Chapter 32(1/2)
Chapter 32
"Oh, oh."
Only then did Shen Qingyun realize that although his wife's face was burning red, her body was trembling slightly.
He quickly let go of her and covered her with the quilt again.
He put the towel back into the warm water, rubbed it and then wringed it out. However, when he was about to scrub Yin Xiaoman, his hand stopped in the air and could not reach it.
He found Yin Xiaoman staring at him quietly.
There was no such emotion as "crazy, despair, pain, sadness..." that my comrades told him before, or even surprise, but surprisingly calm.
So calm - he was a little afraid to touch it.
"The doctor said that he would give you a scrub your body, and that it would be bad for your health if you didn't cool down."
After a while, Shen Qingyun explained a little embarrassedly.
"Um."
Yin Xiaoman nodded, then pointed to the stool next to him: "I'll talk about it later, you can sit down first."
"oh."
Shen Qingyun quickly agreed.
But while talking, he put a towel on her forehead.
Yin Xiaoman closed his eyes, but did not stop him.
"What the hell is going on?"
Yin Xiaoman asked.
Because she experienced such ups and downs at noon, her voice was a little hoarse, and in this empty and quiet ward, she sounded indescribable fatigue.
"I'm not very clear either."
Shen Qingyun also calmed down.
He shook his head: "I was with Ning Gong three days ago. Oh, it was the Ning Gong who came by the train with you before, and another Mr. Hua came back with him.
Because the two old men insisted on conducting some undercover investigation, they did not call back in advance.
Who knew this would happen!”
Speaking of this, Shen Qingyun reached out and held Yin Xiaoman's hand under the quilt, and said with guilt: "Are you scared?"
Yin Xiaoman didn't say anything, but he didn't retract his hand.
To be honest, she was indeed scared, so she was so out of control at noon.
But at that time, she really couldn't control it.
She was so disappointed.
Yin Xiaoman always knew that he was not the lucky person, otherwise he would not have lost his relatives since childhood. Every step of his growth would have to grit his teeth and work hard.
But she thought that all this ended when she fell, lost her life and traveled to this world, and would get better afterwards.
After all, God gave her a new home, a family who was good to her, and a road to the imperial kitchen.
So, she tried hard to repay.
She is kind to her family and neighbors, and even does everything she can to help the camp improve food and provide help to the people around her.
She also tried hard to restrain her cold temperament and treated everyone around her gently.
Yin Xiaoman is doing these things very seriously because she believes that accumulating virtue and doing good deeds and accumulating good deeds is the only way she can use to repay God’s love.
She wants God to feel her sincerity and give her the opportunity to live a good life steadily.
However, under this circumstance, something happened to Shen Qingyun. Time followed its track and did not change at all.
This perception completely crushed her, making her feel that what she had done before was all her wishful thinking.
If she had just come to the army, she might have thought it wouldn't matter whether there was Shen Qingyun or not, she could always live by herself.
He can even support two children.
But the longer she stayed here, the more she realized how naive she had thoughts she had before.
The reason why she can live so comfortably in the military camp, have no worries about food and clothing, and is respected.
Relying on her own accumulation and help to the canteen, she naturally has the most important point, but the family of a military cadre and Shen Qingyun's wife.
If that man is gone, how could an outsider stay in the military camp of the combat troops for a long time?
Even if you are a survivor, even if you have been with the army, the man is gone. In most cases, no, it can even be said that under 100%, the troops will do your work for you and ask you to return to your hometown with a pension.
What did she do when she goes back?
Go back to Shuanggui Village and continue to fight to the death with Liu Chunxia because of the pension?
Even if she wins, or she breaks up completely, she will return home and continue to close the door and live her own life.
What about after that?
If the time trajectory continues to change, the identity of the original owner's father will be questioned soon, and the people in the county will come to search the house!
Shen Qingyun left for more than two months, far exceeding the return date he said in the letter.
These messy thoughts are experienced several times in Yin Xiaoman's mind every day.
While she desperately comforted herself that something would happen, that person would return safely, there was no way not to worry.
The words of those two people today were like the last straw that broke the camel's back, shattering all her fantasies...
For a moment, she even felt that it was better to fall to death after falling to death. It would be meaningless to live a life of resumption.
But what she never expected was that Shen Qingyun actually came back alive!
The moment he entered the house, Yin Xiaoman couldn't believe it.
Although her eyelids were still heavy and her body could not move, her heart suddenly became relaxed.
I don't know why I got a fever when I loosened.
Seeing that Yin Xiaoman was silent and silent, Shen Qingyun felt a little upset.
He asked carefully: "Wife, do you want to eat something?
I heard from Liu Chang that you have not woken up from noon until now, are you hungry?"
Yin Xiaoman shook his head and realized it was too late.
She glanced at Shen Qingyun, who was exhausted and said, "I'm not hungry, you don't have to worry about me."
It's already very late, you go back and rest. The fever will subside tomorrow and I will go home by myself."
Shen Qingyun glared at him in dissatisfaction: "What are you saying! Lying down and don't move. I'll get some water for you. If you have a fever, drink more hot water."
After saying that, he picked up the kettle beside the bed and walked out.
Before leaving the door, he leaned in and looked at her worriedly.
Looking at the closed door, a complicated look appeared in Yin Xiaoman's eyes.
She knew that Shen Qingyun was really good to her, but she had to admit that when she looked at the man just now, she found that all her dreams and fantasies of her previous dreams were gone.
Looking at him, she really felt at ease, and was sincerely happy because he could really escape this disaster.
But the fantasies, hopes, and small sweetness that I had ever had for him were all gone without a trace.
There was no even the desire to tell him about his mood.
She thought that she was a timid and selfish person after all.
When I was a rare attempt to open my heart to someone, I was so embarrassed!
This made her subconsciously want to wrap herself up again and no longer get close to anyone.
When Shen Qingyun walked in with hot water, she found that Yin Xiaoman was already asleep.
Perhaps the medicine finally came up, and there was already a little sweat on the tip of her nose.
He walked over gently and removed the towel from her forehead. Only then did he realize that her eyebrows were frowning slightly, as if there was something unrelieving to worry.
Shen Qingyun sighed and sat down silently next to her.
Although the wife said nothing, how could he not see that this incident really scared her.
In her eyes, she looked at her with a refusal that she might not even notice.
Shen Qingyun remembered the night before she left. Her wife held his hand and said that as long as he came back safely, she would live a good life with him and never leave again.
Once this happened, they probably would have to go back to before liberation overnight.
Thinking of this, Shen Qingyun clenched his fists angrily, and hated this inexplicable misunderstanding!
Where exactly is the problem?
Everything was fine before he left, and he even said hello to the military factory. Why was the person still on the train and appeared on the death list for no reason?
To be continued...