Do you want to miss her in your dreams...

This requirement is really too much.

Wien got up from the sofa and patted the slightly wrinkled clothes.

but.

If Chris doesn't mean that... does that mean that she will have time to see Miss Songli at night?

Want to go?

——I still have to go.

If you don’t often show your presence in front of Miss Geli, it would be awful if you make her feel that it would be great without herself.

In such matters, you can't tolerate being lazy.

Before entering his room, Wien turned his head and glanced at the door of Chriss deeper into the corridor.

But don't reject yourself on the surface anymore, and you can't help but sneak up at night...

But even so, I should still be able to fool myself with excuses like "I'm really sleeping too hard/Immersed in meeting her in a dream".

Yes, there is no big problem.

He withdrew his gaze and pushed the door open.

...

Want to go?

Apart from the door, Chris sat by the bed and ravaged the Poppy doll in his hand.

He seemed... very much looking forward to it.

Thinking of the disappointed expression on Vine's face after she rejected her, Chris was a little shaken.

But.

No matter what, we are still too young now.

She sighed quietly, took the doll back into her arms, and buried her head in the soft fabric.

‘If this continues, it won’t work.’ There seemed to be a voice in my ear saying silently.

Chris smiled lonely and depressedly...

Of course I know not.

Since you are the one who decides to be with you for the rest of your life, you should be honest no matter what.

She thought the most perfect way for couples to get along is that there is no gap between them, and no matter what they do, both parties can understand and support each other as soon as possible.

It's like another self living in this world.

but.

Now I am not ready to tell him everything.

It would be better to say that I have been hesitating... Should I keep all the "secrets" in myself secretly for the rest of my life?

Would it be better to let him know that there is still something like "time travel" in the world?

Chris didn't know.

But if he didn't say it, he might never understand himself.

He wouldn't know what he was worried about.

The deeper you feel his strengths, the more you are afraid that you will be destined to lose these things one day.

I...I got this love because I was playing another person.

Such thoughts are lingering in my mind.

What everyone likes is the slow and joyful "Chris", not the sensitive and difficult thing that even I think is impossible for anyone to like -

This fake man.

The more you understand this fact, the more sad you feel about it.

Whenever he looked at himself and smirked.

Whenever he takes himself up without any warning.

Whenever I can't help but indulge in this closeness and want to be obsessed with the warmth he brings.

You will feel a tingling pain inside.

Can you trust him?

I believe that after discovering that he is not Chris, he will not change that passionate love.

The constant conflict between ideals and sentiments made her wander around the question of how she should treat Wien.

——When the enthusiasm fades, these may become another way.

Always think so uncontrollably.

Feelings are the most unreliable thing in the world.

The words and deeds of her biological father in her previous life, as well as the social news that would destroy her views from time to time, were all educating her in this way.

This is reality.

The pure emotions in the ideal may only appear in the story.

But if I say that... I am at this moment, wouldn't I be in a story?

In the story, Wien is infatuated with Chris from beginning to end.

It looks like a perfect setting.

Unfortunately, I was not the real Chris at all.

Even if the soul in this body is replaced with another one, and the name "Chris" is also given, he will still like it.

Because for him, "Chris" just needs to enjoy his considerate and care.

Nothing is required at all.

So, if someone else is involved, the same result will be achieved.

...When I think about it this way, I still feel very unwilling to accept it.

Such a flaw cannot be told to anyone.

But she always subconsciously wanted to find something to make up for from Vine.

Just like, used to fill in those invisible holes.

Want to hear him say to himself over and over again:

"I like you."

"I really like you."

"I will always be with you."

However, even if these words are said many times, the satisfaction you get can only support the short moment of the moment.

The hollow is still empty and can never be filled.

...This approach is really too much.

What kind of mood did Wain endure it?

Even if I was accidentally stabbed, I could only show an unknown injury expression and look at myself pitifully.

I... obviously don't want this.

I don’t want to be hurt by others, nor do I want to hurt others.

As if he had lost all his support, Chris held the doll and fell sideways back to the soft big bed.

She closed her eyes.

...If only Wien didn't like the name "Chris".

She has already clearly realized-

I hope that the person he likes is not the character "Chris".

She was just like that, suffering in the gradually boiling relationship, not knowing where to go or when to end.

...

the next day.

Wien saw Miss Chris with two thick dark circles and a haggard face.

"Are you?" He held back his smile as he looked at Chris's resentful expression.

Could it be that before I had time to dream of her, she saw herself in her dream first?
To be continued...