Chapter 15 Despair
Xu Yang sat back into his seat in a daze. Over the past few months, Liu Qian gradually became cold to him, but he did not expect that he would fall to the point of breaking up.
She has always been very nice to her, but she is reluctant to eat or wear it. She buys some gifts she likes for Liu Qian, although they are not very expensive, but Xu Yang has tried his best to do it.
As long as Liu Qian is happy, she is willing to do anything she wants.
However, when it comes to being with me, Liu Qian is not very happy.
My hand suddenly touched the small box in my pocket and smiled bitterly. I am afraid that this gift will never be given.
Xu Yang did not cry, he couldn't cry, and he wanted to cry without tears.
The familiar ringtone of the cell phone came from my ears, not my ringtone of the cell phone, but it was indeed very familiar. It was Liu Qian's cell phone? She was back? Xu Yang reluctantly raised his head and looked at the source of the sound.
No, but Liu Qian was so excited that she forgot to take her cell phone away.
Picking up the phone, Xu Yang wanted to give it back to Liu Qian, and glanced at him. The name of the caller displayed on the phone was "Intimate Partner".
He is a work partner, and Xu Yang didn't think much about it.
When I went out, Liu Qian had long disappeared, so I'd go away.
The phone was still thinking about it, but Xu Yang was upset by the quarrel and answered the phone casually.
The sound coming was so familiar. Before Xu Yang could speak, he heard the person opposite him say, "Xiaoqian, did you dump that guy?"
It was like falling into an ice cellar in an instant, the sound was...
"Why don't you talk? I can't bear to let it go? I've told you that boy Xuyang is just a waste. If you hadn't begged me, how could I let him join our company? Now I finally thought of a way to fry him. I'm not doing this for you? Dear, come to me tonight, I bought a new ** red wine, which is the brand you like..."
Xu Yang couldn't listen to the rest, and there was no need to listen to it.
Manager Wu, Senior Wu, Wu Jiliang, are such a good senior and a good boss. In just a few seconds, Xu Yang's brain flew like a high computer, and every bit of it accumulated in his daily life was running rapidly in his brain.
Why did Senior Wu take care of himself, his irrelevant junior?
Why does Manager Wu have such high standards and strict requirements for himself during his daily work?
Why did Xiao Qin say that the secretary of the board didn't notice that he was not here at all? Wu Jiliang told him specifically.
Why has Liu Qian become more and more indifferent to herself in the past few months............
All these dots and everything got the real answer in these few seconds.
Xu Yang wanted to scream, cry, smash his phone, and find a knife to chop Wu Jiliang.
However, all these thoughts were stopped by the cold eyes in front of them.
With cold eyes and cold appearance, is this the person I care about day and night? Is it the woman I want to spend my whole life with?
This beautiful and heartless woman is destined to leave irreparable scars in Xu Yang's life.
Liu Qian snatched the phone from Xu Yang's hand and finally gave Xu Yang a cold look.
Not only did he not have any guilt, Xu Yang even saw only disgust and determination in that look.
Then, Liu Qian turned around and shook Xu Yang's gaze in a graceful posture, and walked away quickly.
It's like, stay away from a pile of garbage.
"Ah..." The sound of howling like a wolf howl came out from the grass in the center of Xuhui Greenland. The sound drifted away from afar, just like Xu Yang's love, gradually faded into the wind.
It was late at night, the night wind blew, and it was a little cold.
It was early autumn, and the temperature dropped so quickly that no one had ever thought of it.
Under the street light, a man dragged his long shadow and walked tiredly on the street.
In his red and swollen eyes, he had no vitality or fighting spirit.
It is not betrayal or deception that destroys everything.
Just disappointed.
Disappointment in life, disappointment in love, disappointment in yourself.
No matter how much Liu Qian deceived herself, she said something right.
No woman will like her before, the self who has no ideals, does not want to struggle, and is justified in life.
Why do people have to like themselves? A promise? Or those love words?
Promise will change, love words will be bored. In this snobbish modern society, we are always comparing with comprehensive strength. A guy who wants money but no money or power has no power, and he doesn't even have the spirit of striving for strength. He deserves to be dumped.
However, what can I do?
After getting the system, it seems to open a new door for Xu Yang, but betrayal has already been born, so what can the system do?
Reversing time and space? I'm thinking too much. With Xu Yang's previous temperament, even if he reverses time and space, all this will not happen?
A feeling of fatigue and laziness hit Xu Yang's heart. I really want to have a good sleep and I will sleep until I can't get up again.
The road is so long, and it seems that the road to go home will never be completed.
I really want to close my eyes and never open them again.
forever.
Xu Yang indeed closed his eyes, but his tired body still kept moving forward and harmoniously.
It's so dark, it's pitch black in front of you, this feeling... It's so good.
It's like in a world that will never be hurt, quiet, peaceful, peaceful.
I really enjoy this loneliness, I really want to never wake up again.
Opening his arms, Xu Yang embraced the darkness.
"Squeak..." Accompanied by a harsh sound of brakes, Xu Yang's brief tranquility was broken.
"You are looking for death! Are you blind? Are you looking for death when you walk into the middle of the road?" The incoherent words mean that the truck driver is still in shock.
No matter which driver is, he will not have a good temper when he walks to the middle of the road and commits suicide.
Xu Yang opened his eyes and looked at everything around him: "I'm sorry, I'm distracted."
Everything in front of him made him secretly shocked. A large truck was less than ten centimeters away from his nose. If the driver had not stepped on the brakes in advance, he would really not have to wake up.
"If you want to die, don't implicate others. Huangpu River has no cover, jump down and die quickly!" The truck driver was still cursing. If he hadn't stepped on the brake in time, he would have hit this guy and killed him. If he had lost money and investigated, he would have been in vain for a year.
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, the driver jumped out of the truck and wanted to beat the guy who was trying to kill him.
However, when he pulled his fist toward each other, he saw Xu Yang's eyes. What kind of eyes were like, dead, hopeless, empty, accompanied by all this, can there be anything else besides death?
The truck driver's anger turned into sympathy in an instant. The fist he swung immediately changed his posture and slapped Xu Yang on the shoulder: "Young man, don't be confused. There is a solution to everything. Death, no problem can be solved."
The slap was so powerful that Xu Yang's small body was almost slapped down.
But this slap seemed to have slapped Xu Yang's three souls and seven spirits back.
Yes, what can death solve?
Xu Yang smiled.
Author's note: The code has finally come out, and it is already midnight o-point 3 o-minutes. This paragraph is very hard and cruel, not just for Xu Yang.
But this must be something Xu Yang needs to face, the last wildfire before he rekindled his hope of life, and a memorial for him to bid farewell to the past.
The outline has been set a long time ago and cannot be changed.
The card is so carded, but I still write it out, I am proud.
Although, it may not be very good-looking.
Chapter completed!