my heart.
Chapter completed!